Many years later, whenever Han Lu looked back on her elementary school, junior high school and high school years, she couldn't help but lament how she got through that extremely dark time...
At the same time, Han Lu also ushered in the final exam of the third grade of elementary school. Every time she took the exam, no matter whether it was a big test or a small test, Han Lu was always burdened with a huge psychological burden. This time was no exception. Every question he answered was... Be cautious, for fear of making mistakes. As long as there are no mistakes in the entire test paper, although Lu Baoping will not praise herself, it is better than making mistakes and being scolded.
Han Lu was extra cautious in this exam. She answered every question carefully. Many students had finished writing early, but Han Lu was still answering the questions. This was the case for the two consecutive exams. When she finally handed in the paper, Han Lu let out a sigh of relief, as if I am not answering questions, but clearing mines.
For this exam, Han Lu is full of confidence that there will be no mistakes. Among the additional math questions, Han Lu is 120% confident that she can get it right. If it's less than 100% correct, there's simply no answer.
I originally thought this time would be foolproof, but things didn't work out as I hoped. The greater the hope, the greater the disappointment. Han Lu took an exam with full confidence and scored perfect, with a perfect score of 100 in mathematics (99 points, 10 additional questions), and 100 points in Chinese. Anyone else would have jumped for joy when it came to the results, but when Han Lu got the math paper, her whole heart went cold because he made a mistake in the calculation of the first major question and was deducted a point.
Although it was only one point and it was caused by her own negligence, Lu Baoping didn't care about it. She only looked at the results!
Han Lu also kept comforting herself, saying that it was only one point and the problem was not big, but she felt unsure at all because he knew his mother's vicious and greedy thoughts all too well.
Sure enough, Lu Baoping was still not satisfied with such a result. When she returned home, she casually glanced at Han Lu's perfect Chinese test paper, glanced aside, then pointed at the one-point difference in Han Lu's math score, and kept criticizing him. There is no praise, only abuse and criticism.
What Han Lu couldn't bear the most was when Lu Baoping mentioned the two children of her colleagues in her workplace, Zhao Zhuoyi and Mao Yuanqi!
It is said that Zhao Zhuoyi scored 120 points in the math test this time, and even solved the additional math question that Han Lu failed to solve. Although Mao Yuanqi is not as good as Zhao Zhuoyi, she also got full marks in Chinese and mathematics, and got one of the additional math questions correctly. , which means that Mao Yuanqi is one point higher than Han Lu in total!
It was this point that caused Han Lu to lose to this kid from another family again!
Although Han Lu was mentally prepared for such a result, she could not accept it anyway. Why do you have to compare yourself with them? With her current grades, she is already an outstanding student in the class. Lu Baoping no longer has to worry about being named and criticized by the teacher during class meetings. Why is Lu Baoping still not satisfied?
The most terrible thing is that not only did Lu Baoping talk about them, this time even Han Lu's only good friend compared him with him. He didn't do well in English that time and went home crying, just because he was When she went home crying, Lu Baoping said that she was very motivated, that Han Lu had never been like her when she failed in the exam, and that she would definitely be better than Han Lu in the future. She said this as if she had not seen Han Lu's 100% English. Paper... (Since English scores were not included in primary school grades for each semester at that time, Lu Baoping took out English alone to compare with others. However, even if it was not taken out alone, Zhao Zhuoyi and Mao Yuanqi's scores were not inferior to Han's. Lu.)
Han Lu looked at what was happening in front of her and felt extremely chilled. He seemed to understand that no matter how good he was, no one was better than him in the eyes of his mother! No one is better than yourself! In her eyes, she is an incompetent, stupid, and idiot who is inferior to other children in everything!
What's even more irritating is that Han Lu has long been under Lu Baoping's cruel surveillance, and his personality has long become introverted and withdrawn. This has also led to him not liking to socialize with his classmates, and even disagreeing with his classmates' thoughts and ideas. Likewise, she often gets into fistfights with her classmates, and Han Lu has always been very ruthless in fights. As long as she takes advantage of her, she will often be punished by classmates who bully her or deliberately take things from her without returning them. Teach him a lesson. If the fight is small, he can resolve it by himself. If the big one is serious, he can alert the teacher to resolve it.
For Han Lu's character, she naturally doesn't get along with her classmates. The teacher also has a headache in solving Han Lu's matter, because as long as Han Lu and other students are involved,
From an adult's point of view, Han Lu was not wrong about the fight, but Han Lu and the others were not adults after all, but primary school students, so it seemed that Han Lu's actions were a bit excessive.
At that time, many people, including teachers, may have thought that Han Lu was stingy, could not take jokes, and even had violent tendencies. However, no one knew what a dark and decadent family Han Lu lived in and the world in which he lived. There was never light, never warmth, only achievements and benefits for Lu Baoping. Everything about him was firmly in the hands of this cruel and vicious woman, and his violent tendencies were subtly infected by Lu Baoping. For Han Lu.
Lu Baoping naturally knew that Han Lu often had conflicts with her classmates at school, but she did not criticize her harshly because it was indeed other classmates who provoked Han Lu first every time. But what she didn't know was this The source of all behaviors is her influence!
Han Lu would definitely not have many friends with a character like this. In elementary school, he always had only one friend, and that was his only good friend. I remember that Han Lu had no friends at that time. At first, Lu Baoping even mocked Han Lu and said that he was A lonely hero, he didn’t even have a friend he could talk to. Later, not long after Lu Baoping said these words, Han Lu made a good friend. At that time, Han Lu didn’t have anything in mind for Lu Baoping. Being on guard, Lu Baoping quickly learned that Han Lu had made a good friend. .br>
The speaker has no intention, but the listener has intention. It was such an inconspicuous little thing that made Lu Baoping grasp the idea. Since Lu Baoping met Han Lu's friend, she knew that the relationship between the two was very good, and Lu Baoping learned that Han Lu had made this friend. She was doing well in studies, so she began to deliberately provoke the relationship between the two. In front of Han Lu, she said that he was good at this and that, and that he was better than Han Lu at everything. Even if he sometimes did not do as well as Han Lu, Lu Baoping would do the same. The picky ones say he is good.
Therefore, from a very early time, Han Lu understood the truth, that is, there is no so-called fairness and justice in this world. Fairness belongs to the strong, and the weak can only be controlled by the strong. Just like now, Han Lu He is just a child, how can he survive Lu Baoping, who is an adult and is his mother? Even if Han Lu is right and reasonable, in Lu Baoping's eyes, she will think that Han Lu has challenged her authority. All she needs to do is to maintain her authority as a parent. She will not consider who is right or wrong at all, let alone Han Lu's feelings. This is true not only for Lu Baoping, but also for the teachers in the class.
I remember that in the last semester of the third grade of elementary school, there was a listening question in the English mid-term exam. The general meaning of the question was to mark the four directions of southeast, northwest and southeast with arrows on the test paper according to the radio prompts. It was a very simple question. For Han Lu, There was no difficulty at all, but just such an inconspicuous and simple question caused Han Lu to stumble.
During the exam, Han Lu's deskmate and his classmate Wang Haoyu had already noticed Han Lu's question. They were all snickering. Han Lu naturally noticed their abnormal behavior, but she didn't know they were doing it. What are you laughing at? Besides, he is taking an exam now. Time is tight and he is not allowed to be distracted, so he doesn't pay much attention.
On the day when the test results came out, Han Lu scored 100 points in the English test. It was originally a very happy thing. Unexpectedly, after Han Lu got the paper, Wang Haoyu, Han Lu’s front desk officer, directly snatched Han Lu’s test paper. He I briefly glanced at Han Lu's question that pointed out east, west, north, south, and directly raised my hand to the teacher to report Han Lu.
At this time, Han Lu was still confused. Wang Haoyu told the teacher that Han Lu's answer to this question was not standardized. Although the answer was correct, it should be wrong. The teacher looked at the question and listened to the student's opinion. , modified Han Lu's score, and deducted almost all the points for Han Lu's big question. This time, the original 100 points became 86 points. This result is unacceptable to Han Lu. There is no need to explain the reason. He said that Lu Baoping would go crazy if she lost just one point on this test paper. After losing so many points, how could she explain to Lu Baoping in a few hours?
Explain to her that the points were deducted because her answers were irregular?
Haha, Lu Baoping doesn't care about this, she only cares about the results!
Han Lu, who was frightened and angry, got angry on the spot and punched Wang Haoyu several times in front of the English teacher. It seemed that the authority of the English teacher was being challenged. She scolded Han Lu on the spot and recovered it in full view of the whole class. To save face, let’s give up.
Originally this matter was over
Han Lu returned to her seat and took a look at the eighty-six-point English test paper. Although she was angry, she was helpless. Lu Baoping would definitely go crazy when she got such a score. She still had homework to do. Every time Lu Baoping went crazy beating and scolding herself, which took up a long time.
At that time, Han Lu seemed to have heard of a way to relieve unpleasant moods, which was to write down the unpleasant things that happened on paper and then burn them. I have to say that this method was very effective, but it was also the same. , and Han Lu fell into an even bigger storm.
After the scores were handed out in that English class, there were no more tasks. The teacher turned on the TV and played cartoons for everyone to watch. Naturally, Han Lu was not in the mood to watch. He saw that everyone's eyes were focused on the TV and no one paid attention to him, so he wrote After finishing his homework, he took out his composition book and wrote down what just happened. He didn't want to be halfway through writing, but his damn deskmate saw this scene again.
