In this apocalyptic world, everything is fake. After the previous zombie invasion of the museum, Wen Tianming deeply realized that when a crisis comes, it is useless to rely on anyone. If he wants to protect the people he loves, he still has to rely on himself.
But after staying under the wings of others for a long time, Wen Tianming has become indifferent to the sense of crisis.
Therefore, Wen Tianming was completely confused in the zombie killing arena.
He was so scared that he could only follow the chaotic crowd and protect his wife and escape.
He was lucky that he was not in the most dangerous area when the zombies broke out, but even so, he was already scared to death.
After settling down, Wen Tianming also thought about it carefully.
If he and his wife were in an area with the greatest zombie threat at that time, would he be able to protect his wife, and would he have a way to fight the zombies?
Frankly speaking, Wen Tianming didn't have the slightest confidence in these.
After living a stable life for too long, people's fighting spirit has been completely wiped out.
Putting aside whether he had the capital to fight zombies, Wen Tianming didn't even have the courage or belief to deal with it.
This is where he later felt guilty and ashamed.
It was also through the sudden incident of the zombie invasion that Wen Tianming realized that at the critical moment, it was useless to rely on anyone, but he had to rely on himself.
If you don't have the ability to survive in this apocalypse, you can only be the meat on the chopping board.
Wen Tianming was very happy to hear Lei Tong talk about his son's growth story.
He did not have the thoughts that Hu Xiaodong was worried about. On the contrary, he was very proud of his son's growth.
The son did what he wanted to do but was unable to do.
The fact that my son dares to fight zombies just shows that he has the ability to survive in this apocalyptic world.
This is a good thing, this is capital to gain a foothold in the last days.
So... "Lao Xu, everyone, I know what you are worried about. But I want to tell you that I made this decision after careful consideration. I am not afraid of your jokes. When zombies came to the venue before, I was very panicked and scared. .At that moment, I didn’t know how to protect my wife. I didn’t know whether I could survive that crisis. Afterwards, I thought a lot, and I suddenly realized that I am not a man, I can’t stay like this, I can’t do everything Pointing at others to protect my safety. I have to rely on myself. Only when I am strong can I protect what I want to protect."
It's a bit out of place, a bit disgusting, but when it comes to Wen Tianming's words, Lao Xu and others respect Wen Tianming's thoughts from the bottom of their hearts.
Everyone can feel that he said these words from the bottom of his heart, expressing the guilt and helplessness of a man who cannot protect his wife in times of crisis.
"But……"
Raising his hand, Wen Tianming interrupted what Old Xu was about to say: "Old Xu, you don't have to say it, I know what you want to say. Yes, this operation is very dangerous and may even lead to death. Xiao Wen will be sad if he knows about it, we The family may not be able to reunite because of this. I know all these consequences and have thought about them. But Lao Xu, I am a man. I can't stay behind just because of these. I can no longer point to others to protect the safety of my family like I did in the past. If there hadn't been that zombie invasion, I might have accepted your kindness with peace of mind. But now... I can't."
"You told me to do nothing and just expect others to protect me. I have no psychological confidence. It's not that I don't believe you, Mr. Xu. I just want to fight like a man and use my own hands to support the one I love. sky."
"If I really have an accident this time, I believe that Xiao Wen will be proud of his father even though he is sad. Rather than being so carefully protected and meeting my son, I hope that when I appear in front of my son, I will be a human being." I have to act as a father. I don’t want to be looked down upon by my son, or even feel that my father is useless. Can you understand? Lao Xu? Everyone? "
It was a very emotional speech. Frankly speaking, Lao Xu was really moved by Wen Tianming.
The other party said a lot, but it all boils down to one sentence: I am a man, and I want to fight like a man.
This intention is very simple, but very profound.
This is a father's belief that he wants to change for his family and children.
This belief deserves everyone's respect.
You know, after living a stable life for a long time, change itself is not easy.
What's more, Wen Tianming still has to do something that will cost his life.
Lao Xu and others could clearly feel the obsession in Wen Tianming's heart.
We can also understand Wen Tianming's complicated emotions when doing this.
The reason is that he wants to protect his family with his ability.
But there is also the fact that Wen Tianming does not want to be looked down upon by his son.
Now that his son has grown into a man who can face and deal with zombies on his own, it would be too embarrassing for him as a father to still be at a loss when encountering zombies like in the past...
After more than a year of worry and anticipation, Wen Tianming didn't want to see himself in such a state in front of his son when his family reunited.
Moreover, Wen Tianming's straightforward analysis of himself in front of Lao Xu and others at this moment further proves his candor.
It's just that Wen Tianming's current frankness has created a big problem for Lao Xu.
I originally thought that my previous words were well thought out and enough to convince Wen Tianming to give up.
But I never thought that Wen Tianming would analyze it so straightforwardly.
What do you think we should do if we call him Lao Xu now?
Wen Tianming made it very clear that he did this just to change his current situation and make himself more like a father and a man.
At this time, if Lao Xu still persuades people to refuse, wouldn't it mean that he is not giving Wen Tianming face?
Everyone has made it clear that they are not afraid of death, nor are they afraid of this happening. If Lao Xu insists on forcibly refusing and falls on Wen Tianming's side, what will he think?
The other party will definitely think that you, Lao Xu, think that I, Wen Tianming, am not capable enough and do not want to use me.
So I find these euphemistic excuses to excuse myself.
If Wen Tianming really wanted this and was rejected by Lao Xu, it would be too hurtful.
In this way, even if Wenquan Xin's parents are successfully rescued in the future, there will definitely be some embarrassment and alienation in getting along with everyone in the village.
Wen Tianming would always pretend to have this thought of "being looked down upon".
Faced with this dilemma, Lao Xu was a little hesitant.
what can we do about it?
It was agreed that Wen Tianming would join the team and let him complete his own ideas.
Or should we continue to persuade, with the main goal of saving his life so that his family can be reunited later?
Both options have their own pros and cons, and Lao Xu couldn't help but have a headache.
And Wen Tianming couldn't help but think too much when he saw that Old Xu didn't speak for a long time.
After that, he said as expected: "I know Lao Xu, I've been in the venue for a long time, and I'm very slow in all aspects. In terms of ability, I don't have the qualifications to join your team. If I really It's because of my ability, you can just say it, I won't have any ideas. But I want to say, if you can, please give me a chance. I will train well with you and work hard to meet the standards."
