When Yaleriga first heard about their plan, out of her trust in Debovilal, she did not raise any alarm, but was surprised by the whimsical idea.
Villar wants to recreate Paradise here. In order to realize this vision, Wutouweng provided him with the "Atavistic Curse": as long as he can go back to his ancestors in paradise through any of the gospel tribes and restore their ability to give hugs, it means that all life can Become a gospel tribe. But that wasn't even Villar's ultimate goal. What he wants is the most holy gospel - not the modified natural life, but the original "Mother Goddess" who brought everything.
Yaleriga couldn't say that she didn't have any yearning, but her rationality made her shake her head at Villar.
"The atavism curse can trace back three generations," she told Villar. "If you want to pursue an older bloodline, it will only make me a monster."
Her memory contains a lot of information about the atavistic curse: how it was passed down through the "eye in the snail" and then led to tragedy when countless descendants tried to regain their past glory. The core function of the atavistic spell is to trace kinship. Through the connection between blood and status, it activates the potential bloodline and abilities of the person who is cast - even abilities that did not exist in the first place.
But it is just like many other secret rituals passed down by "Eye in the Snail". Behind the power beyond common sense, it is full of uncontrollable dangers. Tracing back to ancestors is often done in search of a certain talent, but in the end it results in diseases, defects, and even cognitive disorders of memory and personality. The risk of unpredictability becomes more significant the more generations we span.
There are countless similar cases in Yaleriga's memory. The latest one was in her grandmother's time, when a half-blood wizard tried to revert himself to an elf, but the spell only worked on a small amount of liver and blood. Two completely conflicting structures caused fatal harm to him. In terms of seniority, the elf bloodline that the wizard wanted to trace back was just his great-grandfather.
Yaleriga did not carefully count the algebra contained in her memory. Her memories were deliberately sorted and classified, and not entirely based on time clues. The "private collection" of each generation of evangelists filled her mind with all kinds of unrelated life memories. If she had to distinguish which of them were her ancestors and which were just casual marriages, Yaleriga would have to think carefully for a long time and find all the memories related to them from the maze and read through them.
Even so, what she was sure of was that there was a long distance between herself and Melendra, at least about ten generations. And if she wanted to trace back to Melendra, from Melendra to the first generation of the Gospel family, and then from the first generation to the true Holy Gospel... she didn't think that was a realistic thing.
She was told this truth from birth: all Evangelicals are equal, their accumulation of knowledge and vision can be easily wiped out, ethics and order are unnecessary, but there is only one thing they cannot surpass.
They cannot become the "Mother Goddess", nor can they assimilate the "Mother Goddess". Even though the most holy gospel has given them everything, it does not constitute any formal ethical relationship with them. They are creators, givers, and web-weavers. They simply provide information integration and exchange, and have never communicated with any life in an emotional sense. And if any of the most holy gospels - Yaleriga is not even sure whether they can be expressed as "personal" - appear in the alliance, it will undoubtedly set off a more fierce war with "October" than the war on Taoism. conflict.
That would cause the death of many lives, the destruction of many civilizations, and the extinguishment of many stars. That is certainly not the same thing as what Yaleriga wants. She told Villar about it, and as she expected, Villar didn't care at all about it.
"It was their honor to die for something holy," he said.
Yaleriga knew that he truly believed in this concept, and that it was also the principle that the Silent School had long adhered to. The value of life depends on its degree of connection with the wave, and death itself is a symbol of being rejected by the wave, so a short-lived life is inherently humble. That has nothing to do with whether it can extend its life by replacing organs or other methods in the future. Its value is already determined by its birth—unless it undergoes a qualitative change in its life, like being embraced by the most holy gospel.
Yaleriga didn't want to argue with Villar about this. She loved his innocence and dreaminess, and was willing to tolerate all relatively minor objections to it. She no longer used the safety of the mortal world as a reason for persuasion, but simply proved to Villar that the atavistic curse was not feasible.
"I am too far from the Mother Goddess, Valar," she said. "An atavistic spell spanning ten generations will only kill me."
Later, Yaleriga always thought of her original words. She regretted her choice of words and suspected that it was the word "once" that gave Villar that crazy inspiration, but when she calmed down she realized that she was just making excuses for Villar. Her words won't change anything, because it's obvious that Villar and Ebony have a plan.
They had planned it for a long time, so after she made such a statement, Villar dared to hold her hands and promised her that he would never let anything happen to her. He said that she was the future mother and mistress of Paradise, and that mothers were unique and could not let anything go wrong.
That made Yaleriga start to feel confused. She didn't understand what Villar wanted to do. An ominous premonition made her let go of Villar's hand, and then she heard Villar say: "Let our children complete this spell."
Her memory has become somewhat distorted since then. Apparently she got angry at Villar for the first time and asked him to explain his remarks. She remembered that she had still hoped that Villar was just temporarily dizzy, and emphasized to him in a stern tone the absurdity of this plan. She had not yet had time to have children of her own, not yet had time for any life to share her unique destiny, but she would never allow Villar to use them as victims of a vicious spell that was bound to fail.
Moreover, after her anger subsided, she added to Villar that the Melendra family of Evangelicals had natural difficulties in giving birth. The part of her bloodline that belongs to the succubus makes her good at seducing people, but it is difficult for her to conceive, and each pregnancy cycle is quite long. Even if she could have three children within ten years (an incredibly lucky situation that usually requires a partner with strong magic and energy), it would still be a drop in the bucket for Villar's goals.
She reminded Villar repeatedly of how difficult it was to achieve an atavistic spell that spanned more than ten generations. That would cause countless errors, anomalies, and deaths. Even thousands of children would not help, and spells based on this kind of affinity cannot be replaced by cloning or copying spells-some kind of The relationship recognized by both parties is the key to the establishment of the spell.
This has nothing to do with values and ideas, it is a matter of clear fact, and Villar will never be able to solve this obstacle. Yaleriga thought that this alone was enough to persuade Villar, but she forgot that there were not only Deborvalar in the Doomsday Temple, but also Aconitum.
"Deleven has already thought of a way, Yalay." Villar said to her at that time, "A way that allows us to have thousands of children without harming you at all... We just need a little sacrifice. .”
He stretched his hand to Yaleriga's cheek, and an intoxicating fragrance with a bit of ** came out from the sleeve. Yaleriga smelled it and recalled in a trance that it was a paralyzing scavenger plant flower juice.
She slapped Villar, knocking him to the ground unable to move, then turned and rushed towards the base of the peak. The four guards who usually guarded the foot of the mountain were ambush this time. They knocked the staggering Yaleriga unconscious, and when she woke up, she found that she was already in prison. There were no weapons on her body, but there was more of that tattoo, the "sacrifice" that Villar wanted her to make.
A permanent, irreversible curse was cast upon her. She could scrape off the tattoos on her skin countless times and replace the uterus in her body countless times, but as long as the curse attached to her soul, every one of her children would be destined to miscarry.
