Chapter 193 Taste Your Pain (21)

"I should bear in mind what Mr. Wang said, but I always feel empty in my heart."

Xiao He couldn't help but speak out what was in his heart. Maybe in his opinion, you are Wang Fu, a very gentle person, and you can't help but show your vulnerability in front of him.

"What's the meaning?"

Mr. Wang raised his eyebrows and asked calmly.

"Perhaps I am just a dispensable person to Your Majesty. She may be happy when I am with you, but if I am not with you, she will feel that it is not a big deal, or my existence is of no importance to Your Majesty. Is that important?"

Xiao He was extremely troubled. Maybe his current mood was what Xie Minghui had experienced before. When he brought Qionghua back, why didn't the other party doubt him like this?

Only now did I really understand how big a blow Qionghua's appearance was to Xie Minghui, and why she could tolerate other concubines but not Qionghua, who was seventy-nine similar to herself. The blasphemy of previous feelings.

How ironic, now he understands, but all things can't go back. Can he go back to the past and say sorry to Xie Minghui?

"I can see that you are really different from other young masters. Others have also been troubled like this in front of me, but their troubles are not the same as your troubles."

As Mr. Wang spoke, he poured a cup of tea himself and handed it to Xiao He. He was a few years older than these young masters and had a few more years of experience than them.

"What's different?"

Xiao He took the tea and really had no intention of tasting it.

My mood was really bad these days, to the point where I didn't even think about food or tea. No matter how delicious the food was, I just had no desire to eat it.

This feeling is really terrible, as if it is slowly devouring myself.

"They worry about why they can't always be favored by His Majesty and why they can't always enjoy the feeling of being at a high level. But what you are worried about is His Majesty's heart. You are really different."

Mr. Wang looked at him curiously as he spoke, as if he was meeting this person for the first time. It was not like he had never seen Xiao He before when he first entered the palace.

The whole person looks dull and stupid. How could he be like this? In just a few months, can a person change so much?

"My purpose in coming to this world has never been to live a life of fine clothing and fine food, but to win His Majesty's heart."

Xiao He lowered his head and smiled wryly at himself, but he ignored how surprised his words brought Mr. Wang.

He has never seen a young master be so bold. He actually dared to say these words. Even he himself could not guarantee whether he had won His Majesty's heart. Why was this Xiao He so bold?

"But why do you win His Majesty's heart? As you said, I am happy to be by His Majesty's side, but if you are gone, it will be nothing more than that.

You are still young, and you don’t know the bounds of the world when it comes to many things. I can forgive you for having such bold and unrealistic ideas. I hope you won’t be so naive again in the future. "

Mr. Wang could only smile and shake his head, persuading him kindly.

Just treat it as nonsense uttered by a young man who is ignorant. Maybe he won't have to say it in the future, and Xiao He himself will know how ridiculous what he is saying now is.