"A bad influence on your child?"
Stopping and looking at the poor woman on the hospital bed, the nurse showed a trace of sympathy in her eyes.
“I don’t want to see this kind of thing, but this has become a foregone conclusion and there is nothing anyone can do to change it...
I'm sorry, little sister, no matter what happens, it will not have a bad impact on your child, because your child is not saved. "
"What?!"
Gu Xiwan seemed to hear a thunderbolt from the blue,
"no, I can not!
My child has always been healthy. In the past, he has been with me through so many more serious accidents than this one, and he has been unharmed. He is so strong, how could he have died just because of this little collision..."
At this point, Gu Xiwan suddenly felt as if a cruel hand had strangled her throat, and she could no longer make a sound.
Only the right hand on his stomach kept shaking.
Just now, when Gu Xiwan put her hand on her belly while talking, she clearly felt that her belly had become soft and shriveled——
This was originally the place where her child was conceived!
Now, her child is no longer here...
The moment she learned this fact, Gu Xiwan's soul seemed to leave her. She lay on the bed in a daze, as if she had turned into an empty body.
"I heard from the doctor that your child was almost four months old. He was fully formed, but he lost his life like this. It's really...sigh...
This kind of accident is cruel enough for any woman, so try to be more open-minded. "
The nurse's voice kept ringing in Gu Xiwan's ears.
The frustrated Gu Xiwan was speechless for a long time.
It took at least five seconds before she called out a name in a trembling voice.
"Ling, Jue..."
"Huh? Little sister, what did you say?" The nurse looked confused.
"Ling Jue, why isn't he by my side? Has he come to see me?" Gu Xiwan's voice was hoarse and her lips were trembling, as if she was crying blood.
"This Ling Jue you are talking about must be the father of the child!"
The nurse suddenly understood. She pointed to the mobile phone on the table beside the bed.
"No one has come to see you. In fact, the doctor kept your mobile phone on the table while he was operating on you. It has been more than two hours since you were sent to the hospital. Your mobile phone has not been on your phone once." It hasn't rang either, which means no one has called to contact you.
You don’t know whether the father of your child is your husband or your boyfriend. The person who should be by your side the most right now is him. Otherwise, you should take the initiative to contact him and ask him to come over and accompany you. "
The nurse finished speaking and left.
Gu Xiwan looked at her phone in a daze.
This mobile phone was obviously very close to her, and she could just reach out and take it. However, she didn't even move her fingers, only big tears kept flowing down her eyes.
Chu Lingjue!
She knew that his thoughts must be on Sheng Xinyi now.
Sheng Xinyi was the person he felt most ashamed of. After Sheng Xinyi's accident, it was understandable that he cared about her.
Gu Xiwan knows all this!
However, she knew everything, so why did the thought of Chu Lingjue not being by her side or contacting her still feel as if a knife had been stabbed into her heart, and the pain was so painful that her heart was broken?
After the nurse left, no one entered the ward again.
Gu Xiwan was lying alone on the hospital bed, tasting the pain.
After at least half an hour, Gu Xiwan's mood calmed down a little.
After a miscarriage, her whole body was sore and weak, but she still managed to get out of bed and walked toward the door of the ward.
Gu Xiwan had put her cell phone in her pocket before leaving.
She knew very well that even if Chu Lingjue was currently accompanying the seriously injured Sheng Xinyi, as long as she called Chu Lingjue, Chu Lingjue would definitely come to accompany her.
But Gu Xiwan was holding back her breath for some reason. She just didn't want to take the initiative to contact Chu Lingjue.
However, as she watched the couples walking by her, and every woman coming out of the obstetrics and gynecology department was surrounded by a man who cared and accompanied her, she still couldn't help but think of Chu Lingjue!
Gu Xiwan insisted and walked out of the gynecology building.
She was walking with difficulty in the courtyard of the hospital when a familiar voice suddenly sounded not far away,
"Is she seriously injured?"
Why is this cold, indifferent yet extremely magnetic voice so similar to Chu Lingjue's voice?
Gu Xiwan was so amused by this thought that she didn't know whether to laugh or cry.
Do not be silly!
Gu Xiwan!
Now Chu Lingjue's heart is full of Sheng Xinyi, and he will not come to see you.
However, Gu Xiwan looked in the direction from which the voice came, and the next second, she actually saw Chu Lingjue.
Chu Lingjue stood under the plane tree in the hospital yard. The shadows of the trees in that area were hazy and the light was dim. He was as dignified as a god, but he still lost no trace of his light.
"Chu Lingjue."
Gu Xiwan called out his name in a low voice.
But firstly, because Gu Xiwan's voice was low because he was too weak at the moment; secondly, Chu Lingjue only talked to the doctor and did not pay attention to other people, so he did not hear Gu Xiwan's voice at all.
At this time, the doctor standing in front of Chu Lingjue said,
"Mr. Chu, fortunately you came to the rescue in time. Miss Sheng's body is not seriously injured, but the serious injury to her head has changed her temperament drastically. After this fright, she may become more clingy. She I will be inseparable from you in the future, you must take good care of her and don’t let her have an accident like today again.”
Chu Lingjue's deep eyes showed no emotion, and he said coldly and calmly,
"I know."
The doctor raised his hand and pointed to Gu Xiwan's right back.
"Mr. Chu, you see, when you were accompanying Miss Sheng just now, Miss Sheng was very happy. You only left her for two or three minutes because you came to talk to me, and she started making noises. Please go back and accompany her."
Gu Xiwan couldn't help but look at the position of the doctor's fingers. It turned out that Sheng Xinyi was standing by the flower pond not far away——
Sheng Xinyi cried like a child and asked Chu Lingjue to go back to accompany her, while Zhou Shutong was beside Sheng Xinyi, coaxing her softly.
Only then did Gu Xiwan realize that Chu Lingjue had rescued Sheng Xinyi from the water and sent Sheng Xinyi to this hospital. She was also sent to the same hospital after she fell into coma...
Gu Xiwan only found this coincidence extremely ironic.
Gu Xiwan really didn't want to see Sheng Xinyi. She looked away from Sheng Xinyi indifferently. When she turned to look at Chu Lingjue, Chu Lingjue had already walked towards her with long legs.
Gu Xiwan's heart suddenly tightened.
She was thinking about how to tell Chu Lingjue that their child was not saved. However, Chu Lingjue, who had already walked in front of her, did not even stop and walked past her like a stranger.
Watching Chu Lingjue's tall figure getting further and further away from her, Gu Xiwan felt as if a string in her heart suddenly broke.
It was also at this moment that Gu Xiwan suddenly understood that Chu Lingjue had never noticed her.
In other words, Chu Lingjue has been thinking about Sheng Xinyi. He just wants to return to Sheng Xinyi as soon as possible. All other people and things around him can no longer affect his mind at all.
"Ling Jue!"
Sheng Xinyi happily threw herself into Chu Lingjue's arms, whining softly.
"Hmph, is that doctor more important to you than me? Why are you willing to leave me to talk to him?"
Chu Lingjue pushed Sheng Xinyi away expressionlessly and said calmly,
"How many times do I have to tell you before you remember that we are brothers and sisters from now on. There are differences between men and women. You can't always pester me like this, and you can't get too close to me."
"I don't care!"
Sheng Xinyi hugged Chu Lingjue's arm again, smiling contentedly like a child who had just eaten honey.
"Ling Jue, I will haunt you like this. I will haunt you until I grow old. When we die, I will be buried with you. Even if I become a ghost after death, my ghost will still haunt you like this. I won’t let go of your ghost.”
Chu Lingjue wanted to push Sheng Xinyi away again.
Zhou Shutong gently slapped the back of Chu Lingjue's hand and said reproachfully,
"Juejue, why are you so ruthless to Yiyi? Yiyi has become like this because of us. What's wrong with you coaxing her? Try to follow her and don't make her cry again!"
Chu Lingjue did not push Sheng Xinyi away again.
"Ling Jue, it's really boring here. Please accompany me to play in the garden over there." Sheng Xinyi pulled Chu Ling Jue and left.
Chu Lingjue followed Sheng Xinyi's footsteps.
Gu Xiwan always stood there silently.
Chu Lingjue, Sheng Xinyi and Zhou Shutong were only a few meters away from her, but none of the three of them noticed her.
Gu Xiwan knew that as soon as she opened her mouth, she would attract their attention.
But she kept her lips tightly closed, watching them go further and further away quietly and indifferently.
Yes.
Quiet and indifferent.
In other words, my heart is filled with despair!
Ever since Sheng Xinyi got involved with Chu Lingjue, whenever Gu Xiwan saw Sheng Xinyi and Chu Lingjue together, whenever she heard Sheng Xinyi acting coquettishly towards Chu Lingjue, she couldn't say she felt jealous and sad.
But Gu Xiwan decided to endure it for the sake of Chu Lingjue and Zhou Shutong.
She believed that as long as she endured it until Sheng Xinyi regained her memory, all her pain would be over!
However, after today's incident, Chu Lingjue turned a blind eye to her twice because of Sheng Xinyi, and she also discovered twice that Chu Lingjue actually cared about Sheng Xinyi... And the scene of Zhou Shutong, Sheng Xinyi and Chu Lingjue together was so... Warm and touching...
Gu Xiwan also understood deeply again and again that among the four people Chu Lingjue, Zhou Shutong, Sheng Xinyi and her, the extra person was never Sheng Xinyi, but her!
In the past, she actually thought that as long as she let Chu Lingjue and Sheng Xinyi draw a clear line, everyone's life would become happy and beautiful!
Now, she finally saw clearly that she was the one who should draw a clear line with Chu Lingjue!
Sheng Xinyi is right.
It was never Sheng Xinyi who was ruining her relationship with Chu Lingjue, but she took advantage of the emotional crisis between Chu Lingjue and Sheng Xinyi to get in between them by accident, so that they could not get married as a couple who were supposed to be together. dependents...
"Young Madam, I have been looking for you for a while, and it turns out you are here."
This familiar voice sounded behind Gu Xiwan.
Gu Xiwan recognized the voice of Butler Cheng.
Before she fell into coma, she saw with her own eyes that Butler Cheng left with Chu Lingjue, Sheng Xinyi, Zhou Shutong, and Chu Yujiao. Sheng Xinyi was sent to this hospital, so it was reasonable for Butler Cheng to be here.
Gu Xiwan did not look back, still looking at the figures of Chu Lingjue and Sheng Xinyi who had walked far away in a daze, and said weakly,
"What do you want from me?"
"I saw you as soon as you walked out of the gynecology building. Seeing that you looked haggard and walked weakly, I felt something was wrong, so I went to the gynecology building to investigate. Only after this investigation did I learn that such a big thing had happened. It's such a pity that you and the young master's child was not saved, it was a boy."
Gu Xiwan felt a stabbing pain in her heart.
The moment she learned that the child had not been saved, Gu Xiwan was heartbroken and did not even ask the child's gender.
Previously, Zhou Shutong and the Buddhist master both said that Gu Xiwan was pregnant with a girl and gave the child a name. Gu Xiwan also thought that there was a high probability that her child would be a girl. Unexpectedly, he was actually a boy... …
Her son!
Gu Xiwan had already chosen a name for him.
If her child is a girl, she will be called Chu Yuxi; if she is a boy, she will be called Chu Yiming.
Gu Xiwan calmed down for a while before she was able to make a sound.
"So, are you going to tell Chu Lingjue now?"
"Actually, I didn't plan to tell the young master..."
Butler Cheng came to Gu Xiwan while talking. He looked at Gu Xiwan's haggard face and said solemnly,
"There are some words that I wanted to say to you on the day that Yiyi's parents passed away and Yiyi was so desperate that she hit the wall and sought death. However, because I was worried that you were pregnant with the young master's child, I decided to bury those words in my heart. Now, That kid is gone and I feel like it’s time for me to say what I want to say.”
Even though Gu Xiwan was extremely weak at the moment, there was still a bit of indifference and pride in her clear eyes.
He said coolly,
"Uncle Cheng, just say it."
"Um."
The butler nodded,
"When you and the young master first got married, Yiyi was already married to another man. So, at that time, I thought that you and the young master were a match made in heaven. But now, it's different——
Yiyi had already divorced Ji Shaoting in order to be with the young master, and Yiyi was also pregnant with the young master's child.
The young master owes Yiyi's family too much. After Yiyi's parents leave, the young master may not be able to repay the emotional debt he owes Yiyi in his lifetime. Therefore, no matter how reluctant you are, the young master cannot do it for you like before. You and Yiyi draw a clear line...
And the old lady!
You have also seen that after the accident in Yiyi's family, the old lady's thoughts were all on Yiyi. I think what the old lady hopes to see most is that the young master can repay Yiyi's life by marrying Yiyi. However, because there are It's hard for the old lady to talk about you here. "
Gu Xiwan's fingertips trembled.
However, everything the housekeeper said made sense, but she was speechless.
Just listen to the butler Cheng continue,
"Before, when you were pregnant with the young master's child, I would never advise you to leave the young master under any circumstances. Now, this child no longer exists. I think it is God's will. So, young madam, I hope from the bottom of my heart that you will take the initiative. Leave the young master!
That would be good for Yiyi and the old lady.
That way, the young master will not live in such pain and constraint in the future because he is worried about your feelings and cannot take care of Yiyi safely and securely! "