Marry her.
He had thought about it long ago.
Even every step was carefully considered.
But at the end of the day, I gave up.
Why.
It's not that he doesn't want to.
He wouldn't be willing to do it if it was an official.
How could the official family leave their own Emperor Ji in the hands of someone who could rebel at any time?
But his silence, in Shen Nanbao's eyes, was hesitation and withdrawal.
Her heart felt cold, and the light in her eyes seemed to go out, "You don't want to anymore?"
She staggered and took a step back.
He hurriedly hugged her tightly. Her shoulders were so delicate that they could not even occupy half of his hand, but the owner of such a shoulder occupied his entire heart.
He was like her adopted son. He only had her in his eyes and heart, and it could only be her.
If you get it right, it will last a lifetime.
He reassured her, "I didn't, I guess."
These words were so pale and weak. They could not dispel her panic at all. They even added fuel to the fire. They reminded her of the feelings between officials and saints. Song Jinghang's feelings for Sister Yu were the same as her feelings for Chen Fangyan. , isn’t it true that it has changed over time, become stinky, and is unbearable to look back on!
She doesn't want it.
She didn't want to.
She became anxious, "Your mother said, you can't change your heart in this life, you can only love one person. If you love me, you can only love me in this life."
She lost her mind, like an ignorant child, entangled him, twisted him, and insisted on making a verbal promise from him.
This alone is not enough.
She tried to grab his belt through a layer of mist. The buckle was too tight and too heavy. She found the buckle but couldn't pull it out.
She grabbed it blankly, and the belt made an obvious mark on his waist.
is the boundary between them.
Xiao Yichen rolled his throat and swallowed the fire that kept rising in his heart, "Don't..."
As soon as he made a sound, she interrupted him urgently, "When your mind was full of distortions in the past, why didn't you think about saying goodbye, but when you came to me, you started?"
As she spoke, a tear trembled down. She didn't wipe it away, only the tip of her nose wrinkled.
This wrinkle gives off a charming and naive look.
Xiao Yichen couldn't help it, and moved his mouth to suck the tears hanging on her cheeks, but she shed a lot of them, on her cheeks, at the ends of her eyes, in her ears, in her neck...
Go down little by little.
She was caught by him on the empty case again.
As soon as he sat down on the desk, he pulled away suddenly, and because of this, she clearly saw the fine sweat on his forehead and heard his heavy breathing.
But his voice was very steady, "My self-control is not as good as you think."
What responded to him was the hand on his shoulder, wrapped around like a snake - her breath.
At that moment when his head was spinning, Xiao Yichen heard her withered throat, "It's better not to be better. If the rice is cooked, you can't rely on me. It's reasonable to propose marriage to daddy!"
did not expect.
A heartless little person has a heart, and he is so unstoppable!
Xiao Yichen was a little helpless, "Don't make trouble."
He smiled again and said jokingly: "Where are you in the past who took a woman's reputation so seriously? How could it be that after raising a baby for a few days, it has subtly affected her?"
Shen Nanbao was silent and lowered his voice, "I'm not making trouble, I'm just fed up with this. It's always like this. We have finally overcome this hurdle, but there are still next hurdles, one after another. What if one day? What if we can’t get through?”
She is scared.
The fingers that were wandering around his body were also trembling.
Xiao Yichen was heartbroken and hurriedly held her hand, "No. Even if you are tired by then and you don't want to walk anymore, I will carry you over that hurdle."
What he said was true.
He has always been like this from beginning to end.
Every time she gave up, he would pester her like a child.
How could she be worthy of him?
As soon as she thought this, she cried more and more violently. Seeing Xiao Yichen hurriedly wiping her tears, his voice became softer and softer, "So, don't think too much, and don't underestimate my feelings for you."
"I only have you in my life, and I only love you. I want to get married to you more than you do."
Shen Nanbao raised his eyes, his eyelashes were wet with water from crying, and his eyes were shining brightly, which was breathtaking, "Really?"
"real."
He nodded and held her hand on his chest, "From the bottom of my heart."
Shen Nanbao burst into tears and smiled, "Hu Zuizi, where is your heart? This is... this is where your heart is."
As she spoke, she gestured with her hands on his body, like an artist's meticulously crafted landscape painting, depicting his most primitive impulses.
He endured it, his mind was groggy, but his hands were still restrained, and he stroked her head again and again, but he felt it was not enough, so he went to peck her face, "There will be a day, but it is definitely not now."
It's good to have this.
With these words, at least during this period of time, her mind was set.
But thinking that it would take a long time to see him again, Shen Nanbao couldn't help it and threw herself into his arms, fitting tightly into his arms.
This embedding was not done well, and it happened to be against his momentum.
He made a low "uh" sound, but she didn't seem to hear it. She put her head on his chest, and the tiny hairs on the ends of her hair scratched his chin like a scratch on his forehead. In my heart, the itching is unbearable.
But he didn't dare to move.
He was afraid that if she moved, she would become mentally disturbed and act recklessly, and then he would be unable to control her.
Fang Guan, who went to look out for the wind, finally came over and said, "Emperor Ji, I can't stay any longer. I just saw Chuyun going to that wall compartment."
What is supposed to come will come sooner or later. Although she knows that we will see each other again one day, she still can't help but be reluctant to let go. But she has done too many things to make her lose face today. If her son sheds tears now, he may have to do it again. Laugh at her.
Then Shen Nanbao held back his tears and smiled, "I have to go now. Next time you come..."
Xiao Yichen understood her concerns and said, "I will find someone to report the news to you."
Shen Nanbao smiled, and when he was about to step out of the door, he jumped forward while he wasn't paying attention, and his lips fell on the corner of his mouth, making a loud and clear 'pop' sound.
"Punch a seal and treat it as the seal of those documents and deeds! If you don't keep your word, then you have to go to court to hear about it!"
After saying that, he blushed, turned his head and hurried back without looking at what he was doing.
I don't know how far I walked when I suddenly heard a 'Puff' sound.
It was Fang Guan's smile.
Shen Nanbao's ears were burning, but he still kept a straight face and said seriously: "Don't worry about Chuyun, go to Jiangxiao Tower first and get the twin bells back."
As a result, halfway to the east, he bumped into the official who was slowly moving towards him.
Shen Nanbao was startled, thinking that it was quite a coincidence that the official family took this route, but now was not the time to think about that. She lowered her head and walked up, bending her knees and saying, "Dad."
An official's voice came from overhead, "Get up, there's no need for so many courtesy."
Shen Nanbao should be, but he still lowered his eyes and raised his body.
Seeing her behavior, the official smiled lightly at the corner of his mouth, "Yongshun and the others just told me that you have a gentle temperament, are prudent and steady, and are much more polite than them."
Before Shen Nanbao could make a sound, the official swept his throat and said in a confused and deep voice: "It's so polite to be so polite. I guess I must have suffered a lot outside."
Shen Nanbao's heart was hit, and waves of bitterness for no reason surged into his throat, as if he was choking on water, and rushed to his eyes without warning.
She rolled her eyes and tried to keep her voice steady, "No, my grandparents who raised me are very kind to me. They would rather be hungry than see me greedy."
The official's smile faded, "Your adoptive grandparents treat you well. I know, I'm talking about Shen Shi and the others. Do they often treat you poorly?"
Seeing Shen Nanbao frowning, he snorted, "Don't open your throat again and make a fool of yourself. Please answer me honestly, do you mean what I said?"
At the end, he added, "My health is very good, not as bad as you think."
Shen Nanbao nodded.
This nod made the official's eyebrows darken, "After all, he was once a right-wing political leader, but his character is not as good as a common man sitting in a tea room. No wonder he colluded with foreigners."
Shen Nanbao was visibly startled. He couldn't help but raise his head, and he was met with a glare from the official.
"You still don't know, Shen Shi confessed that it was he and the Kunwu clan who secretly made military talismans and dispatched soldiers to cross the river mouth. Not only that, the Mu Ye gold he received in previous years was as high as 20,000 taels, which was worth A hundred ordinary families spend their entire lives chewing grain!"
Shen Shi's confession was what she expected.
The tree fell and the hozen scattered, and they kept delaying his punishment. Firstly, the officials wanted to thoroughly investigate who was behind him, and secondly, they were just trying to use him to drag others into trouble.
Shen Nanbao was not interested in this. As long as Shen Shi did not involve Xiao Yichen, she could breathe a sigh of relief and put her mind at ease.
As a result, the official said, "Although he didn't treat you well, he once called you 'father' and raised you for some time. Now that he has been convicted, he will be executed soon. You want to Go and see him?"
At this time, the wind happened to blow in this direction, carrying snow foam and covering Shen Nanbao's face. It was biting and cold. Snow also fell on her thick eyelashes. She was probably overwhelmed, so she hung down. The shadow seems to be blown into the eyes.
Dark.
No light can shine through.
But her voice was clear, "I won't go."
"Why?"
Shen Nanbao pursed his lips and looked at Guan Jia, "Just like when dad asked me if I had suffered in the past, I didn't say it. Not only because of what dad said, but also because those things have passed and there is no need to mention them again. , there is no need to think about it anymore. He is the same way."
After saying these words, someone patted me on the top of my heart. It was the hand stretched out by an official.
"If you don't want to go, don't go. He didn't treat you well in the first place. I don't know how angry you will be if you go. I won't talk about him anymore. If I say it, it will only make you think about those embarrassing things in the past. The good mood is gone."