Classmate Wayne, who obviously agreed to stand by Chrissy during the day, started having sex after nightfall.
He climbed in through the window sill of Geli's bedroom. Stepping on the soft carpet of her house, he skillfully took off his shoes and got into Miss Songli's quilt.
This has been done too many times. So that my heart was no longer filled with the guilty feeling of going to someone else's house to be a thief, but instead felt like I had returned to my own happy hometown.
Songli has been busy with work recently, and he also deliberately avoids the sight of the academy, so the two of them have agreed not to have private meetings in the academy.
So, I had to work harder and climb the wall almost every night. However, the singing lady tonight was not enthusiastic at all.
The attitude is cold. Wayne, the starter, had just lifted a corner of the thin blanket, and before he could feel the temperature inside, Song Li rolled sideways a few times in the other direction.
He rolled the blanket to the other end of the soft bed. Wayne looked at the empty half of the bed in confusion, and then at the faint curves of Geli in the darkness.
Are you angry? He crawled over little by little and held her in his arms, including the blanket.
"What's wrong with Miss Songli? Are you unhappy?" As he asked softly, Wayne crossed his legs and pressed on her.
"...You know it in your heart." Her muffled voice came from the blanket. The room fell silent.
Wayne sighed secretly. He has no intention of defending himself, and he will not defend himself. He just...pull the blanket away little by little, revealing Geli's faint eyes, and then lowered his head to kiss her.
Is there a way to have both peace and security in this world? A relationship that goes astray from the start, and intimacy with either partner is constantly hurting the other.
The deeper and more serious the kiss, the more you have a premonition that one day you will lose this.
He hurt them again and again for his own greed, and will continue to hurt them in the foreseeable future.
Such excessive behavior - can it really be sustained? He felt that he was just taking one step at a time in the fog, unable to see either the way home or the way forward.
It's more like knowing that there is an abyss not far ahead, but still holding on to that little bit of luck as a life-saving straw and walking forward with eyes closed.
The two kissed for a long time before they separated. The thin blanket wrapped around Ge Li's body had already been messily wrinkled into a ball, and someone had thrown it to the ground.
"Do you take this as comfort for me?" she asked with a trembling voice. The feeling of their skin touching each other under the moonlight was so hot and yet cold.
Wayne fell silent. ——If you don’t do this, you don’t know what to do.
In a sense, this can be regarded as his own struggle before dying. He held Ge Li motionless, his mind filled with random thoughts.
"Speak..." Geli begged. It felt like an unbearable weight had been placed on my heart, and there was a dull pain.
He was a little sad.
"If I have to say something, I can only say... I'm sorry." Apart from always liking her and never leaving, he couldn't find any other promise to make.
He didn't want to... lie anymore. He hated his greed, but he couldn't accept that he had to lose what he had already gained.
Rather than comforting them in this way, it was more like comforting myself. Over and over again, I use my closeness to them to prove something.
So much so that he made himself believe that because they all liked him and couldn't live without him, they would tolerate his despicable behavior.
Aren't you very happy now? Isn’t it good to just keep living like this? There was a voice in my heart saying this.
But - why is it so painful to taste this kind of happiness?
"You know that's not what I want to hear." Geli said disappointedly. Wayne hugged her a little tighter.
"But this is all I can say." After saying these words, even my own heart felt cold.
Just as he had predicted, cold tears wet his open chest. However, even though he was ready to be driven away, Song Li did not ask him to get out.
She just hugged him back silently, crying quietly and silently. Every teardrop that falls feels like it has penetrated my heart.
Everything soon became riddled with holes. ——Would it be much better if I didn’t fall in love with you?
He couldn't help but think so. If he pretended to be indifferent and couldn't detect her affection anyway, wouldn't he face such a dilemma?
Put all your inner struggles on others and just enjoy the love of others. Such a method is despicable, but very useful, isn't it?
At least, I won't feel as guilty as I do now. Now he finally understands why those animated protagonists must have an attribute of [slow emotion].
As long as you have a conscience... you simply cannot ignore the feelings of the people around you.
"I'm sorry, don't cry..." Wayne lowered his head and gently sucked her tears. He used to despise the protagonists in his works who were full of hesitation and refused to face their own feelings no matter what.
As a result, when it was my turn, I suddenly realized that maybe I was not as good as them. He wanted to get closer to her, but Geli pushed him away and stood up from the bed.
Wayne looked up at her suspiciously.
"I still have some things to do, you can do it yourself." She said in a low voice, wiping the remaining tears from the corners of her eyes with her palms.
The lights in the room were turned on again. Ge Li sat back at the table, closed her eyes and took several deep breaths. After briefly regaining his composure, he took out another book from the stack of papers piled next to him, and started writing at his desk.
Originally, all these official duties should be handled in the study. But because Geli is getting busier and busier, he has to take more and more things back to the bedroom and deal with them before going to bed.
Wayne almost watched helplessly as the number of papers stacked on this table increased day by day. Lying on his side on the bed, Wayne just stared at Song Li, seemingly putting all his attention into his work, as if he didn't see himself.
He knew that it wasn't because those things were so urgent that they had to be dealt with now. It's because she doesn't know how to face herself.
After staring blankly for a while, he also sat up and fastened his buttons. Hearing his movement, Geli's pen tip paused for a moment.
But, he didn't raise his head. Wayne walked up behind her very gently, slid his hands against her shoulders, and hugged her with both hands.
“Although I don’t know what will happen next second,” he said.
"But at this moment -
"I sincerely love...Ms. Kareli." (Search on Baidu on mobile for [My sister is a villainous daughter + new book] Click to read on mobile phone to turn pages, eye protection, power saving, and data saving function)
