Even if her father told her that one day the entire southern Xinjiang would be hers and she would be the new leader of the demonic path, she would not be happy at all.
After all, how can a leader of the demonic path look up when he goes out to meet people?
It made her feel ashamed and unworthy.
On the mat, Shangguan Hamigua hugged her smooth and white knees and said in a muffled voice:
"I know that I have something that many people don't have. I have reached the pinnacle of life since I was born, and I have talents, resources, and background that others don't have.
I also know that no one’s life is perfect. I shouldn’t be dissatisfied, but I can’t control myself. Because of my low self-esteem, I become more and more angry. I remember when I was a child, I was talking to my eight-year-old When Pineapple was arguing, Pineapple laughed at me, saying that I was as short as a big carrot and not worthy of being a big sister, which made me so angry that I was seriously injured and even vomited blood. And now the situation has not gotten better. After I left the Demon Realm to visit China, if someone looks at me while walking on the street, I can't help but wonder whether that person is laughing at me in his heart. This is my biggest knot. "
After saying that, she raised her eyes and looked at Lin Xiaolu angrily:
"My past is just that simple. There is nothing. I practice almost every day, beat my brother, practice, beat my brother, and so on. I have never seen anyone except my family. Unlike Pomegranate, I can sneak away to China. Playing in the hinterland, I can get to know you, Wu Gu, the Empress of the Tang Dynasty, Shuai Shuaiya and so many good friends.
I didn't hide it from you. I even told you about my height. Lin Xiaolu, strictly speaking, you are the first good friend I have ever met. Am I interested in you enough? So you are not allowed to be angry with me again, let alone call me short. "
In the room, Lin Xiaolu, who heard the girl's true words, stopped joking and nodded seriously.
"Shangguan, I can understand your mentality." Lin Xiaolu hugged the handsome duck and said:
"When I was young, my parents died early. My sister and I lived in the village. I was particularly sensitive at that time. If anyone dared to say that my sister and I were bastards, orphans, and the evil stars who killed my parents, I was Even if someone breaks his leg, he must be bitten to death.
But now I see it, people are often like this. Sometimes a casual joke may mean that someone else has endured a lifetime of pain. This does not mean how bad the person who made the joke is, after all, he may not have thought of it. Jokes can cause so much harm, but it really isn't right.
People always hurt others inadvertently, and then are hurt by others inadvertently. We must learn to get used to it. "
Hearing these words, Shangguan Hamigua and Shuai Shuai Ya were stunned for a moment at the same time. Shuai Shuai Ya raised his head and looked at Lin Xiaolu and said in surprise:
"Boss, you can actually say such high-level words. It's a bit uncomfortable for you to be like this."
Shangguan Hamigua also smiled, and then looked at Lin Xiaolu curiously:
"Your parents passed away so early, so how did you and Xiao Yu'er live when you were young?"
"Mainly just messing around and relying on Old Man Zhang for help." Lin Xiaolu said carelessly.
"Who is Old Man Zhang?" Shangguan Hamigua asked.
"Storyteller." Lin Xiaolu replied.
After answering, he continued to ask:
"Shangguan, do you have any thoughts about the future? In other words, what do you think your future will be like?"
Hearing this question, Shangguan Hamigua wrinkled his pretty little nose and thought about it, and then said:
"If possible, I hope I can grow taller in the future. I don't have high requirements, just about the same height as a pineapple.
Then...I should become the Nascent Soul Realm or even the Heavenly Realm in the Immortal Cultivator Academy, right? Then I went back to southern Xinjiang to take over my father's job. "
After saying that, Shangguan Hamigua stopped talking, and Lin Xiaolu was stunned for a moment when he saw that she suddenly stopped talking.
"No more?"
"Well, no." Shangguan Hamigua nodded: "Otherwise, what plans do you have for the future?
I will definitely take over my father's teachings, and then I will keep practicing until I am as old as I can. "
Hearing these words, Lin Xiaolu, who was talking about the future with a cultivator for the first time, was obviously a little disappointed.
Immortal cultivators like Shangguan Hamigua obviously have a lifespan far longer than that of ordinary mortals, but why does the future she mentioned still feel so miserable?
I feel no different from ordinary people. Although I live a long life, I still see the end of my life at a glance. I really feel that it is not as good as eating, drinking, sleeping and having fun as a butterfly. I even feel that it is not as good as some ordinary people who live a good life.
Inside the house, Shangguan Hamigua saw Lin Xiaolu lowering his head and not speaking, so he looked at him curiously:
"What’s wrong with you?"
"Nothing." Lin Xiaolu shook his head, then stood up silently:
"It's getting late, I'm going back to bed."
Shangguan Hamigua said "Hmm" obediently, then looked at Lin Xiaolu's leaving figure, smiled and closed his eyes.
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"Boss, how do you feel when you hear about other people's past and future for the first time?"
On the patio chair in the yard, Shuaishuai Ya lay on Lin Xiaolu's belly and asked.
Lin Xiaolu was lying on the couch, rocking and swaying. He thought for a while and replied:
"I feel that Shangguan has a very smooth past. She has everything she wants, and her intelligence, talent, and diligence are all on the line. As long as such a person does not die young, she will definitely be very powerful in the future. As for her height, I believe she will overcome it in the future."
"What about the future?" Handsome Duck continued to ask.
Speaking of the future, Lin Xiaolu's rocking chair stopped. Then he straightened his thoughts and said with emotion:
"I don't know what you think about her future, but I don't feel as good as Huadie.
Compared to Shangguan, I think Huadie is the one who really knows what he wants. Now I even think that Huadie is smarter than Shangguan. For example, if he is bullied in the same way, Huadie will temporarily give in and then look for opportunities. She came back with revenge, but Shangguan didn't know how to do it. Even though she knew she couldn't beat him, and she knew she would suffer a loss if she did so, her fiery temper would definitely kill her along with everyone else. "
As soon as these words came out, Handsome Duck immediately nodded in agreement:
"Shangguan is a girl with brains, but her temperament conflicts with her brain. Of course, she is not to blame. She is short and has a knot in her heart. In addition, Shangguan's aura of being promoted to the second best in the world is too high, and she She really wanted to be worthy of her father's position, so she developed this somewhat extreme character in her."
After saying that, Shuai Shuaiya looked at Lin Xiaolu curiously and said:
"Boss, how do you think her past and future compare with yours?"
After hearing this question, Lin Xiaolu thought for a moment, and then said slowly:
"It depends on how you compare it. My past is divided into two parts, one part is in the village and the other part is in Emei.
As for the future..."
Under the tree, the young man paused. He was silent for a long time, then raised his head and looked at the sky.
After a long while, he said: "My future... I don't know either."
