Apologize first...
I know I said yesterday that I would update daily, but today I sat in front of the computer and couldn't type a word. I spent the entire lunch break in front of the computer, writing, deleting, and writing. Not a single sentence was pleasing to the eye. Internal friction.
It feels like once writing a book becomes a daily task, I seem to immediately lose interest in continuing to write.
I was surprised. The editor kindly thought of me as a busy author and told me that if I could update 4,000 times a day, I would have more recommendations, which would mean I would earn more extra money every month. You can also sign a long-term contract, and the next book will have more initial traffic. It will be one step closer to not having to work to write exclusively. I should have more motivation.
But thinking about it carefully, I feel that writing a book is to me what that bowl of radish salmon is to Yiyong.
When I write out of interest, I don’t have to worry about the performance of the book. I start writing when I’m inspired. I feel comfortable and happy that I can output whatever I want after I’ve held back enough. Although storytelling itself is also mental work, turning ideas into The process of writing itself is also a reward for me.
But once it becomes a daily task, once I consider income and reading volume, I have to worry about whether readers will like this chapter, and I worry about it all day long. When I write, I feel like I am being squeezed with shackles, and my daily work is forced to be extended.
(Readers who are married can probably understand the huge gap between "passionate" and "paying public wages")
Therefore, I just said yesterday that I would update daily, but after thinking about it carefully today, I decided to resume the previous random updates and try to tell a complete plot in one chapter.
The reason why it is not divided into 4000 and 4000 is because I hope that readers can also feel the complete smoothness when I write. And the sense of accomplishment of posting a whole chapter makes me feel very happy...
So just like before, just update it every once in a while.
Going back on my word may have disappointed some readers. It is true that I overestimated my ability yesterday and gave readers excessive expectations.
Sorry again!
(End of chapter)
