"Yeah, it's just that the face is good-looking, and it's really nothing special."
Xiao Wang suddenly sighed and could only comfort himself with these words, otherwise what else could he do?
He must be a generous person. Even if he is unhappy because of these things, he cannot show it, nor can he be unhappy for a long time. By tomorrow, all these thoughts will be forgotten.
The situation on the other side of the river was also not much better. With the current situation as a comparison, I suddenly felt how beautiful the life in the past was.
Only when I was reduced to the dispensable one did I realize how sour and heartbreaking this feeling was. In fact, this was not retribution. Could all the original suffering have been repaid to me?
"Do you think His Majesty will really like me? How much of your sincerity is your love for me?"
On the way back to the palace, Xiao He felt a little confused. He didn't know what he was asking, and he didn't know how the situation in this world would develop.
The problem is that Xiao Xie really has lost his original memory, and he doesn't seem to like himself that much. What's more, there is Xiao Wang, who can really stand by Xiao Xie's side.
And I am just one of many young masters. Can I still be sure that I can get Xiao Xie's sincerity? Can I return to the way I was before?
"Why do you keep asking these incomprehensible questions, Sir?"
Xiao Qing was confused and confused, and she didn't blame him for talking too much. In fact, these questions were too strange.
Why do you have to ask for your majesty's sincerity? What's more, your majesty doesn't have much sincerity. If you want to think about this, you are really asking for trouble and will only make yourself more and more aggrieved. Why bother? ?
"Yeah, it would be really stupid for me to ask these questions in this world, but I'm still a little bit unwilling!"
Xiao He laughed to himself, he was already in this world, what more could he ask for?
Do you still think that as long as you move your mouth, Xiao Xie will come back to you like in the original world?
Their positions have been reversed. The one who really holds the power now is Xiao Xie, and he can only be the one to please.
If you want to make up for your guilt, you can only humble yourself to please, think about how to please the other person, and do something you have never done before.
"Young master, don't say that. At least His Majesty kept you that night. This means that he still likes you very much!"
Xiao Qing quickly comforted her. It was hard to muster up the courage now, but don't turn off the engine at this time.
At the very least, it is a great joy to get His Majesty's attitude. Most of the time, the young master spends his whole life in obscurity in the harem, and may not even get His Majesty's disgust.
"Really? Your Majesty still likes me?"
Xiao He's eyes suddenly gained some brilliance, "If you really don't like me, you will ignore me and no longer care about whether I learned the rules well or not. But she cares about me, which means she still cares about me." of!"
Xiao He used these words to comfort himself over and over again. If he didn't comfort himself, he would really have no confidence at all.
"That's right!" Xiao Qing nodded quickly, "I'm afraid you don't know what kind of situation the young masters who are really disliked by His Majesty are in. They are silent and no one can remember them. This is the real dissatisfaction." Being liked!"
"Yes, when you don't like someone, you won't think about seeing him anymore. That's right, that's it!"
Xiao He suddenly laughed. His thoughts slowly changed like this, and he could only comfort Numb himself with these words over and over again.
Because if you are very sober, you will only feel aggrieved and bitter. It is better to think about these happy words. At least you will feel that you have some hope.
"Master Xiao!"
Hearing someone calling him, Xiao He looked for the voice in the south direction and found that it was Mr. An who had just argued with Mr. Yun. At this moment, he was walking towards him with a smile.
"Mr. An."
Xiaohe greeted him with a standard smile. He must always remember his identity and smile at others.
"Young master Xiao, you don't have to take Mr. Yun's words to heart. He has always been such an outspoken person. However, it is precisely because you have suffered losses from him before that you have to remember it. But you must not do it again. Next time.”
Mr. An seemed to be a very nice person. As soon as he came over, he comforted him softly.
"What happened last time?"
Xiao He was stunned for a moment. When he came to this world, he had already finished his training.
"I heard that last time you and Mr. Yun had some disputes and made rude remarks, which brought the matter to Xiao Wang. That's why Xiao Wang fined you twenty pieces of board. But now I feel that you have developed a good memory and have changed your words and deeds. A lot more mature.”
Mr. An suddenly smiled.
"Of course Mr. An is right. If you suffer a loss, you should have a better memory. Otherwise, if you have lived in this world for so many years, wouldn't your life have been in vain?"
Xiaohe also responded and smiled. For a person who could be kind to him, he felt a little flattered.
When I came to this world, I felt that I had not met many good people. Except for Xiao Wang, who was a bit better, it was Mr. An.
"If you don't mind, Mr. Xiao, can I come and sit in your palace? I've had nothing to do lately and wanted to find someone to talk to."
Mr. An didn't mind and walked directly to Xiao He and walked side by side. He looked very familiar.
"Of course I don't mind."
What reason did Xiao He have to refuse? He could feel the kindness of the other party after just a few words. He could only wish for it. After being in this world for so long, he finally had someone to talk to.
"snort!"
After Mr. Yun returned, he lost his temper again. Sure enough, what he feared most finally came true! After that bitch learned the rules, she fell into His Majesty's eyes. All of this turned out to be true!
"Young Master, there is no need to be so angry. That Young Master Xiao has an empty mind. Now he can only see this face. If this face cannot be seen in the future, it will definitely be beaten back to its original shape!"
Songbai carefully picked up the tea cup that fell on the ground bit by bit. Although he knew that his master did have such a temper, sometimes he still felt very scared.
"Do you think I don't know? I just feel unhappy. When I think about it being me who worked so hard to teach him the rules, it was me who taught him the rules myself! I feel sick!"
As he spoke, he showed a disgusted expression. If he hadn't been afraid that he would be punished if he didn't learn the rules well, he wouldn't have felt so attentive!
The current situation is like shooting oneself in the foot!
"If the young master is angry now, then he has made a big mistake. What we have to do now is to wait. When your majesty's freshness wears off, young master Xiao will be nothing at all!"
Songbai cautiously advised, in fact, their young master is good at everything, but the only bad thing is that he gets angry easily, especially when your majesty likes other young masters, he is always aggrieved and irritable.
"I know, I know everything, but I just feel unhappy!"
Mr. Yun touched his heart with his hand and spoke aggrievedly. His handsome face was red with anger, and his beautiful eyes were filled with tears.
It would be fine if he was not asked to teach Xiao He the rules, but it was him who taught him the rules for more than a month. He personally taught Xiao He the rules. This is an unacceptable fact.
Forget it, forget it, it's a foregone conclusion, there's no point in worrying about it anymore.
What I should be thinking about now is what new and interesting programs should be prepared for the next Mid-Autumn Festival dinner to please His Majesty. The last time it was Mr. An who pleased His Majesty, we can’t let him steal the spotlight this time!
Xiao He's life has been slowly getting better recently. His food, clothing, housing and transportation have been greatly improved. More importantly, he has made a friend, Mr. An.
He actually felt that Mr. An was quite kind-hearted, somewhat similar to Mr. Wang, and quite a bit non-competitive.
Knowing that there will be a Mid-Autumn Festival banquet in the Moon Palace next week made me think about it. Every young master will prepare some gifts, so he naturally has to prepare them too.
But what kind of gifts should be prepared at this moment, not to mention that his current status is only mediocre and he can't give out anything precious.
Xiao He thought carefully for several days, but still didn't have any good ideas. He didn't use much food every day. He couldn't eat enough and was thinking about things. He couldn't sleep well if he couldn't eat.
It had only been a few days, and my delicate body seemed to be a little thinner again.
"What's wrong with the young master these days? Have you only eaten a few bites of the food that was delivered to you? Or are you saying that you don't like it?"
Xiaoqing brought some tea in and looked at Xiaohe standing motionless by the window, as if thinking about something, and really didn't know what was going on.
"It's nothing. It's just that I don't know what weird and interesting things I should prepare. After thinking about it, I don't have any good ideas."
Xiao He sighed helplessly. To be precise, he didn't seem to be able to come up with anything good now. This was what really made him feel a little embarrassed.
In the past, I would have prepared whatever I wanted to command immediately, but now I was left to think about it all by myself, but I still couldn't think of anything interesting.
Suddenly, I had an idea. I once gave Xiao Xie a jasper bracelet, which was her favorite thing.
After having this idea, other things can be easily prepared. It is not difficult to prepare a good jade carving into a bracelet.
But the difficulty is that he is not sure what kind of reaction Xiao Xie will have when he sees this bracelet. Will he be happy, or will he be bored after seeing it?
After the bracelet was made, I put it in my hand and looked around. I felt like I couldn't get enough of it. It felt like I was back in time.
The bracelet was a gift given to Xiao Xie when they got married. It has been on her hand for almost ten years. If what happened to Qiong Hua hadn't happened later, the bracelet would still be on her hand.
All the mistakes he made were his fault. The more he recalled some things, the more ashamed he felt, so he didn't dare to have any thoughts about the grievances he suffered in this world.
Everyone felt that he deserved it, that he was atonement for his sins, and that if he suffered a little more, the shame in his heart might be alleviated a little bit.
"Young Master has been looking at this bracelet for several days. Is there anything special about this bracelet?"
Xiao Qing really became more and more confused about what her master wanted to do. She finally found a good piece of jade and made a bracelet. But is this bracelet so precious?
No matter how he looked at it, it was just an ordinary bracelet. He always felt that His Majesty should look down on such a bracelet, right?
But I'm embarrassed to say it. After all, the master made it with so much care. I'm not sure whether His Majesty can like it, but maybe he suddenly likes it?
"Of course you don't understand. The bracelet is just an ordinary bracelet, but you don't understand its meaning."
Xiao He said with emotion, only he knew the world in the past, and only he knew everything that happened.
It's completely different for this world. Even if people here tell it, they can't imagine what kind of world it will be.
Sometimes the memory of the past world slowly disappears, and when I wake up, I feel that maybe it was all a dream, and this world is real.
But what's even more frightening is that the abnormal memory is disappearing. Only the memory of how he hurt Xiao Xie is getting clearer and clearer, and he can clearly dream about it when he dreams.
I dreamed that I was bewitched by Qiong Hua, and how I became more and more alienated from Xiao Xie. Sometimes when I was awakened by nightmares, I felt that I was ashamed to see people. How could I dare to ask for forgiveness?
