"I still remember when you first entered the palace. At that time, you were not so favored and were often bullied. I looked at you pitifully and helped you several times overtly and covertly. But now that I think about it carefully, I only feel regret. Why should I help you?"
Maybe it is difficult to say the ugly words at first, but once they are said, the mouth of sin will be opened, and the malicious words will spread out unscrupulously.
This is what Mr. Wang is like at this moment. He clearly feels the changes in himself, but it doesn't matter. He doesn't mind. Instead, he is immersed in it and feels that his whole life is much more real.
He was never a generous person. In the past, he just didn't want to worry His Majesty and wanted to leave a good impression in His Majesty's heart.
But this is his true temperament, he is petty and jealous.
Jealousy of Mr. Yun once made him go crazy, completely destroying his previous impression in His Highness' heart.
The one who is jealous now is Xiao He, so she deliberately explains the fact that she is pregnant in front of him, just to see him miserable and silent, so that she can feel comfortable.
Maybe this is his nature, he is not that tolerant and generous at all, and he will eventually have his darkest side.
"I always thought Mr. Wang would be a very good person. When many people bullied me in the past, I had you stand up and help me. You have always been generous and tolerant in my heart."
Xiao He really felt quite emotional. Now that Mr. Wang is like this, isn't the Qionghua he liked in the past still like this?
Originally, I just felt that Qionghua was young, liked to be jealous, and did some inexplicable little things, which was not harmful to others at all.
Later, he was wrong. People's malice will gradually become bigger. At first, he only dared to do some trivial things, but later he dared to plot against Xie Minghui.
So looking at Mrs. Wang now is like seeing Qiong Hua in the past. It really has an indescribable feeling.
So, in this world, I finally feel all the roundabouts from the past. I finally feel all the mistakes I made one by one, and what kind of pain it is.
"Your Majesty will come over to accompany you after handling your affairs every day. You will always have a certain place in His Majesty's heart. This is what I wish for. People must learn to be satisfied!"
Xiao He looked at him with envy. In fact, it was quite understandable for Mr. Wang to have such emotions, but everyone would have something that others would envy the most.
It's just that Mr. Wang himself didn't seem to realize it, and he was still blaming himself.
"That's enough, you are not qualified to say such things in front of me, and you are not qualified to lecture me like this. I am the only master of the harem, and you are just an ordinary young master. As you said, recently, Has Your Majesty ever thought of you?"
Mr. Wang touched his belly and said proudly. He used to be so proud when Mr. Yun was happy, but now he can feel his feeling.
I really can’t be complacent, I always want to show off.
So admit it, he is just such a person and he must bear his evil side. What's the big deal?
"If what I said makes Mr. Wang unhappy, then I will apologize again for Mr. Wang's unwillingness to see me. I will retreat, but I still hope that Mr. Wang can think carefully about what I am arguing with you about."
It has already reached this point, and Mr. Wang is unabashedly exuding hostility. This is a complete loss of face, and it is meaningless to say anything else.
He should be more careful. There is still a lot of right and wrong in the harem, and he never wants to be involved in it.
Mr. Wang looked at his back and suddenly smiled.
Xiao He himself did not have any sins, but his biggest fault was that he got His Majesty's favor. This preference made him jealous, made him jealous, and made him crazy with anger.
He will not let Xiao He go, just like he once let Mr. Yun go. He only hopes that the two of them will get the same fate. No one other than him deserves to be loved by His Majesty.
Mr. Yun used to be very arrogant in front of him, and he tolerated it, but what will happen to him now? He is crazy all day long, and I am afraid he will never get better again.
His Majesty frowned whenever he mentioned him, his eyes full of disgust and disgust.
After Xiao He went back, he lived peacefully every day and no longer thought about these messy things. If Xie Minghui publicized his past, he would go there. If he went to see Mrs. Wang, he would no longer argue about anything.
The days passed like this, and he got used to all the things in this world, but sometimes when he dreamed about it at midnight, he always recalled the world before.
Every time I wake up, I feel regret after wave of regret, wondering if I can go back? It seems I can't go back.
"Sometimes I always feel that you lack a little luck. Every time I think you can get His Majesty's love, all kinds of things always happen. Last time it was Mr. Yun, and this time it was Mr. Wang. How do you feel? It’s like it’s been agreed upon, one by one?”
Mr. An came over to talk to him today, and he couldn't help but laugh as he spoke.
Even he, a bystander, felt a little aggrieved, let alone Xiao He?
But he himself did not have such good luck. Even Xiao He was not as good as the other party. At least he got a few favors from His Majesty. But he has always been unknown.
"Mr. An, it's better not to say these words anymore. Mr. Wang doesn't want to hear it. It might be a little bad if he hears it."
Xiao He kindly reminded him that Mr. Wang didn't care about anything like before. Maybe there wouldn't be anything strange on her face, maybe she would just remember it in her heart?
No matter what, it's better not to say these words nonsense. Maybe you didn't mean it when you said it, but when others heard it, it turned out to be intentional.
If you talk too much, the other party will really start to argue. Maybe Mr. Wang is like this, right?
"Why have you become so cautious? Mr. Wang has always been tolerant to us and doesn't mind this. What's more, he has become more and more gentle after having children. He often looks at him with a smile on his lips. .”
Mr. An shook his head and smiled indifferently, still looking at him while laughing.
"Why do you look so dull now? Besides the prince, you are the second most favored person in the harem. What's wrong with that?"
"I just had a dream about a different world. That world was very real and beautiful, but when I opened my eyes, it looked like reality. There was always a gap because the world in the dream was really too Well, I just want to go back to that world, but it seems I can’t go back.”
Xiao He didn't know how to say it, so he could only say that it was a dream he had. In fact, if it was really just a dream and if he woke up, it would be gone, but that was the real world!
"What kind of dream is it? Can you tell me about it?"
Mr. An became interested. What kind of dream could make people miss it so much?
"That was a dream only I knew."
Xiao He sighed deeply. Only he knew how happy he had been. Only he knew what happened in the past. Only he knew the deepest secret in his heart and was unwilling to tell anyone.
But sometimes I suddenly think back to it, and then I get immersed in those memories. When I return to reality, I realize how big the gap is.
He suddenly understood why the woman he saw that day allowed him to come to this world. She just wanted him and Xie Minghui to reverse their roles and feel the pain of the other person.
Okay, great, that woman's goal has been achieved. Now that he has deeply experienced the pain, he knows how much suffering it is.
"Since you don't want to say it, then don't say it." Mr. An didn't care, "You think the murderer who once harmed Mr. Yun can still be found? They say that Mr. Yun has gone crazy and is locked up in his palace, but at least this We have to find him and give him an explanation!"
Mr. An suddenly changed the topic and mentioned what happened more than half a decade ago. At that time, the Yun family did something wrong, which made His Majesty angry. Mr. Yun was not welcomed. In this way, he became crazy again, which made His Majesty even more unpopular.
Therefore, the murderer who hurt his child was delayed, and until now, he has not found out who the real murderer is.
"This matter should be something that His Majesty and the Prince should think about, so we don't have to think about it."
Xiao He shook his head and didn't want to talk about this anymore. It was indeed Mr. Yun who offended too many people with his misbehavior.
"It's true that we don't need to mention these things, but the most important thing now is you. Aren't you going to think of a way for yourself?"
There is something in Mr. An's words. It would be fine if he had never been favored before, but he has already been favored. This kind of gap is simply not something ordinary people can tolerate.
"How can I think of something for myself? I just want His Majesty to like him. If he likes to be by his side, let him be by his side. When he needs me, I will be with him. When he is not needed, I will be with him. Just stay alone and everything will be fine as long as she is fine."
Maybe Xiao He had struggled before, but now he was just calm and indifferent.
He has figured out that in this world, he just wants to atone for his sins, and he is not qualified to have so many demands. As long as Xie Minghui needs him, then he will accompany her, and there will be no complaints if she doesn't.
After getting such an answer, Mr. An had nothing to say. He had no advantage himself, he just wanted Xiao He to compete for favor.
But since Mr. Yun has completely lost the possibility of getting up, everything he has done is worth it.
The days passed slowly, Wang Fu's belly was getting bigger and bigger, Xie Minghui often went to accompany him, and occasionally went to see Xiao He, and the days seemed to slowly calm down.
"Why are you always so quiet? You are different from others. I always have a strange feeling about you."
Xie Minghui didn't go to see the young lady tonight. Wang arrived suddenly at Xiao He's place. There was no other reason than that he hadn't seen him for a long time and wanted to see him very much.
When I see him, I always have a very inexplicable feeling. He is very familiar, but also a little strange. It is really strange.
"Because I don't want to make His Majesty unhappy. Everything I do just wants to make His Majesty happy. Nothing else matters."
