Qin Guan's words immediately made me feel like I was on pins and needles!
Home? Do I have a home too?
I grew up well in Maoshan Zong, but I have no memory at all. All I have is that my grandma took me to live in a rental house of less than 30 square meters. My memories also started from there!
Therefore, I really have no feelings for the home where I grew up!
Now our identity is very metaphorical, but in fact it has been made clear, but we have not torn the last layer of window paper!
"Since you asked your friend why he didn't go home, do you know why he left home?" I took a long breath and said.
Qin Guan shook his head without hesitation: "I don't know. I was still young back then, and I haven't heard anyone from the sect mention this matter since then, so I said it disappeared suddenly!"
Having said that, I have no hope of finding out from Qin Guan the secret of why I left the sect!
After saying this, Qin Guan and I were both silent under each other's gaze, just looking at each other quietly, because we really had nothing to say!
After a while, Qin Guan stood up, stretched out his hand to me, and said, "Since you don't want to tell the truth to me, I won't ask you anymore. I just want to ask you, are you willing to go back?"
go back?
The moment I heard this word, I felt numb. Why?
What that mysterious man told me was to not go back until I had no strength, but Qin Guan said to let me go back?
Is there any conflict if one is given back and the other is not given back? In other words, one of them lied to me!
But whether it's Qin Guan or that mysterious man, the eyes they look at me are full of sincerity. No matter who it is, I can't tell that they are lying to me, right?
But I quickly sorted out this complicated train of thought!
I must go back, because I want to find out what happened to my grandparents back then, and why my grandfather died because of me!
But certainly not now!
Under the two-phase decision, I have nothing to lose if I don’t go back now, but if I rashly return to Maoshan Sect without the strength, if something happens, I won’t even have the ability to fight back!
After all, I feel that if my grandfather could die and my grandma could take me away, it must be no ordinary trivial matter!
After thinking about it, I also took a long breath and said to Qin Guan: "It is possible that I will go back, but it shouldn't be now!"
Qin Guan's expression suddenly became a little disappointed. This didn't look like him at all, because he always gave people the impression of facial paralysis, but in this short period of time, he changed into several expressions one after another!
"Well, no matter what you decide, I have no right to interfere. If you have anything to do in the future, you can contact me. I... will wait for you to come back!!" Qin Guan seemed to use a lot of force when saying this. Strength is like making a difficult decision!
This aroused my curiosity. Could it be that I had some special relationship with Qin Guan when I was young?
In the end, I didn't ask him, and the weird conversation between us fell into silence again as I nodded for a while!
At this time, I was not curious about how he judged that I was the friend he said. After all, it was just an old story. But from Qin Guan's incident, it can be seen that I wanted to deliberately conceal my identity. It can’t be hidden!
For example, Qin Guan, after he came into contact with me, he could immediately tell that it was me, and he was very decisive!
It seems that if you are dealing with Maoshan Sect in the future, you should be careful!
At this time, a sudden urge to urinate interrupted my thinking. I was about to get up, but Qin Guan pushed me down.
"There is something wrong with your ankle. You may not be able to walk normally. You have been holding on to it before, but this time you can't stand it anymore. You may not be able to walk for a while!" Qin Guan explained.
"Then what should I do if I want to pee?" Of course I knew there was something wrong with my foot. After all, I had been operating with injuries before, so it would be strange if it got better, but I couldn't suffocate myself to death because of the foot problem. !
"I'll help you go!" Qin Guan said immediately.
While I was still stunned, Qin Guan had already taken action. He grabbed my arm and pulled me up!
Then, under Qin Guan's gaze, I completed a peeing trip that I will never forget!
Who can understand the feeling of being stared at while peeing? I have experienced it. I almost couldn’t stop peeing!
"Don't you remember what happened when you were a child?" Qin Guan asked me for no reason!
I was also unprepared for his performance just now. While taking off my pants, I subconsciously replied: "That's right, I have forgotten everything about my childhood!"
Hearing what I said, Qin Guancai nodded thoughtfully and unfastened his frown!
"No wonder..."
