"So your life is no longer just your own. It was given to you by your more than a hundred brothers who died in the battle. You have no right or qualification to die casually! You should carry their hopes with you. Live! Instead of making fearless sacrifices! Do you understand!?”
I don’t know why such emotion came into my mind.
But I must admit that after saying these words, Huang Shuang felt a sense of comfort in her heart for no reason.
On the other hand, Luo Zhicai seemed to be shocked after hearing his words.
Thinking about it, he never expected Huang Shuang to make such a conclusion.
"I……"
"Farewell to me, wasn't what I just said clear enough? Comradeship, comradeship, is there anything more valuable than living with a strong will with a dead brother? These days, it is easy for a person to die , there are zombies everywhere, you will die if you go out! But trying to survive is difficult. You, Luo Zhicai, keep saying that you want to save Lao Xu. Do Lao Xu and the others need you to save them? Can you save them? If you want to die, just say so. , don’t look for excuses that are there or not! I hope you can think carefully about what I just said. Do you think your current thinking is worthy of the brothers who sacrificed their lives to keep you alive? How will you explain to them in the future if you die like this? "
Persuasion is useless, and hard words will have no effect.
It is already very difficult to deal with Wei Dazhuang with these, let alone Luo Zhicai.
As a man with a military background, he himself had firm beliefs, and with Luo Zhicai, Xu Renjie, and Lei Tong's extraordinary relationship, Huang Shuang was sure that using the same old persuasion plan for Luo Zhicai was a waste of time.
So, he was very smart and played the emotional card.
Since you are so obsessed with comrades-in-arms now, I will give you the right medicine to talk about comrades-in-arms.
I have to say that Huang Shuang's reflexes and language organization skills were pretty good this time.
This is not surprising. As a manager of a listed company, how can he do without some eloquence and adaptability?
At this moment, if Huang Shuang didn't have any ability, it would be impossible for Lao Xu to leave such an important matter as managing the team to a newcomer who had just joined the team when he left.
So it’s not surprising that Huang Shuangshen has made a move now.
He was so embarrassed before, mainly because the related things happened suddenly, and the worries accumulated in the past period made it impossible for him to think about the problem normally.
Although Huang Shuang's words were deliberately aimed at Luo Zhicai, what he said was still very reasonable.
Luo Zhicai's life seems to be his own, but in fact it is not.
In the entire team, only Luo Zhicai's fate was different from the others.
Just as Luo Zhicai said, you, Luo Zhicai, are a soldier and a member of the Sharp Sword Company. There are only a few people left in the Sharp Sword Company. The remaining brothers have all sacrificed their lives in the past years for one reason or another and passed away forever.
Luo Zhicai's survival was inseparable from the protection of his dead teammates, so when you talk about comradeship, you should think about the thoughts of those teammates who have fought tooth and nail to protect you.
Did they let you live just to let you die casually like this?
You can save people! But the premise is that it is possible.
The current situation of Lao Xu and others is unprecedented in any crisis situation in the past.
In the past, it was impossible to save people at all, and it had no effect other than sending them to death.
If that's the case, what's the point of you, Luo Zhicai, running away? How will you carry out your so-called rescue?
It makes no sense and cannot be carried out. How can your decision be worthy of those dead brothers?
Facing Huang Shuang's admonishment and questioning, Luo Zhicai was speechless.
Seeing that Luo Zhicai was silent, Huang Shuang let out a breath: "Zhicai, I can understand your mood. But I also hope you can understand me. You are different from Wei Dazhuang. Dazhuang has an impatient temper and does not consider the consequences when things happen. But you are different. I believe that you denied him before and stood by us because you know that the current situation is not suitable for going out. I know that whether you or Wei Dazhuang want to go to the front for rescue, they are worried about Lao Xu and the others. Especially You, your relationship with Lao Xu and Lei Zi is something we cannot understand. It is indeed a kind of torture for you to stay in the car and do nothing. Intellectually you cannot accept it, and emotionally you will blame yourself. You feel like you are watching Lao Xu and the others die."
"But the reality is that you are not allowed to go to the gym. I am the commander of the team. I am as worried about Lao Xu's mother as you are. I am also suffering from the same pain as you. If you are dissatisfied, you say that this period of time is the best I have ever lived in my life. The most difficult and painful days. Even before, when I was fighting for survival with my family in the apocalypse, I had never been so traumatized and painful. Because I am the commander, I have to stand in the overall situation and consider everyone. I know that Lao Xu and the others are in danger, but still Do things rationally and reject you. Do you know how I felt when Wei Dazhuang pointed at me and called me a bastard? I only cared about my own life and ignored Lao Xu and the others. I also have a heart, I am also a man, and I have my own I am so proud that I also want to put aside everything to save Lao Xu and the others."
"If I, Huang Shuang, were an unfaithful person who was greedy for life and afraid of death, I wouldn't be alive until now!! But what can I do? From my standpoint, I must stop you. This is my mission and responsibility, and also my elders' The mission that Xu entrusted to me when he left! If I don’t stop you, I will just make fun of your lives again! I can’t provide any help to Lao Xu and their lives, but I can at least protect yours.”
"Zhicai, I won't go into too much detail. You understand. I hope you can calm down and think about what I said. After telling you this, I've said what I want to say. I think you understand what I mean. Now tell me, do you want to go out?"
After talking for a long time, Huang Shuang's words were really heartfelt to Luo Zhicai.
On the one hand, he was trying to persuade Huang Shuang to give up his idea.
On the other hand, isn't he a kind of self-emotional catharsis?
As Huang Shuang himself said, it was precisely because he was in this position, precisely because Lao Xu handed the baton of command into his hands before leaving, and precisely because Lao Xu told him to take good care of his brothers in the team that Huang Shuang endured all the hardships. Too many.
Whatever I was able to say, I now have to be cautious, for fear of attacking the sensitive cells of the team members.
Originally, he could contact the team members casually, but because of his position, he was worried about the team members asking questions, so Huang Shuang deliberately avoided the team members many times.
These yellow frosts don't matter, after all, the command is responsible.
But what he couldn't bear the most was that he was not understood or even insulted after taking on these consequences.
Although Wei Dazhuang's previous remarks were made when the man was extremely crazy and irrational, those words really hurt Huang Shuang and stung his sensitive nerves.
