It was still very early when Shang Yunbai came out of the room. When he looked downstairs, he knew that he probably hadn't slept for long, because there were many people downstairs and it looked very late.
Shang Yunbai speculated that the sleep would only last about an hour.
The sleeves I folded before going to bed were already dry, but there was a milky smell on them, which was very uncomfortable.
This dress belonged to the Duke, and it would be difficult to deal with it if this happened again. Shang Yunbai went downstairs, found the waiter, went to the bathroom, and washed his sleeves with water.
Although it is uncomfortable to get wet, players should be cautious.
After washing the sleeves, the smell was indeed not that obvious, leaving only a faint milky scent.
Presumably the generous Duke will not care about this little bit of milky taste.
Shang Yunbai wrung out the water on his sleeves, then turned around and walked out.
"Bai, can you come out for a moment." Ketel appeared out of nowhere and blocked Shang Yunbai's way.
Shang Yunbai took a step back. Ketel looked a little decadent at the moment. His hair was not well taken care of and was messy. His clothes had changed from the usual gorgeous and extravagant clothes, and he was wearing very casual and ordinary clothes.
Ketel looked anxious. The tall man stood in front of Shang Yunbai, but he did not dare to reach out to pull Shang Yunbai. He could only look at Shang Yunbai anxiously.
Shang Yunbai pursed his lips and said, "Okay."
Only then did Ketel's tense expression reveal a smile.
He led the way, looking back from time to time, as if he was afraid that Shang Yun would run away in vain.
After arriving at a corner with fewer people, Ketel saw Shang Yunbai sitting on the sofa. Then he stood up and gave Shang Yunbai a pillow and poured water for Shang Yunbai. It's like I can't take any time off.
Shang Yunbai stared at Ketel quietly. He did not stop the other party or express any opinions. He watched quietly.
Ketel looked really embarrassed. The beautiful and proud golden retriever seemed to have lost all his dignity. He looked so cautious and pitiful, as if he was afraid that Shang Yunbai would be angry, and even his hands and feet were gentle.
Will you be happy if a proud person humbles himself for you?
No, at least not Shang Yunbai.
He doesn't like anyone to put down their dignity or humble themselves to please him, a proud peacock or an arrogant puppy. They should maintain their beautiful posture and not make embarrassing appearances to please anyone.
Shang Yunbai will never be proud of anyone who loses his self-obsession with him.
If infatuation with him can make a proud person humble and a narcissist feel inferior, then he would rather others not like him.
To be precise, he is even disgusted. He hates all the distorted emotions that can make people worse than they are, which will make him feel as if all bad things are caused by him.
Obviously if you like him, you can observe his preferences or become better, so why do you have to make a mess of your life and personality before coming in front of him, as if you are extremely pitiful, begging for his forgiveness... Obviously Shang Yunbai didn't do anything wrong. He just didn't want to fall in love with someone, but in the end he would have to bear the sin of destroying other people's lives.
"Master Ketel, do you want to say something?" Shang Yunbai took the initiative to speak, interrupting Ketel's idle behavior of cleaning the table.
Ketel paused. He slowly raised his head to look at Shang Yunbai, and cautiously asked, "Bai...are you still angry?"
Shang Yunbai's expression did not change, "No, I'm not angry."
This was the first time that Kettle saw Kendick's expression like this. He was very quiet and peaceful. He was neither pretending to be indifferent as a stranger, nor was he as close as when he was a good friend in the past. It was just like facing any ordinary relationship. A normal expression of a person's indifference.
But Kendick's appearance made Ketel feel that he was much more indifferent than the one who pretended to be indifferent that day.
Ketel wanted to explain, but he didn't know how to speak. His gorgeous blond hair seemed to have dimmed a lot. He held his hands together nervously. It was very different from the arrogant young man's shameless look when they first met. Far.
Shang Yunbai lowered his eyes, "If you have nothing to do, I will leave first."
After Shang Yunbai finished speaking, he stood up, turned around and wanted to leave, but Ketel held his hand.
Shang Yunbai turned his head impatiently, "What else do you want?"
He seemed to have finally been harassed to the point where he showed some normal anger.
Ketel wanted to let go, but only let go for a second and immediately grabbed Shang Yunbai's hand. He pulled Shang Yunbai to sit on the sofa again, while he himself half-crouched in front of Shang Yunbai. , is a gesture of weakness.
"Bai..." Ketel looked at Shang Yunbai's cold expression. He held Shang Yunbai's hands tightly and stared into Shang Yunbai's eyes seriously, "Bai, I hope you can understand," The word "pride" has been worn on my body all my life, so those words I said that day were just unintentional words. I am not looking for excuses for my mistakes. I just hope you know that I am not smart. The moment I spoke, I didn’t know what kind of hurtful words those words were to you. You know the environment in which I grew up, and you understand my character and mood. Growing up in such a situation, I am more proud of my face than my life. It’s more important, but I can let go of those things and I apologize to you.”
"I don't want to use these to kidnap you. I just think that face and pride are not that important to you. Bai...A Bai, you have still been released after serving your sentence for robbing homes and houses. Can you forgive me once? Even if... ...Even if it's not possible...It doesn't matter even if you really can't accept it. I just want you to know...I have never treated you as a 'joke' from the beginning to the end. I am very serious about making friends with you. I like you very seriously, very seriously, not some young master or commoner, it’s me, it’s Ketel who likes you, it’s Ketel who’s making friends with Bai.” Ketel said, his blue eyes There were actually some tears in the eyes, a handsome and beautiful face, a pair of blue eyes with tears, and a sincere confession.
"I'm very sad to be spoken to by Bai in such a strange tone and negotiated in such a polite manner, so I already know how sad it is to be said that by a friend. Bai... please don't feel sad anymore."
Compared with "angry", which seems to be a light word, "sad" is more appropriate.
Ketel just squatted in front of Shang Yunbai, and sincerely asked Shang Yunbai not to be sad because of his words, even if he no longer forgives him, it doesn't matter.
Only those who taste the bitterness of sadness will realize how unbearable this emotion is. Ketel has tasted it, so he hopes that Shang Yunbai will not be sad anymore. Any comfort is just a cloud. Only after experiencing it personally can you feel the true feelings. pity.
(Do you want to forgive Xiu Gou?)
