ps: On February 2, the dragon raises its head, this chapter is free. I wish everyone can receive their own good luck. The following text:
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"By the way, there's a new book in the Detective Zuomonji series, The Suicide Note Left by the Devil. I just bought the second volume this afternoon. I originally planned to read it tonight, but Hattori came."
After a while of silence, Conan changed the topic to a lighter topic, perhaps to dilute the slightly solemn atmosphere.
"Um."
"However, the author of the left text has changed. The previous author was Mr. Nintaro, and the current author is his daughter, Kahori Nina. Rintaro died of cancer some time ago. Unfortunately, when I unpacked the text left by Mr. Nintaro, He had already passed away before the coder arrived at the scene. He did not let his daughter see him for the last time. It is really a pity. If you had been there at that time..."
"No. There are no ifs." Lu Ren directly interrupted Conan's memories and said coldly, "Even if I were here, I would not interfere in this matter. I know the causes and consequences of this matter.
Knowing that he was seriously ill and that his life was not long, he wanted to realize his wish. Of course this is understandable. If I were his child, I would want to be with him in his last moments. But I will help him realize his wish at all costs. But only if he tells me about it.
A father concealed his illness from his daughter and even took his wife into hiding. This left his daughter worried, and she eventually turned to the detective to find the man. Even when he was dying, he didn't even think about making a phone call to his daughter.
There are obviously so many opportunities and so many choices. Just move your mouth and call his daughter. Even if we only meet once, even if we only say a word, it’s okay. But he just didn't do it. "
"perhaps……"
"No chance. Do you know that this kind of opportunity is what some people dream of having. How many people can't see their parents for the last time. But he doesn't know how to cherish them at all. If I were Shinna Kahori, I would hate them all my life. I will never forgive them. As long as they have a little place for me in their hearts, it will not prevent me from seeing him for the last time."
Lu Ren's words surprised Conan. He didn't know why Lu Ren, who was usually calm and indifferent to many things, had such a big reaction on this matter.
But he knew what he should do now, so Conan slowed down his speaking speed and considered every word: "Perhaps Mr. Rentaro regarded his daughter as a challenger and wanted to see his most proud daughter come to untie the knot he left with his own hands. Puzzle.”
"What you said is also a possibility." Lu Ren sighed, "But in the final analysis, this is just his selfish desire. He may be just like what you said, hoping that his daughter will solve the mystery and then feel satisfied, showing a proud expression Smile. But after all, these emotions and emotions are only his own."
Lu Ren paused for a moment, "He has never thought about this issue from the perspective of his daughter. He never thought about how painful and anxious his daughter would be. When his parents suddenly lost contact and were suspected of being kidnapped. Not many people can Continue to stay rational and measured. For selfish reasons, you make your children sad and painful, and even leave irreparable regrets in the end."
"Do you really think that this is a heartwarming story even though it is a little regretful? Until the end, family love never outweighed selfish desires. Is the so-called victory or defeat really that important? I didn't know this person before. I can’t comment on his character. But just talking about this incident, I only see his selfishness, self-righteousness and stubbornness.”
"A book is a book, and a person is a person. An excellent work does not mean that the author who created the work is an excellent person. Going deeper. The new Zuo Wenzi book you just mentioned is called "The Devil Left Behind" "Suicide Note". I haven't read the content, so I don't know what story he told. But don't you think the title is interesting. Why did the devil leave a suicide note, and who was the devil? If literary creation requires realistic factors as the basis of inspiration, where do you think the inspiration for Niina Kahori came from?"
"..." Conan couldn't answer. As someone who had read the devil's suicide note, he knew very well that there was no metaphor in this story, but judging from the name alone, he couldn't conclude that what Lu Ren just said was absolutely wrong. .
Some things may only be known to the creator himself.
Lu Ren patted Conan on the shoulder, "There are some things that we can't dwell on. It's been a long time since we came out. Let's go back."
"Um……"
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After returning to the restaurant, Lu Ren found Bei Dao sitting in Conan's original seat, talking and laughing with Xiaolan and the others. The atmosphere seemed relaxed and harmonious. Lu Ren couldn't help but stop when he saw this.
Conan asked: "What's wrong?"
"It's weird too. When she was with me, I almost never saw her smile." Lu Ren held his chin, "Is it because I have no sense of humor?"
"Forehead."
After knowing Lu Ren's true identity, Conan felt extremely inconsistent when he heard such words.
The previous Belmode had left a deep enough impression on him. He controlled the situation from beginning to end, playing tricks on him and the FBI like a cat playing with a mouse.
But just such a presence shows that he is very jealous and even afraid of Lu Ren. So how terrifying is Lu Ren's true face?
An executioner who is likely to kill without batting an eye is here worrying about his lack of sense of humor. This contrast is not fun at all.
Could it be that Lu Ren was right to hide his identity before? Once informed in advance, he might have looked at Lu Ren's actions with this kind of scrutiny long ago.
Even if his every move had nothing to do with it, he would unconsciously turn his thoughts to Lu Ren's true identity.
But……
When you know that a person is a killer of a criminal organization, wouldn't you automatically think like him?
Those who can really treat killers as ordinary people and communicate with them without any care are the exceptions.
This is of course human nature. But the situation is different now. As Haiyuan said, he and Lu Ren have been together for such a long time. Under this premise, he still subconsciously looked at Lu Ren through colored glasses.
Is this behavior really appropriate?
In the endless arguments and criticisms, Conan repeatedly tortured his own heart.
To put it simply, he was over the top.
At this moment, a hand suddenly placed on the top of his head.
"Is that question I just asked so profound? Look, you're confused." Lu Ren smiled and rubbed his head, "Let's go, don't think so much. It's important to eat."
