But the truth is cruel. In this midterm exam, Han Lu not only failed in mathematics and English, because Lu Baoping helped Han Lu write half of the liberal arts homework for half a semester, which wasted the liberal arts that Han Lu still had a place in. That exam , Han Lu's history is only 25 points, which is the lowest score in Han Lu's academic career.
She sacrificed three liberal arts subjects and failed to pass math and English. It can be said that she lost her wife and lost her army. This time her results were not as good as the final exam results of the previous semester. Han Lu's grade ranking dropped from 800 to 1,000. There are only a little over a thousand people in the grade. What's even more annoying is that after finishing the exam, facing such a result, Lu Baoping still put all the responsibility on Han Lu as usual, thinking that she had no fault at all.
However, at this time, Han Lu was not the submissive and easy-to-bully person she used to be. Faced with Lu Baoping's blame-shifting, Han Lu mercilessly insulted Lu Baoping, saying that this is all your responsibility, Lu Baoping. After a big quarrel with Han Lu, Lu Baoping labeled Han Lu as ignorant and stubborn.
In the three years of junior high school, Han Lu was in trouble from beginning to end. Both her family and her studies were faced with an unprecedented crisis. When the high school entrance examination came, Han Lu's results were as expected by her class teacher Ren Gaofei, not even above the general high school score.
In the second half of the second semester of the second grade of junior high school, Lu Baoping saw that Han Lu's studies had reached the point of terminal illness, and she thought that Han Lu, a waste, was no longer useful. In this case, let alone the college entrance examination, she would not even be able to pass the high school entrance examination!
Therefore, Lu Baoping began to pay attention to schools such as technical schools and junior colleges, hoping that Han Lu would learn a skill.
But how could Han Lu accept all this!
Lu Baoping is so selfish and self-righteous. She does everything from her own point of view and is self-centered, without any regard for her son's feelings!
Han Lu worked hard for ten years, ten years! Why did he give up like that? Lu Baoping was lucky to be able to say this. Technical secondary schools and junior colleges are places where students go. If he was destined to be a technical secondary school or junior college from the beginning, then what would happen to him in the past ten years? What is the purpose of studying hard day and night?
Just for that broken junior college? Just to hang out with those poor students who can't get into college?
In the past ten years, I have given so much and sacrificed so much. Looking at the friends who used to play with me, watching my old enemies Zhao Zhuoyi and Mao Yuanqi, all of them can advance to high school, but I can't even pass the high school entrance examination. , Han Lu cannot accept this result no matter what!
If at the beginning, Lu Baoping only put the ideal of entering college into her son, hoping that he could enter college, then in the past ten years, under Lu Baoping's subtle influence and severe criticism, this ideal has gradually deepened in Han Lu's life. It has taken root in her heart, and now there is a huge contrast between dreams and reality, which makes Han Lu's dreams gradually turn into obsessions!
The biggest difference between dreams and obsessions is that dreams can be easily given up or because reality changes, while obsessions are to work hard towards that goal regardless of all realistic factors! Fight until death! Even if it takes a lifetime! Even if you risk everything! A goal that must be achieved even if it means risking one's own life! qs
Lu Baoping naturally couldn't see this, and still went her own way, arranging Han Lu's life according to her own ideas. According to her arrangement, Han Lu only needed to learn a skill, and then she could make money to support her family. A well-matched daughter-in-law spends her whole life building a family, starting a business, and having children. As Han Lu's mother, she has completed all her duties as a parent by preparing everything she needs to prepare.
There will be a fierce struggle between these two completely different ideas in the next ten years, maybe even twenty or thirty years. No matter how long it takes, no matter what she goes through, Han Lu's obsession will never happen. Change, this is the same for Lu Baoping. Ever since Lu Baoping saw that Han Lu had no hope of getting into college, she has been pushing Han Lu to follow her own life path!
Adhering to her beliefs, Han Lu endured the humiliation. Before the high school entrance examination, she was ridiculed by her class teacher Ren Gaofei and teachers of various subjects. After the high school entrance examination, she failed and decided to repeat the study and compete for the high school entrance examination again the next year!
Unfortunately, the result was still cruel. In the second year of high school entrance examination, Han Lu still failed to pass the general and high school entrance examination. Han Lu also had some problems herself. Through this year, Han Lu also found that she had a learning problem.
Not only is it inefficient, but it also does not have the independent thinking and learning abilities that a junior high school student should have.
After wasting a year, Lu Baoping had to send Han Lu to a junior college no matter what. For this reason, she tried her best and tried her best to pretend to be worried about Han Lu's future in front of relatives and friends, and took Han Lu with her. Lu's sister-in-law made a show of going to Hu County to show Han Lu a private junior college, and was introduced to Han Lu to a transportation-related junior college in Yaozhou City. As for the major, Lu Baoping also arranged for Han Lu Okay, let's study the subway or railway major. In Lu Baoping's opinion, these two majors are both bad jobs. One is an emerging company, and the other has always been a well-known, well-known company that makes a lot of money and offers good benefits.
Han Lu learned about a shortcut to go directly to high school through this high school entrance examination, which was to study on loan and place her student status in a remote middle school outside the Sixth District of the city. She could study in Dongcheng, Yaozhou City Middle school and high school, more than that, Han Lu has also done a survey. Now the high school entrance examination is much more difficult than the college entrance examination. The score line for the college entrance examination in Yaozhou City is decreasing year by year. In three years, the score line for the college entrance examination will be even lower than it is now. There is no hope. Yes, the second book is totally promising, even the second book is not good, the third book has not been canceled at that time!
But even with such good news, Lu Baoping firmly disagreed. She insisted that Han Lu study in a college for five years to learn technology and not waste time on meaningless things, because Lu Baoping did not believe that Han Lu could get into college. I don’t believe it either!
Lu Baoping still has the habit of sticking to the rules. In her opinion, people who fail the high school entrance examination are not qualified to go to high school or take the college entrance examination. Han Lu's channel and behavior of going to high school and taking the college entrance examination are completely opportunistic. The most important thing is What’s more, the borrowing fee is 12,000 yuan! She felt sorry for the money, which was their hard-earned money and was given to the borrowing school and student school in vain.
The mother and son had a big quarrel because of this matter. Han Lu said she would not listen to Lu Baoping and go to some shitty junior college. Lu Baoping also scolded the Dongcheng Middle School where Han Lu was studying as the most trashy and trashiest school in Yaozhou City. It was a poor high school, and the school he was enrolled in was an inferior remote rural school!
That summer vacation was the most difficult summer vacation Han Lu had ever had. After all, Han Lu was a minor and her arms could not twist her thighs. Lu Baoping further put pressure on Han Lu for her own purposes and told Han Lu's situation accurately. The relatives and friends they knew and her best friend told her that except for Han Lu's grandfather, all of them stood on the same front as Lu Baoping, and no one supported Han Lu to study in Dongcheng High School. !
To this day, Han Lu still clearly remembers that Han Lu's uncle Lu Zhengwei asked her plausibly at that time: "What do you plan to do in the future? What's the point of going to high school? What do you plan to do after you get out? You should find someone now." It’s a hobby, learn a skill and support yourself later!”
In just a few days, Han Lu had heard these words more than a hundred times. In their eyes, has a bachelor's degree become so worthless? Is a junior college student with excellent skills really as good as a bachelor's degree from 985?
What is going on in this family? Is it the distortion of human nature or the loss of morals? Lu Baoping can actually unite with such relatives to oppose her going to high school and put pressure on herself. Is this life his own or that of their relatives? !
These people regard themselves as older, rely on their elders, and under the banner of doing good for Han Lu, they can interfere with Han Lu's choices and life at will, and Han Lu's fate seems to be toyed with by these ghosts in human skin. Between applause.
At this moment, Han Lu seemed to see clearly that she could not resist the fate of going to a junior college no matter what. During the summer vacation, Han Lu went to the Internet cafe to play games every day. As for which shabby junior college she would go to in the future, it was up to her. Lu Baoping, come on!
Originally thought that things would never get better, but Lu Baoping had been looking for a school for Han Lu for two months. It was almost the end of August, and September was the beginning of school. Lu Baoping had not yet decided on a school for herself, which inevitably made Han Lu nervous. Some worries, fearing that she will miss the time to enter school.
Fortunately, on August 29, Lu Baoping came to talk to Han Lu with her favorite school, and this talk was an unprecedented one, because apart from Han Lu's parents and himself, everyone present , and five or six relatives.
At the beginning, the adults were minding their own business and chatting about Han Lu.
Han Lu was not asked for her opinion at all when it came to the school's arrangements. Lu Baoping decided on the major herself, without even asking Han Lu if she was willing to learn it.
Han Lu just sat on the sofa without saying a word, waiting for their final announcement.
However, Lu Baoping unexpectedly changed the subject at this time and threw several colleges she was optimistic about in front of Han Lu and asked him where he planned to study.
Lu Baoping can be said to be a snake-hearted person who knows all the tricks. She knew clearly that Han Lu wanted to go to Dongcheng Middle School to attend high school. She had not agreed to Han Lu's idea before, but now she was flattering her in front of all her relatives. She told her that She seems to be such a reasonable, conscientious and responsible mother.
At this moment, Han Lu saw Lu Baoping's face clearly. She had only one purpose in asking Han Lu about his wishes at this time!
