But now, no matter how unwilling she is, what can she do? What confidence does she have?
The life of falling out of favor was really not easy. Compared with the food and clothing provided at the beginning, it was a huge difference. The people around him became more and more negligent and refused to listen no matter what they said.
Once she was sick and lying in bed. She half-consciously wanted the waiter to pour her a cup of tea, but the person was reluctant. She was so sick that she felt dizzy and couldn't even drink a cup of tea.
The imperial doctor who was invited just took a casual look, left some medicine and left. In the end, he relied on his own body to get through it slowly. If he was weaker, he might really die of illness!
I really felt that life was worse than death, not to mention that the intrigues between the concubines were really hard to guard against. Only then did I realize that these little tricks of my own were nothing at all, and some of them were ways to torture people.
And Yan Chen didn't even look at her anymore, it was like he had become an abandoned person after the novelty had worn off, left here to linger and no one cared about her.
The more fragile and helpless a person is, the more they will think of the past. When they think of Xiao Qi eating and drinking beside Yan Jin, they think that if they beg him, he can save themselves.
Many times I gave her many looks, but the other party respected her and didn't see that it was clear that she didn't want to have anything to do with her anymore. After one or two times, she became completely desperate and knew what kind of situation she had fallen into.
She was not originally from the Yan country, so she could feel the ostracism at this moment, not to mention that she offended many people when she was favored in the past, but now they are all adding insult to injury.
But are you willing to do so? Are you really unwilling?
Why are two men so heartless?
But the one who hurt her the most was still Xiao Qi. They had been so in love before, and even in the case of palace chaos, Xiao Qi could remember to take her away, but why is there no trace of the original affection now?
Xiao Qi clearly knew what kind of situation he was in, but Xiao Qi still ignored him and even wanted to get rid of him. Is he really willing to be Yan Jin's obedient dog?
impossible!
Anyway, he has fallen to this point. Xiao Qi, who has let him down before, can't even think about having a better life. Don't think that after coaxing Yan Jin well, he can still enjoy the rich food and drink, and he can't even think about it!
In the end, he bit his finger and wrote a letter in blood, and tried every means to deliver it to Xiao Qi. He was betting that Xiao Qi would soften his heart after seeing it and come over to see him.
Sure enough, she sat on the steps outside the house and waited for a long time. Sure enough, she saw someone sneaking in. It was Xiao Qi.
"I thought you wouldn't come. After all, Yan Jin is here, how dare you do something to make her unhappy?"
It was already late at night, and Qingdai was still wearing thin clothes. She had not been having a good time these days. She could not eat or drink well. She even had no good medicine for her illness. She had lost a lot of weight.
"I saw the letter you wrote to me. I thought of some things in the past and wanted to come and see you. But this is just the last time. I am Yanjin's person now. We should not meet again in the future."
Xiao Qi deliberately waited until so late to sneak over, and even got in through the hole in the wall, for no other reason than because he saw the blood letter.
The moment I saw so much blood, my heart suddenly hurt. After all, I was a person who had feelings for him before, so I thought of coming over to meet him, just as it was the last thing I could do.
"When you wanted to climb a high branch, why didn't you expect that you would end up like this? Why do you think that with your beauty, you can win His Majesty's favor?"
While talking, Xiao Qi suddenly thought of his former wife. Isn't Wei Shu still Chu Xiao's favorite concubine? Hasn't she been loved for so long?
Things are unpredictable, this is something that no one expected.
"I understand. I don't need you to teach me a lesson. I just feel that after I made a wrong step, everything is wrong. But the person I hate the most right now is you!"
Qingdai came over with a smile. They were outside the house at the moment. The person serving her had already gone to bed anyway, and there was a lotus pond next to it.
At first, Yan Chen really liked her and gave her the best palace and even a lotus pond, but now this love disappeared as quickly as it came, and it was gone before she could fully feel it.
Xiao Qi didn't speak, just looked at him quietly.
In fact, now he is unable to protect himself, and he doesn't know how to live his life. He relies entirely on Yan Jin. Is he really going to live like this in the future?
"I have never forgotten your cold and disgusting eyes. In fact, you have already planned to abandon me. You think I am of no use. You are also willing to see me end up like this, and you also want me to suffer. !Yes or no!"
Qingdai reached out and grabbed Xiao Qi's arm tightly. Under the moonlight, her face was very pale.
In fact, I have decided that I don't want to be tortured and bullied in the harem all the time. Even if I die, it will be painful. I just want to take Xiao Qi with me.
Before Xiao Qi could react, his whole body was pulled by Qingdai and suddenly fell into the lotus pond. His whole body was tightly grabbed and he couldn't even resist.
At the moment when the pool water was poured into his mouth and nose, what came to Xiao Qi's mind was his former wife. It seemed that the life in the princess's mansion was quite happy, right?
Gradually, the two of them became sinking and never made a sound again.
No one knew that on such a peaceful night, two people were sinking into the lotus pond.
Since Xuan Guiren became pregnant, the number of times Chu Xiao went to see Tao Yao had decreased a lot, and he had to take care of the child a lot of the time, wanting to see with his own eyes how his first child grew up.
People's energy is limited, and all their attention is on Xuangui, and they naturally can't take care of Taoyao.
Tao Yao still didn't care and drank a cup of tea calmly. The water in the British lotus pond should be extremely cold, right?
The lotus pond is the final destination for the two of them.
The long-awaited thing has finally come, and there is nothing to solve in this world, except that we still need to see Mingwan one last time.
"Your Majesty probably hasn't had a chance to visit you recently, right?"
As soon as she saw Tao Yao coming, Ming Wan went up to her worriedly. Even she could get this news, which meant that His Majesty was really thinking about Xuan Gui.
"I don't care at all whether you come to see me or not, I just want to come and see you."
Taoyao smiled and looked at Mingwan carefully, trying to write down the other person's appearance. Who said friendship is not the best relationship? Until this moment, she can still feel the deep worry of the other party.
"I'm really fine, don't worry about me."
Mingwan wanted to say something, but she didn't say it after all. Some words she didn't want to say clearly at the moment.
At this moment, Tao Yao was probably feeling very uncomfortable. If she said these words again, she would only feel irritated.
In fact, she thought that in the future, when His Majesty's feelings for Tao Yao gradually fade away, she would personally beg His Majesty to let Tao Yao leave with her.
But this is all a matter for the future, now it is better to take it one step at a time.
When a Xuangui man has a child, most of His Majesty's attention will be transferred to her. In the future, when other women have children, Taoyao's place will be completely lost in His Majesty's eyes.
"If you're good, then I'll be relieved."
Taoyao patted Mingwan's hand, and when she left, Mingwan stared at her back for a while, feeling that something was a little bit wrong.
But I couldn't tell what was wrong, and thinking about what happened in recent days, I could only sigh.
But what she didn't know was that this time was the last time she and Taoyao met.
When Tao Yao returned, she noticed that there was someone in the room, and it turned out to be Chu Xiao.
"Why did your Majesty come here today? Is Mr. Xuangui okay?"
Tao Yao was still neither cold nor indifferent. Looking at Chu Xiao, she felt that she no longer had the satisfaction she once had.
Maybe this man says he loves you but he doesn't love you either. He says he should give up and it's still a little bit of a pity. It can only be said that it would have been better not to have it in the first place.
Maybe the real Wei Shu died too early, but she still had a slightly different feeling in Chu Xiao's heart. If she lived for a long time, I'm afraid this slight difference would slowly disappear.
"I just thought that I haven't come to see you for a long time, so I wanted to come and see you. Mr. Xuangui has an imperial doctor taking care of you, so nothing will happen."
Chu Xiao's eyes were staring straight at Tao Yao, he really missed her a little.
"His Majesty will have more children and more women in the future. Xuangui's child is the first child for His Majesty, which has an unusual significance. In the future, he will slowly get used to it and become indifferent. Get up."
Tao Yao stared into Chu Xiao's eyes and smiled.
In fact, this is how it is originally. An emperor can have many children, and gradually the children become nothing more than that to him, and the first child is just a little bit more special.
Chu Xiao did not refute, because it was indeed the case.
Suddenly, someone came from outside to report that Mr. Xuangui felt unwell. Chu Xiao hurriedly comforted him and went to Mr. Xuangui's place.
Taoyao just smiled and shook her head, everything should come to an end.
This man loves her, but he doesn't love her that much. It would be a pity to abandon her if she has no taste for food.
The next day, when Hong Luo came in and wanted to help Tao Yao get up, she found that there was no one in the room and not even the quilt had been moved. She was shocked and could only report to Chu Xiao immediately.
Chu Xiao suddenly felt a pain in his heart, and the uneasy feeling became more and more intense. He rushed to Taoyao's house and found that it was exactly the same as when he went there last night. Everything was there, but that person was no longer there. .
Where have people gone?
There was a letter in front of the dressing table. Chu Xiao anxiously picked up the letter and wrote only one line in a hurry.
Let Mingwan take Hongluo back to the fief and let them live in peace for the rest of their lives.
The letter slowly slipped from his hand and fell to the ground. Chu Xiao didn't dare to accept it, but this person suddenly disappeared out of thin air, without any trace at all!
He had people search every corner of the palace. It was impossible not to find a living person, but he couldn't find him. He really just disappeared out of thin air!
After searching for a while, he still couldn't find anything. Chu Xiao also ordered people to stop searching. If a person disappears, just disappear.
The treasure that he thought could be recovered was now lost again, but it really left a incomplete hole in his heart. Every time he thought about it, he felt emotional and sighed.
He ordered the guards to escort Mingwan and Hongluo back to the isolation area, and rewarded them with some gold, silver and jewelry so that they could live a peaceful life.
It's just that the house where Taoyao once lived has never been visited again. Sometimes when she feels tired, she will go there and stay for a while.
On this day, Chu Xiao was sitting on the bed where Tao Yao had slept, and he could still smell the familiar fragrance of peach blossoms.
In fact, he really didn't remember how long it had been since that person left. He only knew that it had been a long, long time.
It was so long that Xuangui's child was born safely and could jump around, so long that he almost thought that person never existed.
In fact, he has gotten everything he wanted in his life, and everything seems to be perfect, but some people will never get it again.
Suddenly, a petal blew from the window, and it happened to blow into the palm of his hand. When he looked carefully, it was a peach petal.
It seems that what that person likes most is peach blossoms.
