"Xiao Chi, today you..."
"Brother, am I embarrassed today?" Before Zhang Fei finished speaking, Zhang Chi suddenly said a lot of words.
Hearing his younger brother's rhetorical question, Zhang Fei's thoughts were immediately disrupted, and even his words were stuck in his throat, unable to say: "You..."
"I know it, brother, even if you don't tell me. I'm really embarrassed and a loser. When I came here, I made a promise to do my best, prove myself, leave a good impression on Lao Xu and the others, and not embarrass the team. Just now I I really want to perform well, but... you can see those zombie dogs rushing towards me, I am scared, brother, you know? I, I am scared from the bottom of my heart.
I thought I was well prepared to deal with the crisis, but...hehe, I thought too highly of myself. I was so scared that I was paralyzed. Not only did I have no performance, but I also seriously hindered Brother Hu. I am such a waste. Brother, I'm such a waste! !
With my performance... I'd be damned if Lao Xu and the others could take a fancy to me.
They must have considered me useless.
Brother, I've hurt you.
You performed well today and could have gained points in front of Lao Xu and the others, but it was because of me..."
Zhang Chi looked depressed and full of self-blame.
Zhang Fei saw it and felt pain in his heart.
Zheng Fei felt very uncomfortable listening to his brother's heartfelt concluding confessional statement.
He originally thought that his brother was just frightened by the crisis on the field just now, but he didn't expect Zhang Chi to think so much and feel so deeply remorseful and guilty.
Zhang Fei shook his head. He didn't think his brother's performance was that bad.
On the contrary, he felt that it was extremely extraordinary for his brother to behave like he just did.
After all, my brother is a newcomer, and being able to survive in such an occasion is a victory.
"Xiao Chi, I don't allow you to say that. Don't belittle yourself. Your performance is outstanding. I believe Lao Xu and the others will see your shining points. No one can eat a fat man in one bite. It's your first time to experience such a big battle. Everyone is afraid of war. I dare say that if it were me, or those of the Xue family, we might not be able to do better than you in your position.
You blame yourself and feel that you have not done well, which is okay.
People can only grow if they are good at summarizing.
You said that I did a good job, but I feel that there are too many shortcomings.
But what about the shortcomings? No one is perfect.
The key is to find errors, summarize them, and eventually correct them.
Xiaochi, you have to understand that no one will force us to grow into a towering tree all at once.
This time we went out with the team and survived the crisis, which was a big step in itself.
You don't have to blame yourself.
There is no use in blaming yourself.
If you really want to win the trust of Lao Xu and others, you should turn those self-blames into motivation, find ways to improve yourself, strengthen yourself, and strive to avoid the mistakes you have made in the next action.
Understand? "
Zhang Fei's words were heartfelt.
He really meant what he said.
What he said does make sense.
To sum up, it doesn't matter if people make mistakes. What they are afraid of is that they will become depressed and be defeated by their mistakes.
On the contrary, when you encounter mistakes, setbacks, and fall down, you should think about where to get up.
If you don’t do well, learn from your experience and lessons to avoid making the same mistake in the future.
Based on Zhang Fei's understanding of Xu Renjie, he believed that Xu Renjie was definitely not the kind of person who could determine your situation and whether you could stay in the Victory League with just one action.
The prerequisite is that you have to grow and you have to summarize your mistakes.
Moreover, Zhang Fei also believes that he and his brother may have some shortcomings in this operation, and may even have fear and fear during the operation.
But they still chose to face it.
In Zhang Fei, when faced with zombies threatening the newcomers of the Xue family, he did not hesitate to risk his life to fight against the zombies.
Although his younger brother didn't do anything special on the roof of the car, in that situation, he was able to stay on the roof of the car and didn't run back to the building... Zhang Fei felt that his younger brother's performance was good enough.
Having truly come to the abandoned city and truly experienced life and death, he knew very well how threatening and terrifying his brother's situation was at that time.
In the shop, he almost lost his life when facing a single zombie.
The younger brother was surrounded by eight zombie dogs.
The attacks of zombie dogs are much more terrifying than zombies.
Just as Zhang Fei emphasized, if this matter were replaced by a group of newcomers in their building, they would not be able to do better than Zhang Chi.
His younger brother Zhang Chi can do this... No matter what others think, Zhang Fei recognizes his younger brother. At least compared to what he knew about his younger brother in the past... his younger brother has done well enough.
After listening to his brother's words, Zhang Chi felt much better.
Thinking about it carefully, this seems to be the case. What's the use of just blaming yourself?
What can self-blame change? Can self-blame make oneself stronger?
The answer is obviously no.
Self-blame can't change anything except making yourself depressed.
If you really want to find something good, you still have to make yourself stronger.
To make iron, you need to be strong. After Zhang Chi thought about it carefully, he understood some of the truth and raised his face: "Brother, I understand, I will adjust it, you... don't worry."
"Yeah." Zhang Fei responded lightly.
Although Zhang Chi told him not to worry, how could you, Zhang Fei, not worry about something like this?
He didn't say much, but Zhang Fei had already thought in his heart that he planned to talk to Hu Xiaodong when he returned.
He planned to tell Hu Xiaodong about his worries about his younger brother.
Zhang Fei doesn't mind facing the possible consequences. Even if this method may cause some unnecessary trouble, he doesn't care.
If Hu Xiaodong and the others really have complaints against Zhang Chi because of today's incident, it won't matter if they exclude his brothers from the Winners Alliance team in the future.
If this happens... Zhang Fei will definitely regret it, but he will not regret it.
After all, nothing is more important than his brother's mental health.
If the Victory League team cannot take care of their relaxed emotions and their psychology...what's the point of such a team even if they take them in?
You know, the reason why Zhang Fei and Zhang Chi like the Victors League team is, to put it bluntly, their team atmosphere.
In the Victory League team, the Zhang brothers felt an unprecedented sense of security, belonging, and identity.
He also believed that if he went to talk to Hu Xiaodong about his brother's situation, he would not cause dissatisfaction or other special emotions on the other side.
On the contrary, Zhang Fei felt that based on Hu Xiaodong's experience, they should know better how to communicate with Zhang Chi and help him with psychological resolution and construction.
Hu Xiaodong and others must be happy to do this.
After all, they are so patient with the newcomers of the Xue family, let alone their own people like Zhang Chi who live under the same roof?
What needs to be said has been made clear to his younger brother, and there is little point in saying more. Zhang Fei deliberately changed the topic and talked about random things, trying to distract his younger brother as much as possible to relieve his psychological pressure.