"By the way, you two are going to college soon. What majors did you choose?" Molin asked.
"What we study is railway operation management." Zhang Xiaoyu said.
"Railway operation, doesn't that mean you will work on the railway from now on." Molin asked.
Qi Mingzhi nodded and said: "That's not necessarily true. It's best to be recruited by the railway after graduation. It doesn't matter if you can't. It doesn't mean that we have to do whatever job we major in. Let's take it one step at a time."
Qi Mingzhi and Zhang Xiaoyu were in a good mood and did not worry too much about the future. Just like Han Lu, he could not do this.
"Lao Lu, what are you doing?"
At this time, Mo Lin noticed that Han Lu had been writing something on her mobile phone, and asked out of curiosity.
"I'm writing." Han Lu said with a smile: "The title of the book "Yin Yang Reincarnation" is a supernatural book."
"Wow, ah!" Qi Mingzhi and Zhang Xiaoyu both became interested when they heard it. Qi Mingzhi came over and asked with a smile: "Lao Lu, where did you write this book? Have you decided on the protagonist?"
"Well, that's not the case yet. The protagonist hasn't appeared yet." Han Lu asked doubtfully, "What's wrong? You don't want to be the protagonist, do you?"
"Haha, if you don't have any objection, I won't mind either."
"Fuck you, you're such a coward and still want to be the protagonist." Zhang Xiaoyu said with a smile: "First, the protagonist should be handsome, second, the three views should be correct, and most importantly, the protagonist should be responsible , has strength, and is the most awesome existence here."
"Ahem, that Xiaoyu, I am a supernatural being, not a cultivator." Han Lu reminded with a smile: "At the beginning of this kind of supernatural being, the protagonist must be suffering from a cursed disease or something like that. Are you sure you want to be such a protagonist? ?"
"Uh, okay."
Zhang Xiaoyu lost interest as soon as he heard this, and Li Ao came up, patted Han Lu on the shoulder, and said with a smile: "How about your Ao brother being the protagonist? Anyway, you Ao brother and I are Mr. Yin and Yang, can I still I’ll provide you with some materials.”
"This... let's talk about this later." Han Lu said with a wry smile: "I haven't thought about the details yet, but I will definitely give Brother Ao a pivotal position."
"Okay, let's just say this to you, Lao Lin, let's tell Lao Lu about the supernatural events and provide him with additional materials!" Li Ao laughed and said, "You come first, let's start with the story about your Snake Mountain Snake God. .”
Later, Mo Lin and Li Ao talked about a lot of supernatural events they experienced and monsters they encountered, especially the eighteen levels of hell in the underworld, which made people feel like they were actually there.
"Old Lin, Brother Ao, your experience can really write a book." Han Lu said with a smile: "To be honest, I can't imagine so many monsters and monsters based on my imagination."
"Hahaha, that's a joke." Li Ao laughed and said, "Don't even think about it. When I was a freshman in high school, I was the best ghost story teller in the class."
A few people were chatting, and it was dusk before they knew it.
At this moment, outside the car window was a golden wheat field, which looked particularly beautiful under the setting sun. Zhang Xiaoyu and Qi Mingzhi were both a little tired, so they went back to their beds to sleep.
Li Ao had nothing to do and wandered around in other carriages. Now only Mo Lin and Han Lu were left sitting below.
"I really envy Lao Qi and Xiaoyu." At this time, Han Lu suddenly said: "Now the country includes college students as college students, and they are now considered quasi-college students."
"It's just a junior college. Anyone can get into it. Don't you know that today's junior colleges are very good? There's nothing to envy." Mo Lin ate bread and chatted with Han Lu: "Lao Lu, don't think too much. , have fun this time, and study hard after playing. With your ability, it is definitely not a problem to take at least two exams!"
Han Lu smiled and said: "Yes, it is not difficult to take the second degree exam. When I was young, I often heard my mother tell me how great college life was. She was so envious of it. She hoped that I could also take the exam in the future. superior."
Having said this, Han Lu fell into deep thought and didn't speak for a long time.
Seeing that Han Lu was depressed, Mo Lin asked, "Lao Lu, what are you thinking about? Didn't they tell you not to think too much? No one can predict the future. Just take the present step by step."
"No, I
Instead of thinking about the future, I think about the present and the past. "Han Lu looked calmly and said: "To be honest, I am a little confused now. I always thought that my mother was annoying me because I had no hope of getting into college. But through my hard work, I have come step by step to where I am today. College was just the final step, but I was a little confused. I didn't know whether what I insisted on was right or wrong. Can going to college really prove myself and change everyone's attitude towards me? "
"My mother has scolded me for being stupid and stupid since I was a child. She thinks I am not as good as other children in everything."
"Other people's children are always so outstanding and perfect in her eyes. Zhao Zhuoyi, Mao Yuanqi, Zhang Yaqian, it seems that no matter how good I am, I am always shorter in front of them."
"My mother always compared me with them. At that time, I was just an honest and poor child. I only knew how to listen to my parents, respect them, and work hard to compete with other people's children in study and performance. "
"Although my mother has never recognized my achievements, at that time I still firmly believed that as long as I work hard enough, work hard enough, and be obedient enough, my mother will definitely see my efforts and recognize me, but the reality is that after all It’s not a fairy tale, everything in the real world is cruel, and something happened later that made me give up completely.”
"At that time, I had a good friend, a very close friend, my only friend. Originally our friendship was very clean and pure, but because my mother knew about my friend, she also added him to other people's families. Among the children, I can’t compare him to me. One time, he only scored 70% in his English final exam. Because he cried all the way home, my mother admired him very much and said that he would definitely do it next time. If you do better than me in the exam, you will definitely be more promising than me in the future."
"From then on, I knew that no matter how hard I tried or how desperate I was, she would never look me in the eyes. In her eyes, other people's children would always be better than her own. Over the past eighteen years, she has treated me I only have criticism and abuse, and no matter how well I do, there is never a word of praise for me from beginning to end.”
When he said these words, Han Lu's eyes were reddish and filled with tears. His young face was filled with endless vicissitudes of life. He sobbed softly: "So...so, I really I don’t know...even if I get into college, will she recognize me? What should I do if all this doesn’t change at all?”
Mo Lin looked at Han Lu who was trembling and crying with some sadness. She didn't know how to persuade him. It could be seen that the harm done to him by his parents and close relatives was too great. This harm has been deeply imprinted on Han Lu. Deep in his heart, I am afraid that this will be a nightmare that will linger in his life.
Mo Lin put his hand on Han Lu's shoulder, squeezed out a smile, and said: "Lao Lu, you have come here alone these years, right? You need someone to talk to now. If you believe me, why not How about I be the person you talk to, pour some of the bitter water you have drank over the years on my side, I believe you will feel much better if you tell me."
"Are you really willing to listen?" Han Lu looked at Mo Lin with tears in her eyes.
Mo Lin nodded slightly towards Han Lu.
Han Lu glanced at Mo Lin, took a deep breath, and her thoughts went back to more than ten years ago...
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Eighteen years ago, Han Lu was born in an ordinary family in Yaozhou City.
When she was a child, Han Lu often heard her grandfather talk about her mother, and also saw photos of her mother when she was a child. At that time, her mother had a ponytail and was very beautiful.
Every time grandpa talks about his mother, Lu Baoping, he always tells Han Lu earnestly how hard she worked in studying, but the method was not clever. She ended up in high school and failed to enter university. Later, she went to a technical school and then to TV University. Lu Baoping's wish is that her children can be admitted to college and experience college life on her behalf...
Therefore, Han Lu's mother Lu Baoping's initial plan was also based on Han Lu's college entrance examination.
Soon, Han Lu entered the first grade of elementary school. The first grade of elementary school was the beginning of Han Lu's academic career and the beginning of all the karma.
Maybe it was because she was not used to it when she first started school. Han Lu’s performance in school was not very good.
Han Lu's class teacher, Yu Fangli, disliked Han Lu because he failed to achieve excellent results in several quizzes and monthly exams. She repeatedly tried to embarrass and bully him in school.
Fortunately, Han Lu has a very good mentality and never cares about anything with others, let alone pay attention to Yu Fangli's insults to her. However, just because Han Lu can do it by herself does not mean that Lu Baoping can also do it. arrive.
I remember one time, because Han Lu had poor grades in a math test, she was forced to take her to the teaching office by math teacher Shi. Teacher Shi didn't save Han Lu any face and yelled at Han Lu for being stupid! And he scolded him in front of the dean...
In the afternoon, classmates tested each other's calligraphy. Han Lu didn't make up for the class because she was sick before, so she couldn't read many words. Moreover, he had just come back from the teaching office and was not in a good mood. However, he thought this was a spontaneous test by his classmates, not the class teacher. I didn't pay much attention to the requirement to test new words, but unfortunately, this matter was later found out by the head teacher Yu Fangli. As soon as Yu Fangli heard that Han Lu didn't know thirty words, she immediately called him Parent Lu Baoping came to school...
At dusk, Han Lu and Lu Baoping walked out of the school gate together. Under the shining of the setting sun, Han Lu saw tears streaming from her mother, Lu Baoping's eyes. This was the first time Han Lu saw her mother cry. This time It deeply hurt Han Lu's heart.
"It's not that I can't learn well, it's just that I'm not serious..."
From then on, Han Lu began to become serious. At that time, he believed that learning was for teachers, for school, and to protect his mother from being bullied by teachers...
