(thirty-five)
"It is said that the old princess has given you another concubine and is waiting for you to go back and consummate the marriage."
Tai Shiling added with a smile.
Liu Hu exclaimed, "Your Majesty, save me!"
He devotes himself to cultivating Taoism, hoping to ascend in the daytime and achieve great success.
But his aunt insisted on becoming a stumbling block on his way to ascension.
This stumbling block was so powerful that he couldn't kick it away, and even if he resisted, he might be smashed to death.
I really miss my aunt who was once noble, cold and had nothing to do with her.
Well, the truth is, he doesn't miss it.
Now he is in pain and happy.
The few maternal love he experienced were all given to him by his aunt, whom he feared most in the past.
Sun Ge sighed, looked embarrassed, and spread his hands, "There is nothing I can do."
Deng Sui is also working hard to persuade her to marry and have children to extend the royal bloodline.
And she often has to cope with the fact that she is born with a weak body, and having sex with her will shorten her already short life span.
I really don’t have a few years left to live.
He's going to die at sixteen.
Sun Ge was quite envious of Liu Hu, a fool who was blessed by fools.
She also didn't expect that Liu Hu would actually let go of his obsession and enjoy this life.
"Go back quickly."
"If you don't come back, the old princess will have to go to the palace again to have a long talk with the queen mother."
"From marrying a wife and taking concubines to having a family full of descendants."
A dead Taoist friend is not a poor Taoist.
Every time at this time, Deng Sui would sigh at her.
She never thought that she would be forced into marriage at the age of twelve.
Can……
But she was powerless and it was useless.
Liu Hu lay on the table, using his limbs together, holding the table firmly.
No, he doesn't want to go back.
Ahead is the road to eternal life.
Sunge grinned. It didn't matter whether he thought about it or not. As long as Geng put his hands on his hips, Liu Hu would go back.
Time is still passing by, and Deng Sui sits firmly in the court as a woman, doing good deeds, appointing people on their merits, overcoming difficulties together, and resisting foreign aggression.
She is human.
But she seemed to be a fairy who had been given a golden body.
Save all sentient beings and save them from water and fire.
In the eyes of the civil and military officials of the entire dynasty, the aloof Empress Dowager Deng was always graceful and noble, always dignified and steady, and never slow or slow.
However, there are always exceptions to everything.
This was the first time Sunge saw Deng Sui acting so rude.
Mr. Shinno is seriously ill.
Xinyejun is Deng Sui's biological mother.
A few years ago, the Empress Dowager Deng's mother, the Queen Mother of the Yin clan, was granted the title of Lord of Xinye and provided for thousands of households in Tangmuyi.
Although when she was young, her mother did not approve of her reading history and the world like a man. In order to make her mother feel at ease, she practiced nvhong during the day and read the Bible and history by night.
But there was no discord between her and her mother.
Deng Sui went out of the palace to get married, and stayed in Xinye Jun's house for several days. The three princes collectively made a petition and made it clear that this move was unreasonable.
This is the first time Deng Sui has been told that he "exceeded the rules."
When Liu Zhao was in power, Deng Sui also suffered from a serious illness. Liu Zhao took pity on him and wanted to give him a special favor by calling Deng Sui's family into the palace to accompany him.
Deng Sui refused.
Deng Sui has always been synonymous with humility, prudence, self-restraint and etiquette. Even if she is in power, she has never been as arrogant and luxurious as she pleases.
This is the first time she has been criticized for having an affair.
After the third prince came to the table, Deng Sui had no choice but to return to the palace.
As the empress dowager, it is difficult for officials to tolerate her.
Therefore, she cannot act arbitrarily and have her pigtails pulled, which will cause more twists and turns.
Deng Sui returned to the palace, but he was still absent-minded.
The imperial doctor's reply, without exception, was that he was helpless and was preparing for the funeral.
"Mother, you can be willful once in a while."
Sunge stood beside Deng Sui and gently handed over the veil.
In the past few years, she had witnessed Deng Sui's hard work and dedication, she had also seen the lights in the palace that stayed on all night, and she had seen the people all over the world who had benefited from Deng Sui.
Ever since he carried the burden of the big man on his shoulders, Deng Sui had never relaxed for a moment.
Deng Sui was afraid that he would be sorry for Liu Zhao's entrustment and her expectations, so he was cautious all the way.
Behind the unparalleled power and beauty, there is sadness and desolation.
Deng Sui took a deep breath and wiped away the tears that silently fell from the corners of his eyes.
Thirty-year-old Deng Sui is no longer as bright as before.
His brows are always frowned subconsciously, and there are shallow uneven marks. At first glance, he looks a bit sinister. He is neither sad nor happy, calm and majestic.
A big man does not need a queen mother who is rich in joy, anger, sorrow and joy.
As for her, she could only express her emotions and anger, making it difficult for people to guess.
"capricious?"
Deng Sui snorted lightly, took Sun Ge's wrist and sat down, sighing faintly, "Sheng'er, when you look up, there is malice everywhere."
"They have benefited from my political actions, but they are dissatisfied with me standing on the top of the mountains as a woman and looking down on all living beings. They are not even willing to admit that women in the world can really be without men, and they are not willing to allow women who hold power to be beautiful. The name lives on in the world.”
"If possible, they would prefer that I leave only a few simple words in the history books and be the most ordinary woman enjoying herself in the harem, letting my name be buried in the thick history books, covered by the wind and sand, and forgotten by future generations. .”
"If they are destined not to be understated, then they will hope that my name will be accompanied by a notoriety that is specious but not imaginative throughout my life. When future generations mention it, they will never think of me carrying a heavy load of a man who suffered from constant natural disasters. They will only think of me. There was a time when Queen Mother Deng was in power."
"Posterity will be interested in my confrontation with Queen Yin, and will criticize me for coming to power, but few people are willing to explore what I have done for this big man."
"How to be willful?"
"When I embarked on this path, I no longer had the qualification to be willful."
"I cannot and do not want to be infamy again because of my own willfulness."
"What I represent is not just me, but also countless others who come after me."
"If I ignore the words of the three princes and still serve in my mother's house, what awaits me is verbal and written criticism, and what awaits the Deng family is the disaster of liquidation."
"When you change places and you become me, you know that you can no longer have yourself at this point in your journey."
Deng Sui's voice was slightly choked, just like the endless desolation deep in the mountains under the cover of night.
"But, I don't regret it."
A word of no regrets is like a sharp sword, completely cutting through the night, ushering in the rising sun on the horizon.
"In this life, I will always realize the value I desire."
"I seek kindness and receive kindness. Now that I am in court, I will have no fear of malice."
"It's just that I'm worried about my mother, so I will inevitably have regrets."
Regret is easy to say, but many times it feels like a mountain weighing on my heart.
Sunge was in awe.
She had always known that Deng Sui had a strong will.
"Then I will fulfill my filial piety on behalf of my mother."
Sunge quirked her eyebrows and smiled warmly.
Anyway, she has always been a puppet emperor doing nothing but eating and waiting to die.
Deng Sui was stunned for a moment, and his eyes shone with surprise.
"May I?"
"But it still doesn't make sense."
