After watching Xiao Yunyan leave, Xiao Yuming sat down helplessly.
He had never considered these things before, but after the woman said this, he seemed to realize the seriousness of the matter.
As a man, he has a way to survive even if he breaks away from the family... What's more, he also has medical skills. At worst, he will just be an ordinary medical practitioner.
But what about Xiao Yunyan? And what should they do with the maids and women who were left behind by his mother?
Life is not easy for a woman. If she had no support, she would be like a duckweed wandering around in this life.
The more I thought about it, the more depressed I became. I tossed and turned in bed, unable to fall asleep or calm down.
Finally, he sat up from the bed and looked at the slightly darkening sky outside the window. He finally chose to get up and start wandering around the palace.
Whenever he was in a bad mood, he and Xuan Qianchen would drink together by the rockery in the back garden. Not many people passed by that place, and no one would notice it. It was considered a clean place.
But as soon as he took the wine bottle and walked to the side of the stone, he saw a familiar figure sitting there in a daze.
He frowned slightly, thinking that his eyesight was dazzled. After taking a closer look, he realized that the other person was Lin Qingwan.
Hearing the noise, the woman slowly turned around. When she met Xiao Yuming's eyes, she couldn't help but move her brows slightly, then stood up and said, "Why are you here?"
Xiao Yuming's eyelids twitched, and he was originally ready to leave, but after hearing these words, he moved forward unexpectedly, "I should ask you this, how could you show up in such a secret place?"
"Haha, I am Princess Zhan. Is there any place in this palace that I cannot go to? What's more, you know such a secret place, how can I know about it?" Lin Qingwan replied unceremoniously. , also holding a wine bottle in his hand.
"Are you still drinking?"
"What's wrong with drinking? Who said that only men can drink? Can't we women drink?"
Faced with the woman's rude attitude, Xiao Yuming didn't feel angry at all, and even laughed softly, "I'm just asking, why are you so impatient with me? It seems that you have been so impatient with me since you first saw me. Don’t like me very much.”
Lin Qingwan sneered, "We have only met a few times in total, and the first time I met you, you were doing experiments on rabbits. I still remember the first time I took a medical class, the teacher told me so thoughtfully Killing and not cruelty to living things.”
"If any experiment with small animals can make them die more pleasantly and obtain more accurate experimental data, then it will naturally be worthwhile. But if any medicine is used to prevent them from dying in pain, not only will the process be It is inhumane not to save them but to observe their reactions."
"So when I was researching poisons, I basically used myself as an experiment. I am absolutely sure of the poisons and antidotes I made, and I have full confidence in myself, so that's why I am like this."
After saying these words, the woman looked back at Xiao Yuming and said, "Although I have never heard of you before, I know from the way you feel your pulse that your medical skills are not low. It's just that practicing medicine to save people does not only require medical skills, but also Morality and integrity are needed, otherwise it will not be a benevolent doctor, but a quack."
"Quack doctor?" Xiao Yuming was slightly lost in thought after hearing these words. He looked into the distance with his eyes and slowly repeated these two words, "Don't quack doctors refer to doctors who treat diseases indiscriminately?"
"Who said that a word in this world can only have one interpretation? What is your moral standard? The interpretation of each word is different. If you only regard the level of medical practice as your own regulations and standards, then if your medical level is too poor, you will be a quack. . If you take medical ethics and medical benevolence as your own rules and standards, then if you don't abide by ethics and benevolence, you will be a quack."
"Although this world is objective, many things have to be subjective. If you start from yourself, many things will be different."
These words are philosophical. If ordinary people were to listen to them, they would most likely be confused.
But Xiao Yuming was only slightly lost in thought, his eyes resting on the surface of the small pond not far away, "Is that so..."
"Whether that's the case is naturally up to you to decide. I think it is, but you don't necessarily have to think that is the case."
This was the first time he heard these words, and he had a strange feeling in his heart. Everything Xiao Yunyan said to him today was recalled in his mind.
He was hesitant, even more hesitant. But the heavy burden on his shoulders had to push him forward.
At the end, he drank a sip of cold wine for himself, then looked back, "You should have heard what I said to my eldest sister today."
"I told you, I really didn't mean to eavesdrop. I just wanted to go over and see you. Who knew you were talking about this in the house..."
"I didn't mean to blame you, I just wanted to ask if you heard me."
"You asked me, so of course I heard you."
There was another strange silence. The man frowned slowly. After taking a deep breath, he asked seriously and calmly: "What do you think? Do you think I should go back? Should I fight to the death with those people?" "
"Why are you asking me about this kind of thing?" Lin Qingwan had some differences and turned around.
The two met their eyes, and the man's heart suddenly began to beat loudly.
He didn't know what was wrong with him, let alone why he suddenly asked Lin Qingwan this question.
"If you don't want to answer, that's it. After all, this is only my business and has nothing to do with anyone else."
"Why do you think you are so glass-hearted? I just asked casually and made such a disappointed expression. I didn't say I wouldn't give you any advice." Lin Qingwan stood up, put her hands on her hips, Then walk around the pond.
"I think whether you do something or not depends on two aspects. The first is your true intention, and the second is whether you can get certain benefits after doing it. Although I don't know whether you are willing to go back or not. Fight for the right to inherit, but think about it, if you didn't fight, would you get more benefits than you have now."
After saying this, she did not continue, but turned to look at Xiao Yuming, trying to get an answer from him.
The man was silent for a moment, "Of course not. If I don't fight for it, I will be impoverished in the future, and my eldest sister and everyone related to my mother will be kicked out of the Xiao family, and the situation and situation will become worse and worse. The worse it is...even...even from now on, no one will remember us, only the heir."
