Miaoyu felt like she was in a dream, not knowing where she was, until she felt that she was lying on the straw mat, and the evil man was already untying her clothes.
"Don't..." Miaoyu suddenly woke up, quickly grabbed her clothes, sat up and sat up.
Jia Lian saw her firm eyes and faint panic, and kept glancing towards the door of the room. After a pause, he sat sideways on the wooden bed and reached out to her again.
"You~"
"do not move."
Jia Lian took away Miaoyu's breast-protecting hand, stretched his hands under her ribs, gathered her loose robe to her right waist, and then tied it slowly from bottom to top.
Just like the method that was solved just now.
Miaoyu looked at Jia Lian who suddenly became gentle. The uneasiness in her heart slowly disappeared and she became calm.
Unexpectedly, after Jia Lian tied her clothes, he stretched out his arms to pick her up and put her into his arms.
She had lost her mind before being forced by Jia Lian, but now she was conscious. How could Miaoyu be willing to have such close contact with Jia Lian again?
The statue on the other side was still looking at them with ugly eyes.
"If you move again, I'm going to kiss you again."
Jia Lian lowered his head and pressed his face against Miaoyu's delicate, red face, whispering a smile into her ear.
Miaoyu trembled all over and did not dare to move again. Jia Lian rewarded her with a peck on her ear, then held the beauty in her arms tightly and continued to feel the beauty of her body.
A woman like Miaoyu, similar to Daiyu, is of such stunning beauty that it may be difficult to find another one in the world!
Therefore, Jia Lian fell in love with her the first time he saw her.
Since he likes her, he naturally has to find ways to get her by his side. What's more, this little girl seems to be secretly interested in him.
It seems that what happened at Panxiang Temple in Suzhou in the third year of Ning Kang's life had a huge impact on this seemingly noble but actually innocent woman who grew up in Buddhism. So much so that when we met again now, we almost let him hug her directly to the bed.
It is conceivable that if he had changed places, he might have captured them all by now!
Just when Jia Lian was secretly proud of having the beauty back in his arms, the beauty in his arms was also turning over and over in his heart.
After hundreds of days and nights of thinking about her, Miaoyu's feelings were very complicated and weird once she fell into the arms of an evil person again.
There is beauty, peace of mind and the satisfaction of getting what you want, but there is also hesitation, self-blame and fear of the unknown future.
He wanted to push Jia Lian away because her current posture was really not in line with the commandments. Moreover, as long as a female nun from the Monastery comes in and sees her lying in the arms of a man, her ten years of pure cultivation will be in vain, and her reputation will be ruined from then on.
For her, practice and reputation are the two most important things, and they all come before life!
Therefore, she definitely does not want to do this. It's all because Jia Lian was so disgusting, he forced her to hold her and put her in such extreme danger...
In order to ignore this danger, and to relieve the tension and embarrassment in her heart, Miaoyu hid in Jia Lian's arms and asked quietly: "What are you going to do to me..."
It was originally a question, but there was no inquiring tone. It was quiet, as if complaining.
Jia Lian replied: "What else can I do? I told you two years ago that when you are eighteen years old, I will marry you and be my wife."
It's okay that Jia Lian didn't mention this, but when he mentioned Miaoyu, he immediately became angry.
She sneered, "Marry me back and make me your concubine?
All the men in the world are really the same. They only know how to bully and play with us women, but they have never really thought about us at all..."
Realizing the anger level of the woman in his arms who suddenly went berserk, Jia Lian couldn't help but increase his strength with his arms to control her. Then he looked down at her and said with a smile: "We have talked about it and discussed it. If you don't want to, just forget it. There is no need to be angry." ah."
"you……!!"
Miaoyu became even more angry when she heard this and wanted to get out. It's just that her strength poses a threat to Jia Lian, so naturally it will be in vain.
Then, Miaoyu began to sob sadly.
"Uh, are you crying? Okay, then tell me what you want me to do. As long as you tell me, I will obey you." Jia Lian patted his back and asked.
Miaoyu cried even more sadly.
She was actually just crying to herself. I blame the world for its impermanence and hate God for being unfair.
Don't say that Jia Lian has already married a wife. Even if he is alone, he has deep love for her, so what? With her status, she is determined not to get married!
Therefore, let alone unnecessary extravagance, she was not qualified to marry Jia Lian as a concubine.
No aristocratic family would allow their children to marry a Buddhist disciple!
In this way, she can't even compare to a brothel girl. A brothel girl still has a chance to marry into a rich family and find lifelong support, but she can't...
Her fate was so unfair. What else could she, a weak woman, do besides cry?
After crying for a while and enjoying the evil man's embrace, Miaoyu gently pushed Jia Lian's chest. She knew that it was useless for her to struggle, but if she did so, the other party would definitely let her go.
Sure enough, Jia Lian saw her so sad and almost despondent, and was afraid that she would hurt Linghui, so he followed her wishes and let her get up first to see what she was going to do.
Miaoyu got up and got out of bed, came to the futon on the ground, knelt down again, and then whispered: "Go away. From now on, don't come to me again."
Jia Lian was stunned. Was he ruthlessly abandoned?
Walking to the front, he sat opposite Miaoyu as he did at the beginning. Seeing her beautiful face full of tears, she looked at him with misty eyes and immediately turned away with a guilty conscience.
Jia Lian understood. He stood up again and came to her side, reaching into her arms - he had discovered before that there was a folded and hidden silk handkerchief.
Miaoyu thought that Jia Lian was trying to belittle her again, so she immediately raised her eyebrows. But before she could open Jia Lian's hands, she saw his index and middle fingers holding out her own handkerchief, and then using the handkerchief, she wiped her tears. Come. .
Miaoyu's face turned red.
On the one hand, she knew that she had misunderstood Jia Lian, and on the other hand, when Jia Lian touched the veil just now, it clearly touched her breast, and she suspected that Jia Lian did it on purpose.
Just seeing how carefully Jia Lian wiped her tears, she felt embarrassed to blame him.
After Jia Lian wiped Miaoyu's tears away, he stuffed the handkerchief back into Miaoyu's body again... Well, the seventeen-year-old Miaoyu was indeed well developed, much tighter than Xiangling and Qingwen.
At this time, Miaoyu couldn't care less about whether Jia Lian made unnecessary moves. Anyway, when I was confused and confused before, no matter how excessive the manipulation was, it happened.
She was touched by Jia Lian's gentle wiping of tears, and she couldn't control her emotions. She actually fell into Jia Lian's arms and cried: "Why are you doing this to me? I told you, don't come to me again, I hate you, You go..."
Complex, sensitive, and contradictory, this is Miaoyu's current psychology.
Jia Lian was too lazy to guess so much. Anyway, the beauty took the initiative to throw herself into her arms, which was enough to explain everything.
"It doesn't matter if you hate me, as long as I like you.
I've said it a long time ago, you are mine. In this life, in this life, you will never escape my grasp. Naturally, I will treat you how I want to treat you.
I will give you a suggestion now, return to secular life immediately, then come back with me and be my woman. "
Return to secular life?
Upon hearing this word, all Miaoyu's movements came to a halt.
Of course she didn't know this word, because in the previous years, her parents were always ready to let her return to secular life.
Isn’t it just that Buddhism allows people to enter and leave whenever they want? What's more, she is still a woman. Once she betrays Buddhism, how will the world view her?
If after returning to secular life you can only receive advice from others, then what is the point of returning to secular life?
Therefore, she righteously rejected her parents every time, and said very firmly that since she had entered Buddhism and been baptized by Buddhism in her life, how could she return to the worldly and filthy place? She has decided to serve the Buddha for the rest of her life and never return to secular life!
This was what she once said proudly.
Seeing her like this, her parents could only let her go for the time being. After all, it was to save her daughter’s life that she escaped into Buddhism, and she didn’t know whether returning to secular life would endanger her daughter’s life again.
Furthermore, even if she returns to secular life, if others know that her daughter grew up in a nunnery, how can she not worry about An Neng sincerely marry her?
That’s why it’s delayed again and again.
This was before meeting Jia Lian. Even though Miaoyu yearns for the colorful world, she can't get around the pride and pride in her heart.
It wasn't until she met Jia Lian that she really began to think seriously about returning to secular life...
Unfortunately, things didn't work out as she wished. After she intended to return to secular life, something happened to her parents again, and both of them passed away.
In this way, even if she wanted to return to secular life, she would still be homeless. Who else in the world could take her in except Buddha?
Now that Jia Lian is asking her to return to secular life, let's assume he is sincere. But can she really go?
A Hou Mengong's mansion like theirs is expected to be crowded with people, so how could those people not point fingers at me?
If she was still looked down upon by others after returning to secular life, then she would rather stay in the nunnery all her life and remain innocent and pure.
Therefore, even if there was a slight desire to be with Jia Lian, these concerns were completely dismissed.
Miaoyu shook her head firmly.
