Chapter 1: Sad Autumn

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It was like a thunderbolt on a sunny day, and it struck into Shen Nanbao's brain.

She buzzed and couldn't hear anything. Even Shen Shi's hoarse voice seemed to be separated from the universe. It was so far away and so far away. Those Ban Zhi who used brute force to suppress Shen Shi were also blurred into cripples. It was so dark that I couldn't even see his face clearly.

Only the phrase 'Xiao Bi's' kept tumbling in her mind, making her confused as to how she could be Xiao Bi's child or Xiao Yichen's...

Xiao Yichen was obviously shocked. After being stunned for a long time, he asked Shen Shi in a surprised and unbalanced tone, "From the Xiao family?"

He was startled when he saw Shen Shi's obvious figure, "Commander, you don't know? What do you know, Commander?"

What does he know?

He just knew that she was not Shen Shi's biological child.

As for whose it is.

Gu Xiaoniang didn't tell the Zhao family and the elders at the beginning, and the Zhao family and the elders naturally couldn't explain the reason to him.

But saying it belonged to his father made him want to laugh!

Xiao Yichen slowly lowered his eyes, and when he raised them again, his eyes were full of wind and thunder, "Mr. Shen, you are choking me with these words. Do you still think that I am the same as before! I am a three-year-old child who you can deceive!"

When he said this, the corners of his mouth slowly raised, and the gaping mouth of the beast made Shen Shi feel fear in his heart. He struggled and shouted: "What I said is the truth!"

Xiao Yichen looked at him, "The truth? According to what Mr. Shen said, the fifth girl is from me... the Xiao family. Then Mr. Gu and my father had such a relationship. Mr. Shen, you didn't know? You still willingly took someone Come in? Master Shen, can you bear it?"

At the end of the sentence, the voice became darker and fell in Shen Shi's ears, hitting with muffled thunder, making his heart beat wildly in his chest, but he was not afraid at all, and even looked at Xiao Yichen with tears.

This look made Xiao Yichen startled, and his body became so stiff. He only heard Shen Shi say in confusion: "How can there be so much unwillingness and intolerance to like someone who doesn't like me? As long as she is willing to be with her, I'm content with staying together, so why should I want anything else?"

Xiao Yichen felt that he was talking nonsense, "Since you are satisfied, how will you treat Mrs. Gu in the future? And how will you treat...where is the fifth girl?"

When Shen Shi heard this, he stared at something blankly, "I don't want to, but... I treat her so well and don't care that she is pregnant with Liangsuke's child, but she doesn't appreciate it at all and even hates me. , hate me for kidnapping her, and hate me even more for not saving Liangsuke in the first place."

Shen Shi suddenly started to tremble violently, eyes wide open, "But why, why? I treat her so well, why doesn't she like me at all? Why?"

People.

That's all.

Desire is hard to fill.

When you don't have it, just try to get it.

But once you have it, countless other expectations will arise, hoping for better things and looking forward to more perfection.

But how can it be possible? No one is perfect, and no thing is perfect.

The more Xiao Yichen understood, the more uncontrollably he believed what he said!

What a joke!

Is Shen Nanbao his sister?

impossible!

Absolutely impossible!

Xiao Yichen clenched his fists loudly, "You have no right to mention my father, let alone his name!"

Shen Shi laughed and nodded sadly, "Yeah, I'm not qualified, but who knows my hardships? You don't know, and neither does she! Liangsuke and I... have been close friends for so many years, and I am Was she the one who used force to rob him? Was she also the one who deliberately refused to save him out of jealousy? Was she also the one I used to use force to rob him?"

He suddenly raised his head and stared at Xiao Yichen, "No, none of it. It was because Liangfu was caught up in Prince Su's turmoil and had no time to take care of himself, so I brought her to the door. It's not that I didn't want to save your father, but Your father asked me to take good care of the Gu family. If I had recommended Liangfu at that time, there is no guarantee that I would not be the next one. If I were alone, even if Liangfu went to the guillotine, I would be willing to risk the disapproval of the world. But it’s not possible in the execution ground. I have a family, and your father’s instructions..."

"It's all nonsense! If you can't be saved, you can't be saved. Why bother to come up with so many twists and turns!"

Xiao Yichen no longer knew what to say. He only knew that this matter was ridiculous and unbelievable to him. Of course, it must be a fallacy made by Shen Shi to clear up his own grievances!

Seeing him turning his head to tell Ban Zhi again, Shen Shi panicked, "What I said is all true! I also remember clearly that you were only seven years old that year, and your father and I were involved in the silk reeling in Jiangnan. , had to be ordered to go south in the face of danger, and it was on such a trip that we met the Gu family, and that happened to us. You were still young at the time, so you may not remember..."

Why doesn't he remember?

The father and mother who were so loving back then just went to the south of the Yangtze River, but things changed after they came back. The father had a cold face every day, while the mother washed her face with tears every day.

It is precisely because of this that my mother contracted tuberculosis and lay sick by the window all day long.

He still remembers his mother's room at that time, the bitter medicinal mist, the mist-like sunshine, and his mother who always lay on the couch, wearing a moon-white coat. She was like a discarded piece of paper, thrown there by his father. Forgotten by his father.

Only he remembers that he often sat on the edge of the bed to accompany his mother, listening to her cry over and over again, "He once fought against the wall for me. Why has everything changed? She is just a woman of unknown origin." .”

Then I watched the sparse sunlight spread on my mother's face, watching it interweave a hopeless net on my mother's face. After watching it for a long time, I felt like it was sinking.

Xiao Yichen's confused look made everything clear to Shen Nanbao.

She didn't know what to say at this moment, she just felt something was blocked in her chest, rising up bit by bit, and stuck in her throat. She swallowed hard, but she couldn't swallow it down, but her eyes filled with tears. The shell of her body was trembling, and Xiao Yichen was distorted into a shape she was unfamiliar with.

She can't stand it anymore!

He lowered his head and buried his messed-up face where no one could see him.

But how could he, Xiao Yichen saw her at a glance, such a delicate and fragile body, standing there alone, just like duckweed, full of loneliness.

Unable to help himself, he took a step toward her, but she backed away like a frightened cat, staring at him with her red eyes.

Xiao Yichen's heart felt like it was pulled by a thread, pulling out thin strands of pain.

But she didn't realize it and spoke softly, "Isn't the palace commander looking for... Master Shen? Since the evidence is conclusive, just take the person and leave quickly."

She was the one who blocked the way just now.

Now it is she who urges people to leave.

In the past, he would have definitely made fun of her for being such a heartless person.

But today he just wanted to escape, as if the roof was about to collapse, collapse, and crush him to death, so he ordered people to leave without looking back.

Let's go.

Just leave quickly.

Walking away allowed her to take a breather, and also allowed her to stir up her stagnant brain a little.

But before she had time to disturb, Xiao Yichen, who had already crossed the threshold, suddenly turned around, walked up to her with thunderous feet, grabbed her without any explanation, and hugged her tightly!

Because of this, Shen Nanbao felt his trembling and clearly heard his panicked tone, "He lied to you."

By some strange coincidence, those memories of him passed through Shen Nanbao's eyes like foreign films, but they rolled past her heart like a huge roller. She couldn't bear it anymore, raised her hands, and hugged back with all her strength. he.

"I know, I won't believe it."

Xiao Yichen hugged her tighter, "You are not allowed to think too much!"

The tone was like a child's, but Shen Nanbao's throat tightened even more, "Okay..."

She heard Xiao Yichen's words as he chased after her, "Wait until I come back."

The astringency in her eyes deepened little by little, and for some reason, there was a dense pain in her limbs, which made her unable to breathe and unable to speak.

Her sudden silence was like a big hand pinching Xiao Yichen's heart. Boundless panic spread in his heart and even appeared on his face, but he did not dare to pull away from her to look at her expression. He could only spend his whole life With such strength, he embedded her into his arms like a mortise and tenon.

"You promised me!"

This time she answered with the single word "good".

Xiao Yichen's heart calmed down strangely, and he even raised the corner of his mouth a little, "Don't think that I'm bluffing you, I have all the facts. If you think about it carefully, why didn't you say this earlier or later? It has to be said now. , it’s not clear that he wants to gain my softness and ask me to open the back door for him.”

At the end, he hummed, with a tone of triumphant villain.

Shen Nanbao couldn't help laughing and urged him to leave quickly and not to keep those class officials waiting for too long.

But.

Xiao Yichen didn't want to leave at all.

He just wanted to hold his fifth girl like this forever.

But it can't be done.

The passing water flows eastward, and even the emperor who covers the sky with one hand has no way of staying in the spring.

Xiao Yichen finally left. Under Shen Nanbao's confused gaze, he threw himself into the night, taking away the desolate tranquility just now, and also took away the lonely smile at the corner of her mouth.

She fell into loneliness again, with nothing but countless misery and sorrow.

But after all, it was not the time to whine. Lu Kui and Fang Guan, for example, still needed her orders.

Shen Nanbao looked at the servants holding them, "Aren't you going to let go?"

As soon as Shen Shi left, these servants were like headless flies. Naturally, they did what Shen Nanbao said, so they let Lu Kui and Fang Guan go in an instant.

Lu Kui knelt down first, "Sister, it's a small fault, I didn't stop them."

Fang Guan explained the cause and effect, "It was a small oversight. The walnut peach fruit fell and did not block the gap in the wall, so I called the master to pay attention."

Didn't you notice that what happened today was destined to happen and was inevitable.

Shen Nanbao smiled sadly, "It's okay, it's all over after all."

Has it passed?

Fengyue suddenly remembered what she said one day.

"This life of a person is just like climbing a mountain. Once you pass one level of the mountain, there will be another level. As long as you don't die, you will have adventures everywhere."

Therefore, it is clear that it has not passed, and it is clear that it is heavy and heavy.

However, life will always pass through smooth bumps and gorgeous scenery.

That’s why so many people live a life of sitting around with their families and enjoying the lights.

Why, why does my sister's life have been adventures and so bumpy?

Unable to bear it, Feng Yue raised her head and saw Shen Nan Bao's hollow eyes and pale face under the brilliant candlelight.

Feng Yue was startled and hurriedly stepped forward to support her, "Sister, you have to believe the commander, what he said are all lies."

She originally thought that Shen Nanbao would burst into tears after hearing this, but unexpectedly she just nodded calmly, looked up at the sky, her eyes shining brightly under the moon, "I know, I promised to wait for him, I will wait for him, I believe in him!."