Looking at the "mirror image man" who looked exactly like him and had exactly the same movements, Xin Wu couldn't help but sigh, closed his eyes, and let his thoughts become "pure" and "only":
"'I will have no self', 'I will have no self', 'I will have no self'..."
As he talked to himself and muttered like this, he gradually felt lightness in his heart, reaching a state of pure emptiness, no longer thinking about anyone or anything, including himself.
When he opened his eyes again, there was indeed nothing in front of him, pure emptiness!
He was no longer trapped in that diamond ore embryo. At this moment, there was complete emptiness in front of his eyes. There was nothing, no matter good-looking, ugly, expensive, or lowly...
This kind of tranquility was something he had never felt before.
"'Empty', turns out this is what it means! 'No', turns out to be so comfortable!"
Xinwu liked this feeling so much that he couldn't even feel his own body!
He wanted to put his hand in front of his eyes to see if there were any changes; but he found that there was no hand to stretch out at all!
"What about the feet?"
Sure enough, looking down, there are no "feet", waist, belly... In short, the thing called "body" that makes up his body has completely disappeared!
"Then, eyes! Eyes should be there! Otherwise, what am I looking for and seeing that there is nothing here?"
Xinwu closed his eyes, trying to see if this last "organ" was still functioning.
"It's amazing! They're all the same!"
I don’t know whether it’s better to be in front of my eyes or in front of my thoughts!
In short, no matter whether Xin Wu tries to "open his eyes" or "close his eyes" now, the scenery in front of him is exactly the same, boundless and endless:
Void.
After leaving the restraints of the body, Xin Wu, with this "thought" of "I will have no self" consciousness, could not feel any signals from the body for the first time, but roamed around with any degree of freedom.
"Nothing, really, nothing, but it's so, so pure!"
Observed by Xinwu's "thought", he praised:
"There is nothing, so I really don't have to worry about it! By the way, I don't even have a heart, let alone 'fuck', it's so refreshing!"
After cruising for who knows how long, Xinwu's "thought" began to lose its anchor. He felt a little bored and couldn't help but muttered:
"Boundless, but also helpless, endless! I admit, I'm a little tired of it. I think - I sincerely think: This kind of cruise should have an end, right?"
When he thought of this, Xin Wu suddenly "felt" that "he" was not moving.
No longer wandering, motionless.
"This, no, what is the end point?"
"Opening" his "consciousness", Xinwu still couldn't "see" anything, and he could no longer move even half a minute.
"Nothing, no change possible? No, I can still change my mind."
The pleasure, novelty, and freedom disappeared, and Xinwu's anxiety reappeared. Because I don’t know what happened, but according to the current situation, as long as I can gather my thoughts and think about the desired appearance or situation, I can change it.
"I, I sincerely, sincerely, extremely attentively, and without distractions want to go back to the earth, my dormitory, lie back on my bed, and be with Wang Li."
Suddenly, I felt relaxed, as if I was falling straight from the sky, faster and faster, and the long-lost feeling of "weightlessness" returned to my "body"!
"ah!----"
Xin Wu couldn't help but scream out loud————
In fact, he was just doing the "yelling" action. His throat was rising and falling violently, but his voice was always trapped inside by his tightly closed lips, and no sound came out.
But his legs and feet pushed hard on the railing at the end of the bed, shaking Wang Lileng awake when he got into bed.
"What's wrong? Are you okay?"
Wang Li finally fell asleep and was dreaming of reasoning with Xin Wu in a place full of diamonds. This kick knocked him out of his dream again.
"Ayo!"
This time, I finally made a sound!
Even the pain is real.
Xinwu took back the painful leg, rubbed his toes and cried out: "It hurts so much!"
"Hey! Where are you dreaming about again? It's me this time, right? Come on, it's a dream! I just dreamed of being in a place full of diamonds, learning how to draw from the beautiful lady Zhou! Then,... Then, you ignored Miss Zhou, and you chose me! Haha, I was happily praising you for not "valuing sex over friends". Not long after I was happy, your kid disappeared again! And then, I was beaten by you Kicked back!"
Wang Li reached half of his arm down, stretched out his hand in the moonlight, and moved the position of the car's fingers according to the backlit black shadow illuminated by the moonlight, hoping that the shadow could "draw" the same Zhou Da as in his dream. The representative works of beautiful women: "iron line" and "side face" lines.
"Okay, okay! It doesn't look like you've been blind for a long time. Come on, look at me!"
Now that the pain in Xin Wu's feet had passed, he suddenly stood up on his knees, put his face to the upper edge of the moonlight ray, and directly outlined his profile, showing it to Wang Li.
"Yes, yes! That's it! Alas, I still have to come out after all! It's so similar!"
Wang Li clapped his hands and praised, and quickly said: "Hold on, don't move, I will take a photo with my phone!"
"are you crazy!"
Xin Wu let out a soft "poof" full of disdain and lay back on his pillow.
"Alas! No! I haven't touched my phone yet! --Where is it? ---I have touched it! Here it is!"
Wang Li's big hands were groping up and down on the bedside, turning over and over, and finally touched his mobile phone under his fat shoulder, which was "heated" by himself.
"I said, why is this bed so hard today? It turns out that I was hit by my cell phone!"
"A mobile phone must be placed next to your hand. You put it behind your shoulder. Do you think you are an 'angel'? You also want to build a 'bird-machine interface'? What a birdman!"
Xin Wu teased Wang Li without mercy.
"Hey, hey, hey, who is a 'birdman' or not a 'birdman'? His mouth is not clean!"
Wang Li doesn't like being called "Birdman" anymore.
"Oh oh oh oh! Sorry, sorry, you are not a 'birdman', it was me who was 'slippery'. I said it wrong, it was 'angel', 'angel'! Okay!"
"Hey, an 'angel' with my stature will probably have to be 'working' on the moon!"
Wang Li grabbed his cell phone, tapped the edge of the bed rhythmically, and hummed a song: "I want to fly higher"
"But to be honest, the fat 'angel' you were in the dream just now was indeed able to fly in mid-air. Of course, I was also flying, and the place I went to was the same as you said, that is, everywhere They’re all diamonds.”
Xin Wu brought the topic back to just now.
