Chapter 189 Taste Your Pain (Seventeen)

For several days, Xiao He felt empty in his heart. He felt that the world seemed to have become very void, and everything he got was so illusory and unreal.

He has gradually become accustomed to his current status and humble posture, but he still doesn't seem to be liked by Xie Minghui.

Even if she likes her, it's just a kind of love given to this beautiful skin. Like the sincere love in the original world, it seems that she can't get it no matter what.

When he could get it, he didn't cherish it, but now that he can't get it, he misses it terribly. Sometimes he himself thinks it's quite ridiculous. Maybe this is human beings?

"Why aren't you happy, young master? Your Majesty has given you many gifts these days, and other young masters are coming over to fawn over you. Isn't that not good?"

Zhan Qing is packing up the things he was given as rewards. They are all gold, silver and jade articles. They are very beautiful!

"I really should be happy, but I feel so depressed that I can't be happy no matter what. If I am happy just because I got a reward like you said, I won't be me anymore."

Xiao He was just sitting and drinking tea. Yes, he was different from people in these worlds.

He has memories from the original world, which are unique memories that no one in this world knows, including Xie Minghui in this world.

"I really can't understand the Young Master more and more. What does the Young Master want? If His Majesty didn't like or take him seriously in the past, now he has got it all. The cost of food and clothing now is compared with before. That's like heaven and earth. What do you want, Master?"

Zhan Qing put down the gold ingot in his hand. Seeing his master like this, he lost much interest. He always felt that everything seemed strange.

It seems that the young master is a little different from before. He always sits and thinks about something inexplicably. He doesn't know what he is thinking. It seems that he has a lot of things on his mind.

"It's nothing. Go down and leave me alone."

Xiao He shook his head and didn't want to say more, because this was only his own secret. No one would understand it, even if it was told to Xie Minghui in this world, she wouldn't understand it.

But sometimes I still wonder, is Xie Minghui the same as she was before? Are they still the same person, or do they just have a similar face?

A feeling of despair quietly emerged from my heart. Will I never see Xie Minghui in the previous world again?

The person who has failed him will really be let down forever. Even if he wants to make up for it, he cannot make it up to the person who owes him something!

This feeling made him feel particularly lost. At first, he thought that he was brought into this world to make up for his past mistakes, but after he understood this, he felt that there was only endless emptiness left.

I just want to make amends to the person I was sorry for, but is Xie Minghui still the same person now?

They are really not the same at all. Except for their faces, everything else is completely different. Their temperaments are different, their tone of voice and movements are all different. Everything is different.

"yes."

Zhan Qing could only retreat because he didn't know what his master was like. Even if he wanted to comfort him, he didn't know where to start.