Look at the black and white eyes that are so close.
Ouyang Fuqian was inexplicably moved, and slowly raised his hand, his fingertips gently gliding over Liu Ruixuan's handsome eyebrows.
She walked on that mental journey for a long time, so long that she almost lost her way.
But Rui is different. He has been chasing her footsteps, from Liujiacun to Yunling, to Jingyun Normal University, all the way to her side, and now, he is chasing her footsteps again and comes here.
This journey took them from their childhood to the present.
Now, they are all grown up.
Fortunately, he didn't give up. After so many years of silence, he finally came to her side.
Fortunately, she did not let herself down. She met him in the most beautiful years of her past and present.
Those past events, at this moment, were opened one by one and read one by one like movie clips...
Later, when she and Tongtong turned around to leave, they saw Grandpa Li.
Grandpa Li said nothing, just smiled slightly, looked at her, and waited for her to approach.
Just like two years ago, they lived together, waiting for her arrival, then caring for her growth wholeheartedly, and then sending her away with a smile.
This time, too.
Grandpa Li stood so peacefully and kindly only three meters away, waiting there quietly, waiting for her to be relieved, waiting for her to go home with him.
She walked over, looked at Grandpa Li, raised her head, her eyes filled with tears, shining like stars.
Grandpa Li stretched out his arms and naturally held her in his arms.
At that moment, her tears fell silently, wetting the corners of her eyes and the hem of Grandpa Li's clothes.
a long time.
Grandpa Li patted her back: "Okay, Qianqian, stop crying. It's not your fault."
But she felt even more uncomfortable.
Of all people, it wasn't her fault.
Only she knew that the current outcome was caused by her.
If it weren't for her, nothing would have happened now.
They will live their rural life quietly and peacefully.
And she will have the same deep sisterly love as before.
Now, she couldn't forgive herself.
Looking back, I looked through the half-open courtyard door, but I could only see half of the corner.
I wonder if Rui is still sitting under the vines full of grapes at this moment, dejected and sad alone?
She wanted to go over and comfort him.
However, she couldn't take that step.
Just because she is the one who has the least right to comfort Rui!
"Let's go, it's getting late."
Grandpa Li took her home.
The familiar road is so unfamiliar, and every step is so heavy.
The next day, she left.
Leaving Liujiacun, leaving Grandpa Li's sight, leaving Grandma Zhao's care, leaving Tongtong's smile, and leaving the sad and handsome boy under the grape trellis burned in my mind.
After that, she began to get used to smiling with her eyebrows lowered and her head lowered, and gradually forgot the bright smile she once had; she began to get used to being alone, looking out the window in a daze, and those Song poems she once liked were shelved in a high cabinet.
Just as she was getting used to everyone calling her Ouyang Fuqian, she returned to Jingyun, her original life, and her former classmates and partners.
Liujiacun, the memory of Liujiacun slowly faded away in her life.
Slowly fading away, there was still the delicate and fair-skinned boy who loved to laugh in her memory, and the confidant who promised to be lifelong friends. She pressed them together to the deepest part of her heart.
I don't dare, don't want, and can't touch it. Once I touch it, I will become a river of sadness.
In a flash, many years passed.
After the college entrance examination, she insisted on staying in Jingyun and continued her studies at Jingyun Normal University.
There are memories of my childhood there.
There is also a complex that cannot be resolved, fermenting faintly in my heart.
Until, when the new students started to register for school, Tongtong suddenly appeared.
Fragments of the past were read again in an instant, but she had already learned to tolerate sadness, frowned, lowered her head, and smiled calmly.
Tongtong, Qianqian is so good now.
After hearing this, she smiled and became silent in her heart.
From then on, there was a lifelong confidant and lifelong friend in her life.
After that, she would occasionally think of old things from many years ago in the dead of night.
That past, even after many years, will still make her heartache and heartache, but those things have really happened and are firmly rooted in the deepest part of her heart. They were once indispensable in her life. part that cannot be replaced.
Even if it is buried deep in her heart, it will still make her extremely sad if it pops up accidentally.
Some people and some things will really be forgotten if they don't want to forget them deliberately, and time may not heal them slowly.
All the knots in the heart, until they are truly solved, will always be difficult to get over and forget to talk about.
If she really had to do it all over again, maybe she would do that again?
When thinking about those past events, she would also ask herself, but she never found a decent answer.
In such trivial memories, in that distant place, she had gained family affection and friendship.
However, she lost her sister forever, and also her original dream.
At that time, she would occasionally think of that boy who loved to laugh. I wonder where he is now and how he is doing.
After thinking about it again and again, I finally decided to hide the boy in my memory in the deepest part of my memory. He should have another life and a better future.
No matter what his future holds, he should never have anything to do with her anymore.
Those past sufferings were brought to him by her.
Maybe he has forgotten it a long time ago? Has he slowly healed those past heartaches in the treatment of time?
And she shouldn't have any more thoughts.
The wind blew by, blowing the long light blue ribbon in her hair and blowing it in front of her eyes, blocking her sight.
Ouyang Fuqian raised her hand to brush away the blown ribbon, but found that wherever she looked, there was an extra pair of hands. The hands were long and well-jointed and neatly trimmed. They were holding them in front of her eyes. ribbon.
Those clear black and white eyes did not hide her favorite eyes at all. In an instant, they appeared clearly in front of her eyes.
He looked at her so steadily, his eyes filled with her familiar smile, looking into the deepest part of her heart.
Memory and reality alternate for a while.
She thought again of that late spring moonlit night three months ago.
The wind was warm, the flowers were fragrant, the moon was bright, the light was gentle, and the night was still young.
In that late spring season, they "met" again.
After many years, he still remembered the fairy tales and jokes there.
And because of the unclear emotions in her heart, she agreed to Xia Yang's suggestion for the last time before leaving, and acted in a play with him for the last time.
Fortunately, at the end of the story, she obeyed her inner wishes.
The three words "Liu Ruixuan" were shouted out.
The name that had been hidden in the bottom of my heart for more than ten years, and those old stories were read through again with the appearance of those three words.
Fortunately, he never forgot.
Fortunately, she still has an obsession deep in her heart.
Fortunately, I finally waited for you.
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