I once thought that I was not loved by fate.
He lost his father when he was very young.
In his memory, it was his mother who took great pains to raise him, and the impression of his father had long since become blurred over the years.
The only thing I remember is that many, many years ago, he was sitting on the dining chair and looking at me tenderly.
In fact, as time goes by, I get used to it, but whether it is my classmates at school or neighbors on the street, there will always be people who ask about it intentionally or unintentionally.
"I've always been a little curious, where is Tasia's father?"
After receiving the answer, they will pretend to be surprised: "Ah! I'm sorry, actually I didn't mean to ask..."
At this time, little Tasia could only frown slightly and say, "It doesn't matter."
How could it really be okay?
In particular, such words not only make people who are overly curious come to confirm one after another, but also make this matter a topic of conversation at all times.
Then it won't be long before rumors spread out of nowhere that she is the illegitimate daughter of a noble family.
And those people seemed to get some kind of satisfaction from this.
No matter when and where they see themselves appearing, if they don't repeat "Tasia, this child is so pitiful~" to their face, it seems that it is not enough to reflect their compassion and kindness.
I'm not pathetic at all.
She told herself this over and over again.
Later, she learned to use her achievements to prove that the pitiful label attached to herself was wrong.
Her grades in all subjects were falling further and further behind her classmates, but instead of getting better, the situation seemed to be getting worse.
Tasia didn't know what she had done wrong at that time. By the time she realized it, she had been excluded from all circles intentionally or unintentionally.
She tried to please and make friends.
but……
The end result always ends in failure.
Soon, my mother became aware of her predicament.
With her encouragement, Tasia told her all the troubles she had encountered; but at that time, Tasia did not think about the consequences of this.
The next day, my mother said to herself with her eyes red from staying up late, let’s transfer school and move.
After that, the two moved again and again.
As a man pulls his daughter to grow up, the mother becomes more and more haggard and older.
However, Tasia always encountered repeated problems, as if she could not have a good relationship with her classmates no matter what.
Even she herself doubted whether she had lost the ability to make friends normally.
After realizing this, she gave up those useless hopes.
She just wants her mother to live well and doesn't want her to worry about herself anymore. Therefore, she gradually stopped telling her family what happened at school, and even if she was bullied by other classmates, she would not tell her.
But for some reason, my mother always noticed it before long, so she started a new school transfer procedure.
If your grades were not good enough and almost all the schools you went to were willing to admit you, it might not be that easy to implement.
But even so, every transfer and move costs a lot of money.
In order for the mother and daughter to survive, the mother always got up before dawn and worked until late at night before resting.
She may not have received much education, but she always showed a pleased expression every time she saw Tasia studying seriously.
Tasia was touched, but also pained.
She could only tell her mother with better and better results that all her efforts were not in vain.
Just keep studying hard.
When I succeed in my studies and find a good job, I can let my mother take a good rest.
But fate soon dealt Tasia a heavy blow.
Mother fell ill.
"——It is a disease caused by years of overwork, and the body itself can no longer bear it, which has caused a variety of complications." This is what the doctor found at the time said.
But her mother is the only source of income, and her family conditions do not allow it, and she herself is not willing to recuperate.
What's more, the damage to the body has already occurred, and it is basically impossible to improve it even if you cultivate yourself. Even if you take the most expensive medicinal materials, it can only nourish you for a short time. As we age, hidden dangers that we didn’t care about before will become more and more serious.
Therefore, my mother stubbornly refused the suggestion of recuperation.
She believed that since the disease could not be cured, there was no need to make a big fuss about it, so she might as well spend more time with her daughter while she still had time.
Tasia's objections had no effect.
She couldn't persuade her mother to change her mind, nor could she persuade the doctor to waive the high cost of treatment and medication, nor could she earn enough money to at least make her mother's life more comfortable.
That was the darkest period of Tasia's life.
But even though he was not loved by fate, he finally got a chance.
She awakened [Light Magic].
She was just confused at first, but when she realized what role "light" could play in her hands, she felt extremely happy.
It's therapy!
This is healing magic that can save others.
She gradually tried to use light magic to nurse her mother back to health. Although it could not completely cure her disease for the time being, it could relieve her pain.
My mother always said with a smile that she felt much better.
As a result, Tasia regained hope.
——As long as you continue to work hard to learn magic and delve deeper into the principles of magic, you will one day be able to completely cure your mother's illness, right?
So far, Tasia has always had this idea in mind, constantly pushing herself, and not daring to slack off even for a moment.
This is the opportunity that fate finally gives you, so you must seize it!
I am growing up day by day, and the people and things I encounter are becoming more and more different from before.
Finally, one afternoon after school, with the appearance of the Patriarch, my life was completely rewritten.
She thought she had caught the tail of fate.
With the support of the church, he became a student at the highest magic academy in the capital, made new good friends, and his mother's condition also improved. Even because all the new products launched by the bakery are very popular recently, even the family's financial situation is much better.
Originally, everything was slowly getting better.
But why... my mother's condition suddenly worsened?
Tears kept pouring out, and even the entire vision became blurry.
…
Seeing Tasia's fragile state with tears streaming down her face, Wayne felt an indescribable feeling in his heart.
Even when she was bullied by the girls in the academy, and even when she was fighting side by side with herself, Tasia had never cried so miserably.
He didn't even know how to comfort her at this time.
