"Are you saying that His Majesty has decreed the death of Concubine Li?"
When he learned the news, Qionghua felt scared but also relieved. Li Fei had deceived her as casually as a chess piece. Now she has finally paid the price.
But what I'm afraid of is that my status in His Majesty's heart will no longer be the same as before, because the Queen is really dead and will never live again. This will become the biggest barrier in His Majesty's heart.
What chance does she have of redeeming herself?
"Madam, Your Majesty has decided that Concubine Li was responsible for this matter and stabbed him to death, so it has nothing to do with us. I believe that Your Majesty will slowly forget about this matter as time passes."
Cherry could only persuade her over and over again. In fact, she didn't have much confidence in her heart, because His Majesty hadn't come once since the Queen died, and he hadn't come for nearly half a month.
This is something that has never happened in the past six months. No matter what happened, His Majesty would not be able to bear not seeing Madam for so long.
"I am just a victim. I have no children, so I am the most pitiful one! Did His Majesty really turn his anger on me? But it is clear that Concubine Li did all this. She has deep thoughts, is it? She coaxed and instigated, it’s all her fault, what does it have to do with me?”
In fact, this is where Qionghua really feels aggrieved. She obviously doesn't have so many bad intentions at all, and everything was instigated by Concubine Li!
It was all because of his advice that he did so many wrong things, which resulted in such a result.
"Your Majesty hasn't said anything now, but hasn't he done nothing after all? Didn't he punish Madam? It means that Your Majesty still cares about you. He is just waiting for the days to pass slowly in the future, and maybe it will get better. Woolen cloth?"
"Yes, you're right. I'd better not bother you now. When Your Majesty thinks it over slowly, maybe everything will be fine."
Qiong Hua could only take luck. Didn't he say that it was because he looked similar to the Queen that he caught His Majesty's eye?
Now that the Queen is gone, then I am a unique existence, no longer anyone's substitute. Sooner or later, Your Majesty will forget these things, and then I will definitely be the only one.
Since the Queen disappeared, Concubine Shu and Concubine Xian have been managing the affairs of the harem. They have a very good relationship with the Queen, and they naturally take every possible care of the children left behind by the Queen.
Not to mention that Yun Xi was there to serve her. At first, the two children kept crying day and night, but later they stopped crying. They knew that no matter how much they cried, their mother would never come back. Their attitude towards Xiao He They are also very indifferent.
People in the harem also complained a lot about Qiong Hua, and they all felt that it was because of her that the queen died. Although the culprit, Concubine Li, had been sentenced to death, didn't Qiong Hua have anything to do with it?
Xiao He has not gone to see Qiong Hua once this month, and he doesn't know what he should do.
Seeing the two children treating me as expressionless and cold as the queen they once were, I felt my heart slowly aching.
It's obviously not like this, it's obviously not like this in the past.
In the past, the husband and wife were loving, their children were smart and lovely, and everything was fine and perfect. But when did things start to slowly develop like this?
Is it her fault? Is it Li Fei's fault? Or is it all Qionghua's fault, and Qionghua shouldn't have been brought back in the first place?
But he really didn't think about this at the beginning, or did he think about it but didn't care at all, because he knew that no matter how unhappy the queen was, she would only tolerate it in the end?
Hearing the sound of the door being pushed open, Xiao He suddenly lost his usual joy because he knew clearly that no one except Qiong Hua would be so bold.
At this time, he actually dared to push in the door so unreasonably, but he felt a little more bored.
It seems really strange that Qionghua was doted on like a treasure a month ago, but now he doesn't feel any more disgusted.
The culprit is indeed Li Fei, but does it really have nothing to do with Qiong Hua?
That night, Qionghua insisted on forcing herself to punish the queen. It seemed that she might have guessed something and deliberately poured dirty water on the queen.
He always thought that Qionghua was just a naive little girl, who was often blinded by these feelings, and wanted more like an ignorant child. It didn't matter, he would pamper her and give it to her.
But now it seems that he is the most ignorant and naive one. Qionghua may not be as good as he thought. Once he has this idea, everything that happened in the past will become doubtful.
What I thought was Qionghua's cuteness in the past, now seems like maybe it's just the other person's pretense, pretending to be cute and cute, right?
You can defend yourself by saying that everything was instigated by Concubine Li, but if Qiong Hua was unwilling to listen to these words, why did he get close to Concubine Li?
It looked like the same people were coming in as usual, but they didn't have the usual liking.
"More than a month has passed, and the Queen's funeral has been completed. Your Majesty should cheer up!"
Qiong Hua said cautiously, looking at Xiao He's back, she wanted to run over to him like before, hug his waist and say a few words of grievance.
Telling how much he missed these days, he had to bear it hard and endure the Queen's funeral.
I am just afraid that His Majesty is in love with the situation. No matter how good the Queen is, she is gone and will never appear in my life again. In the future, this shadow will finally disappear completely!
She is either someone's substitute, someone who looks similar to someone, or someone who is unique and unique. Finally, she no longer has to hear these words!
In fact, she still has no regrets about this matter. If she had to do it over again, she would still say this because she really wanted to make the queen disappear.
"I know that what Concubine Li did has nothing to do with you, so I don't want to vent my anger on you. I have always thought that you are just a childish and ignorant little girl who sometimes behaves mischievously, but your heart is so soft, so you Tell me, is this all right?"
Xiao He just stood silently by the window, not even looking back.
If it were any other time, if he knew Qiong Hua was behind him, he would definitely turn around and hug him tightly in his arms, but now he really didn't have that thought.
"It was Concubine Li who used me like a pawn, and she harmed my child. When I lost my child, I was so excited that I mistakenly thought it was the Queen who harmed me.
So these days, I really feel guilty and ashamed. If I could do it again, I would never be so excited. I would definitely investigate everything thoroughly and not wrongly accuse anyone again! "
Qionghua quickly knelt on the ground and cried aggrievedly. In fact, when he said he was aggrieved, he was really aggrieved.
Although these days, the food and clothing are exactly the same as before, and although the palace people don't like her, they can only treat her respectfully. They don't care about this at all. All they care about is Your Majesty.
But today it seems that that uneasy feeling has really become a reality. Has His Majesty become so indifferent to him? He has even stood here for so long and is unwilling to look back at him.
This is because I used to live in the clouds and enjoyed a lot of love. Now, as long as there is even half a degree of coldness, I will feel it very keenly and be unwilling to accept it.
What I had received in the past was His Majesty's love that was as warm as fire. Others could only envy him. Now, as long as this love cools down a little, I can no longer bear it.
"Qionghua, when I first saw you, I thought you looked very similar to the Queen. But now it seems that I was wrong. You look nothing like the Queen. Please step back!"
There is no longer the usual gentle words, no special treatment, just treating an ordinary concubine.
Xiao He didn't even want to say any words of accusation. It turned out that when he really didn't like someone, he didn't even want to say anything. At this moment, he seemed to really understand the queen's feeling.
No wonder she was always silent in front of him. No wonder she didn't want to say a word even though she could clearly explain many things. That was how she felt at the time.
It's a feeling of disgust and tiredness. I feel sick all over when the other person is standing here. I feel like I have lost when I say a word.
At this moment he also felt this way about Qionghua.
"Mrs. Qionghua, you lose!"
When Qiong Hua went out in a daze, he met Yun Xi at a corner.
Hearing this sentence, he suddenly came back to his senses.
"What do you mean"
Qionghua asked while covering his heart, feeling that his heart was beating very fast, and he was suddenly afraid of hearing what Yun Xi said.
"Didn't you think you were different because of your youth? But now you are nothing more than that, because the Queen is no longer alive, and that will be a permanent thorn in His Majesty's heart.
As long as His Majesty sees you, he will think of how the empress committed suicide in despair. She will never be able to love you as she did before. Why don't you guess, will there be a younger and more beautiful woman entering the palace next time? Who will you be then? "
After Yun Xi finished speaking, she was very satisfied with Qiong Hua's despair, and came out to get some pastries from the imperial dining room.
The two highnesses have been very well-behaved these past few days. They are both studying their lessons seriously and will grow up safely.
That day I found the letter left by the Queen. After reading it, the two Highnesses have grown up silently, and she will always stay with the two Highnesses to watch them grow up.
Yun Xi had been gone for a long time, but Qiong Hua still stood there motionless. She stared blankly at the ground, with a lot of sweat on her forehead.
Who is she?
It seems like nothing matters now.
Everything I was once proud of seemed to be nothing.
She lost.
