Do you want to miss her in your dreams? This is really too much to ask. Wayne got up from the sofa and patted his slightly wrinkled clothes.
but. If Chris didn't mean that...does that mean that he would be free to see Miss Songli at night?
Want to go? ——I still have to go. If you don't show your presence in front of Ms. Songli from time to time, it would be terrible if she feels that she is fine without you.
There is no room for laziness in matters like this. Before entering his room, Wayne turned his head and glanced further down the corridor at Chrissy's door.
But don’t reject yourself on the surface again, and then you can’t help but sneak over at night... But even so, you should still be able to use it by then
I was fooled by excuses like "I was too sleepy/immersed in meeting her in my dream". Well, not a big problem.
He withdrew his gaze and pushed the door open. ...Want to go? Across the door, Chrissy sat on the edge of the bed and ravaged the Poppy doll in her hand.
He seemed... looking forward to it. Thinking of the disappointed expression on Wayne's face after being rejected by her, Chris was slightly shaken.
But. No matter what, we are still too young now. She sighed quietly, hugged the doll back into her arms, and buried her head in the soft fabric.
'It won't work if we continue like this. 'There seemed to be a voice saying silently in my ear. Chrissy smiled slightly lonely.
. Of course I... know it's not possible. Since you are the person you have decided to spend your life with, you should be honest with each other no matter what.
She believes that the most perfect way for a couple to get along is when there is no barrier between each other. No matter what they do, both parties can understand and support each other immediately.
It's like another self living in this world. but. Right now, I am not ready to tell him everything.
Rather, I have been hesitating...whether I should take away those things I have
The "secrets" are all kept secret for life. Let him know that there are still people in the world
Would it be better to "travel"? Chrissy didn't know. But if he doesn't say it, he may never understand himself.
He will not know what he is worrying about. The more deeply I feel his advantages, the more I fear that I will be destined to lose these things one day.
I... got this love because I was playing another person. Such thoughts linger in my mind.
What everyone likes is just the dull and cheerful one
"Chrissy", not a person who is sensitive and difficult to deal with, who even she thinks is impossible for anyone to like - this person who is pretending.
The more I understand this fact, the sadder I feel about it. Whenever he looked at himself and giggled.
Whenever he held her hand without any defense. Whenever I can't help but indulge in this closeness and want to fall in love with the warmth he brings.
You will feel a stinging pain in your heart. Can you trust him? Believe him, after finding out that he is not Chris, he will still not change his passionate love.
The constant conflict between ideals and emotions makes her full of uncertainty about how she should treat Wayne.
——When the enthusiasm subsides, these may become different. I always think like this uncontrollably.
Feelings are the most unreliable things in the world. The words and deeds of her biological father in her previous life, as well as the social news that appeared from time to time that destroyed her outlook on life, all educated her in this way.
this is the truth. The ideal pure emotion probably only appears in stories. But if you put it this way... At this moment, isn't it true that I am in the middle of a story?
Wayne in the story is infatuated with Chris from beginning to end. It looks like a perfect setting.
Unfortunately, she is not the real Chris at all. Even if the soul in this body is replaced by another one, and the same title is given
He will still like the name "Chrissy". Because for him,
"Chris" just needs to enjoy his thoughtfulness and his care. No need to pay anything at all.
Therefore, if it were replaced by someone else, the same result would be obtained. ...When I think about it this way, I still feel really unwilling to do so.
I can't tell anyone about this shortcoming. But she always subconsciously wanted to get something back from Wayne.
Just like, to fill those invisible holes. I want to hear him say to myself over and over again: "I like you."
"I really like you."
"I will always, always be with you." However, no matter how many times you say these words, the satisfaction you get can only last for that short moment.
The hole remains a hole and can never be filled. ...This approach is really excessive. How did Wayne endure it?
Even if he was accidentally stabbed, he could only look at himself pitifully with an unexplained hurt expression.
I... obviously don't want this. I don’t want to be hurt by others, and I don’t want to hurt others.
As if she had lost all her support, Chris hugged the doll and fell sideways back onto the soft bed.
She closed her eyes. ...What if Wayne doesn't like it?
The name "Chrissy" would be nice. She has clearly realized that the person she expects him to fall in love with is not
The character "Chrissy". She was just like that, suffering in the gradually boiling emotions, not knowing where she was going or when she would end.
……the next day. Wayne saw Miss Chris with two thick dark circles under her eyes and a haggard face.
"What are you doing?" Looking at Chris's expression of resentment, he suppressed a smile. Could it be that she saw herself in her dream before he had a chance to dream about her?
Actually, Wayne was in a good mood today. Last night, he got through another difficult situation with Miss Songli without any danger.
Although. Song Li's mood was not too happy. However, this is actually normal. If she looked particularly happy, Wayne would panic, fearing that something was going to go wrong.
Chrissy gave him a gentle blow.
"It's all because you suddenly said those... strange words that caused me to lose sleep!" Chris complained.
"Okay, okay, blame me, blame me." He dealt with it casually. However, after a moment of pause, Wayne suddenly suggested again: "How about we try again... let's sleep together tonight?"
"Maybe it can improve the quality of sleep?" (Search on Baidu on mobile for [My sister is a villainous daughter + new book] Click to turn pages when reading on mobile phone, eye protection, power saving, data saving function)
