Xiao Ye still hadn't come to his senses at this moment. He couldn't even stand still. He just sat on the ground and looked at Long Qianyu in front of him, wondering whether this was reality or an illusion.
Xiao Ye was confused, his eyes were empty and lifeless, like a frightened child who had lost his soul.
Suddenly, a palm was placed on his forehead. The palm was very delicate, the gentle touch, and the gentle power coming from the palm, trying to stabilize the chaotic soul, finally made Xiao Ye raise his head and look at Long Qianyu.
"I'm sorry, I just pulled you into the battle without explaining it to you. It's my fault as a master. I didn't expect that you would have such an extreme reaction." Long Qianyu looked very sorry. Although Xiao Ye was in the illusion, , the body is different from standing still. But the feeling coming from the physical body cannot be deceived.
If you hadn't seen Xiao Ye sweating all over his body, his body was shaking, and his expression was twisting. She really didn't know that Xiao Ye was so affected.
Then, another gentle force poured into Xiao Ye's soul sea.
Xiao Ye felt a little clearer now, but he was still a little distracted.
Long Qianyu took Xiao Ye to a cave. It seemed that Long Qianyu had prepared it a long time ago, and the surroundings were arranged in an orderly manner. Compared to the caves in the outer mountains, I don’t know how much better this place is. The spiritual fruit and spiritual trees were planted, and there were even some medicinal plants planted around them, and even the Holy Spring was there.
It can be seen that from the day Xiao Ye entered the sect.
Long Qianyu was already paying attention to him and had already regarded him as his designated disciple.
Long Qianyu looked at Xiao Ye and said calmly: "You are also tired today. Let's rest for a day and we will talk about the rest tomorrow."
As soon as Long Qianyu walked to the door of the cave, Xiao Ye suddenly said: "Master..."
Long Qianyu turned around and looked at Xiao Ye. Xiao Ye also looked into her eyes and asked tremblingly: "What kind of person do you think I am? Am I selfish, hypocritical, or... ...Weak?"
Xiao Ye is very confused now, and he really wants to know other people's answers.
He stared hard into Long Qianyu's eyes, as if he wanted to see the most real feeling in them, and wanted to see into the depths of the other person's heart.
Long Qianyu smiled and said: "I don't know about others, but in my eyes, you are now my disciple, my only disciple, and you have no other identity. Whether you are a good person or a bad person, no matter you are No matter what your identity is, you are my disciple after all, and you will never get rid of this in your life. Don’t think too much and have a good rest.”
Xiao Ye looked at Long Qianyu's eyes. The other person's eyes were very sincere, only caring, looking at a child.
Long Qianyu smiled, but Xiao Ye was still frozen in place.
Then, Xiao Ye asked again: "Then...why do you want to accept me as your disciple? Everything here is arranged in an orderly manner, and it seems that you have prepared it a long time ago. And...the snake slough that was taken out last time The mission must be your handiwork, right? You calculated the time accurately and knew where Senior Sister Su Lingyun would go, so that my safety is not a problem. Moreover, the laws of space and the law of thunder are helpful to me. They are all from you. That’s fine. Why did you do that? Could it be because you fancy...my so-called talent?"
Xiao Ye also prides himself on his talent, but... there are so many people in the world, and geniuses abound. In the Beizhou Continent where there are so many powerful people, the most worthless thing is the so-called genius. There are always some who are above him. He does not think that he is the strongest one, but he does not think that he is the weakest either. one of.
But after what he had just experienced, he was confused and didn't know what to say or how to talk about it.
Everything Long Qianyu did was in cooperation with him. What did she do for this? He and she only met once and had no friendship at all. What did the other party do for her?
Long Qianyu looked at Xiao Ye, and she didn't expect it either. Xiao Ye, who had just experienced his inner demon, was still so clear-headed at the moment, and he quickly told all this.
She walked up to Xiao Ye, put one hand on Xiao Ye's head, and said with a smile: "You are very confused and restless now. You just need to know that I will not harm you. If
If you have to ask me why I accepted you as my disciple, I can only say...it is to atone for my sins and redeem myself. "
Long Qianyu didn't say much, turned and left.
"Sister Xiaoxiao... in your eyes, I..." Before Xiao Ye could finish speaking, Duanmu Xiao suddenly said: "In my eyes, you are shameless, lustful, weird, and have no bottom line. Fool."
After hearing Duanmu Xiao's words, Xiao Ye knew this was reality.
It seems that Duanmu Xiao's careless words, but with a caring tone, are very popular.
"Remember, an illusion is always an illusion. Don't bring anything said into reality. Even if those words are true, those words are facts, even if you think so yourself, it is still an illusion. Don't Confuse it with reality. You are who you are in reality." Duanmu Xiao said again, even though she didn't know what Xiao Ye had experienced, she could tell that Xiao Ye encountered his own dark side, which made him He was devastated.
Xiao Ye didn't say much, he understood this.
Duanmu Xiao's intention was not to let him fall into it. Treat everything you hear in the fantasy as farts. As long as he is worthy of himself, that's fine, but... Xiao Ye still doubts himself. Not daring to think any more, he just started meditating.
This night, Xiao Ye did not practice any cultivation, whether it was spiritual power or soul power. So much so that the so-called power of law, the Bible of Medicine, the Sword of Truth and the Yin-Yang Chaos Code have not been comprehended.
It's about reciting the Tai Chi mental method.
This mental method is meant to be used carefully. There are rumors that this is a Buddhist mental method, and there are also rumors that this is a Taoist mental method created by Zhang Sanfeng. After all, Tai Chi’s yin and yang are biased toward Taoism. But in Xiao Ye's opinion, this is Taoism. Otherwise, why Zhang Sanfeng, who was born in Buddhism, created Taoist methods? It can only be said that Buddha follows nature, Tao follows nature, and Buddha is also Tao. This meditation method can calm the body and mind.
After one night, Xiao Ye's chaotic emotions and spirit were greatly relieved.
The next day.
The morning sun shone on the earth, and a ray of sunlight penetrated the cave and shone on Xiao Ye's face. Xiao Ye slowly opened his eyes. At this moment, his eyes were very calm, without the confusion of yesterday, but there was still a grudge in his heart. When he opened his eyes, Long Qianyu still appeared in front of him.
Long Qianyu knew that Xiao Ye was fine and said, "How?"
"It's already good, at least it's not like yesterday." Xiao Ye said with a smile.
"In that case, let's go. I'll take you to the Holy Spring, and take you to choose a skill by the way." Long Qianyu said lightly, and then, before Xiao Ye got up, there was a feeling of hunger in his stomach. It made him feel a little embarrassed, and then he remembered that he didn't eat all day yesterday, and he meditated all night, so he was naturally hungry now.
With Long Qianyu's cultivation, the environment here may not affect her, but he cannot resist the power of the world here.
Long Qianyu smiled and said, "Let's go eat something first. But... I remember that you are a cook by trade, so I would like to try your craftsmanship."
"Okay." Xiao Ye smiled, and then Long Qianyu took out a lot of spiritual beast ingredients from the space ring. Xiao Ye also had a bad look on his face. The other person was already ready for his feelings and was just waiting for him to wake up. Xiao Ye had no choice but to take action. During this period, he even secretly sent some space rings, otherwise Duanmu Xiao would beat him again.
Xiao Ye and Long Qianyu ate the spiritual food in front of them, but did not say anything and were very quiet.
Finally, Xiao Ye couldn't help but said: "Master, what do you mean by atonement...?"
Long Qianyu paused for a moment, then put a small piece of meat in his hand into his mouth to taste it carefully. After swallowing it, he said, "Do you know why there are no disciples in my peak?"
"When I was traveling, I also taught a person how to practice. That person, like you, was also a cook. He was born into a mortal family and had no identity. Although I didn't accept that person as a disciple, he was still half a cook. Disciple. His talent is very good.
I do have the idea of taking him back to the sect. "
"However, I was not discerning at the time and saw the wrong person. Originally, I thought that person was a kind and honest person, who always respected his teacher and Taoism every time he was in front of me. But once again I left for a while, and it turned out that he was a kind and honest person. It will take a long time to go back, but some things happened earlier. When I saw that man again, I discovered his true side."
"Without my suppression, he completely exposed his true nature. Murderous, cold-blooded, Yin. Evil... After he gained power, he began to constantly take revenge on those who had bullied him and looked down on him. Tortured him He committed almost all kinds of crimes, including murder, rape, and robbery. He would even kill his entire family if someone scolded him."
"At that time, I couldn't believe what I saw. The town was destroyed and the killings were overwhelming. It was all my fault. If I hadn't taught him the way, none of this would have happened. In order to make up for my fault, I personally After getting rid of that person, I never dared to accept a disciple again, for fear of discovering something like this again, until... I met you. Ye'er, you are very smart, I must have guessed it. "
Xiao Ye remained silent, and then said: "That person...should look a lot like me."
"You accepted me as your disciple because of the mortal you called me. You are afraid that I will be like him and want to make up for my past mistakes, right?"
Long Qianyu nodded and said: "That's right. Maybe in your eyes, you think that I am using you, using you to atone for my sins, using you to make amends. I did think so, but I was very hesitant. From where? When I saw you in the mausoleum, I was very surprised, thinking that you were the reincarnation of someone. At that time, I didn't know how to communicate with you, and I didn't know what kind of person you were. After that, I could only observe in secret. "
"Then I learned that you are an upright person, and like ordinary people, you have both good and evil sides. This is true for both good and evil, good for relatives and friends, evil for enemies. But I still dare not accept you, so I silently said in my heart If you pass the road of trials and come to Scarlet Sky Sect, I will definitely accept you as my disciple. If not, it can only be said that the fate is over, and I will still be like this."
"You are you, he is him. I will not regard you as a person, and you are not a person. Maybe I am you to remember and make up for the past, but I am really not taking advantage..."
"Okay." Xiao Ye interrupted the other party, then knelt in front of Long Qianyu, kowtowed three times, and said: "Yesterday was in a hurry, and the so-called apprenticeship ceremony was just a verbal word, and it doesn't count. Today , Xiao Ye worships Senior Long as his master. Disciples will remember the master’s teachings in the future. One day they will be their masters and they will always be their fathers.”
"The past is past, Master, you don't need to remember it. It's not that Master has no discernment, but that the person's evil cannot be controlled, which keeps amplifying it. If a person can't even control himself, then that person can't control himself. You will eventually pay the price for everything you have. Master, you have done nothing wrong. You have done justice for heaven. No one has ever said that you have done anything wrong. You have a clear conscience and you can do the right thing for yourself."
Long Qianyu looked at Xiao Ye, stunned for a moment, then smiled and said with some blame: "You kid, I haven't started teaching you yet, but you have started educating me."
"Get up. After dinner, I will take you to the Holy Spring."
Xiao Ye stood up, this time he was the right disciple. If you ask whether he has any grudge against Long Qianyu's actions, the answer is of course yes. If it were in the past, this grudge might have remained in his heart, even if it was insignificant and too small to be seen, it was still there.
But after everything that happened yesterday, Xiao Ye couldn't help but feel grudge.
Long Qianyu was sincere to him and truly regarded him as his disciple. And he himself is also very confused. He doesn't know what kind of person he is. If he experiences bullying and suddenly gains great power one day, and the people around him are ordinary people, and you dominate everything like an emperor, will you become a butcher?
He didn't know it himself, he had never been in that situation. If there is really one answer, it would be yes!
If a person's desire is magnified, he will become a puppet of desire. Like a rolling stone, its corners have been worn away, and it keeps rolling
, until destruction.
He didn't think Long Qianyu did anything wrong. Although Long Qianyu taught the wrong person, she also did the right thing. The fault was the cook's, so why should she bear it?
Some people may say that if it were not for Professor Long Qianyu, how could the following things have happened. This is true, but if a farmer sees a piece of gold, do you think he will take it away? Of course not, people are like this. When they see something of value, they want to get in touch with it. The less they can get something, the more they want it. qs
Not everyone can do it without desires and demands. The most important thing is to be able to control yourself. If there are really no desires or pursuits, then what is the meaning of life?
These words were also said by Xiao Ye himself.
