(forty three)
Li Qingzhao's eyes were still full of attachment and nostalgia.
No matter how long it takes, she will never forget her mother-in-law.
Li Hao was panicked and a little at a loss.
It has been more than ten years since my grandmother passed away.
"Sister, it's different." Li Hao defended hurriedly.
It’s not like he was so full that he was too busy looking for anything to do.
He was really worried that his eldest sister would be like a rootless duckweed in a troubled world, drifting without support and having no peace of mind.
Li Qingzhao said coldly, "What's the difference?"
"My mother-in-law reminded me not to casually set up matchmakers for others, and I will keep it in mind."
"But I'm not a fairy, so I can't predict that my brother-in-law will die of illness, leaving only my eldest sister alone."
"Eldest sister, my brother-in-law has been dead for three years."
"In the past three years, you have been wandering around with your collection of gold and stones, and have been in danger many times. Now you have finally settled in Lin'an temporarily."
"Sister, I just want you to have a relatively stable life." Li Hao explained in a low voice.
The world is inherently unfair to women, let alone these troubled times.
He and his eldest sister have not been together for a long time. Most of the children in the family only hear her name but never see her.
Things in the world are unpredictable. If he passes away one day, the eldest sister will really have nothing to rely on.
Li Qingzhao waved to Li Hao and sighed, "I feel at ease."
"The past few decades, to me, are not only the past, but also the power of the endless years to come."
"Even if I am alone, I will never feel miserable."
"Brother Hao, I no longer want to tie myself to anyone anymore."
Over the years, many people have accused her of being surly and independent.
Over fifty, she doesn't have to go against her heart and surrender to reality.
"Brother Hao, you and I grew up together, so you should know what I'm thinking."
Li Hao was silent, his eyes slightly moist.
Time really flies by, and he misses his days in Mingshui and Bianliang more and more.
There is a mother-in-law.
There is an eldest sister.
There is daddy.
"Sister, I know I was wrong."
As Zhang Ruzhou's lobbyist, he was not imposing his own wishes on the eldest sister.
Li Qingzhao, just like before, gently patted Brother Hao's head.
The two siblings looked at each other with unbearable sadness.
After a long while, Li Qingzhao continued, "Brother Hao, if you believe in elder sister's judgment of people, stay away from Zhang Ruzhou."
"His eyes are impetuous and ambitious. Such a person cannot be down-to-earth and follow the right path."
Do you really think that the thousands of books she has read and the thousands of miles she has traveled are all fake?
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impetuous?
ambitious?
Li Hao scratched his head, this was different from what he saw.
In his opinion, Li Hao is a polite, gentle and motivated scholar who is suitable for life. He is in line with the aesthetics of his eldest sister, otherwise he would not agree to be this lobbyist.
So, he almost pushed his eldest sister into the fire pit?
"Yes, is that so?"
"yes!"
Li Qingzhao was particularly certain.
No matter how well a person disguises himself, his eyes will more or less reveal his true self.
In Zhang Ruzhou's eyes, she was like a piece of gold.
"If you don't want to be implicated in the future, it's better to end the relationship as soon as possible."
"A person who has only ambition but no big talent to respond to a superior attitude and inferiority will be doomed sooner or later."
Li Hao was stunned for a while and kept nodding.
The eldest sister was carefully trained by his mother-in-law. How could he not trust her?
"If elder sister had just forced me to agree to Zhang Ruzhou..."
Li Hao said fearfully.
Li Qingzhao curled his lips, "Forced by you?"
The meaning behind the words is very obvious.
"Even if I just agreed, it's not a lie. Either he dies or he dies!"
Li Hao: As domineering as the eldest sister, his worries seem to be unnecessary.
Maybe being combined with others is just a burden to the eldest sister.
"Zhang Ruzhou proposed to marry me again and again, all for the ancient gold and stone books of me and Mingcheng."
"Not only Zhang Ruzhou, but most of the others are here for my private collection. Otherwise, do you really think that your eldest sister is a heartthrob?"
"Live your life with peace of mind from now on, no need to worry about me."
Thanks to his early education, Li Qingzhao has always maintained a clear and rational mind.
"Eldest sister, please adopt my second son to you."
After hesitating again and again, Li Hao tentatively spoke.
Li Qingzhao: No need.
If she wanted to get married, she would have taken action with Mingcheng a few years ago.
"I once hoped that there would be a spirit in heaven, but the reality is that death is like a lamp going out."
"Living is as fulfilling as you can be."
"If you die, you will have no worries, no regrets, no regrets."
"My life now is fulfilling and happy. As a wife, I enlighten women's wisdom and expand their horizons."
“In my spare time, I perfected epigraphic records, wrote travel notes, and wrote poems and ink.”
She is truly a free and happy person in the world.
But unfortunately, everyone felt that she was miserable and miserable.
Li Hao left in a daze. He always felt that his eldest sister's consciousness was at a disadvantage in this world.
A few months later, Li Hao, who was entertaining his grandson at home, heard the news that Zhang Ruzhou was dismissed from office and exiled because he was found to have paid bribes in his early years.
How blind must he be to think that Zhang Ruzhou is a good match to be entrusted with for life.
If you don't have enough knowledge, you can be forgiven for it.
But if the character is of low character, there is no cure.
Fortunately, the eldest sister has a sharp eye, otherwise he would have been the pusher who made the eldest sister jump into the pit of fire.
If Aniang were still alive, she might scold him to death.
At this point, Li Hao stopped thinking about everything.
With the eldest sister's mind and temperament, she can stand stably in the world.
Peaceful life is always very short-lived. Two years later, Jin Bing went south again, and Li Qingzhao was forced to leave Lin'an and come to Jinhua to avoid trouble.
Standing on the Bayong Tower with its cornices and corners, looking at the white clouds in the sky and the meandering streams, this seems to be a rare paradise.
"The Eight-Yong Tower has been popular through the ages, and its legacy will be left to future generations to worry about."
"The water leads to the southern country for three thousand miles, and the air pressure is in the fourteen states of Jiangcheng."
The Song Dynasty was in a state of depression, and there was no hope of recovering the lost territory for a long time.
She didn't know how many more years the war would last.
She also didn't know how long she could watch this world for her mother.
Year after year passed, she only knew that General Yue from Xiangzhou was so brave that the Jin people were frightened.
Later, Twelve Gold Medals were sentenced to death on unfounded charges.
It is said that he has a great relationship with the official family and the Qin family's elder brother in Jiangning City.
She also understood once again the conversation she had with her mother-in-law many years ago.
enemy?
All the intrigues, intrigues, power struggles in this world are not worthy of being General Yue’s enemy.
His enemies were only the invaders wreaking havoc on the territory of the Song Dynasty.
She seemed to outlast everyone.
This year, she is seventy-two years old and is a real bad old woman.
She missed her grandma.
For more than thirty years, I have firmly believed that death is like a lamp going out. Now, when I am dying, I long for another world.
Both Aniang and Mingcheng have left her behind for too long.
This life is long, fulfilling, splendid and without regrets.
Well, to this day, she still feels that she is the happiest little lady in the world.
The story of Li Qingzhao has come to an end, as it should be for a wonderful woman through the ages.
As for Qin Hui, I have no intention of clearing my name.
The reason I wrote that part was just to make the character Qin Hui more real.
According to history books, Qin Hui really had a heart to serve his country when he was young.
The plot of the late Northern Song Dynasty is based on historical facts and is not completely fabricated. The reality will only be more painful and struggling than the story I wrote.
Finally, I hope you all like this story.