"What are you doing? Don't take off your clothes? Otherwise, we won't be able to tell you tomorrow."
I said with my eyes widened on purpose.
When Gu Xiaorou heard this, she couldn't help laughing, but she suddenly fell silent as she smiled.
Of course I remember, this is the third time I have said this to her.
The first time was the night Gu Xiaorou and her mother committed suicide, the second time was when Gu Changqing was hospitalized, and this is the third time.
Although it didn't take too long, so many things happened during this period that even today, when we suddenly think back, we feel somewhat emotional.
I think Gu Xiaorou must have thought of those past events, so she suddenly became silent.
"Li Shiyi, do you think if I hadn't been cursed, would we be in a different situation now?"
Gu Xiaorou suddenly looked at me in a daze and asked.
I really want to make a joke, what scene? Is it sex?
But I never said this.
"Maybe, but I'm married after all, so no matter what, it's definitely impossible for us."
I lit a cigarette and said a little heavily.
In fact, of course I like Gu Xiaorou, and after going through so many things, of course I also have feelings for her. I have to admit this.
But I also know what can and cannot be done.
No matter what, I will definitely not let Chen Ling down. I don’t have to pay attention to tradition. Once you get married, you have to be married for a lifetime. I just think Chen Ling is very good, reasonable, gentle and generous. Being able to marry such a daughter-in-law is already a blessing. This is the blessing I have gained through eight lifetimes of cultivation.
I think it is precisely because I can see how good she is that I understand better what it means to cherish.
This is why I didn't waver in the slightest when the Jiang family offered such generous terms.
"I know, sometimes when I think about it, I really envy your wife."
Gu Xiaorou suddenly said sourly.
"Pull him down. It will make me look like I am in demand. I will be proud of you."
I smiled helplessly and said.
"Not to mention, today's little girls may not like your type. You are honest, reliable, and affectionate, but you are a bit boring and you don't know how to say sweet words. Look at the boys in our school, they swear at every turn. There are a lot of sweet words, but none of them can be achieved, but many girls like her."
Gu Xiaorou rolled her eyes as she spoke.
"There should be some boys saying sweet words to you, right?"
I asked curiously.
"Of course, but I don't look down on them at all."
Gu Xiaorou said disdainfully.
"Actually, you can also try dating. Just talk about that kind of pure love. It's not a bad idea."
I held a cigarette in my mouth and said slightly against my will.
"I don't want to have that kind of relationship. I might as well have it with you. At least you won't have any undue thoughts about me."
Gu Xiaoru curled her lips.
"Let's forget it. Mental cheating is considered cheating. I'm a serious person."
I rolled my eyes helplessly.
"Tch, just be serious and go to sleep."
Gu Xiaorou turned over as she spoke and ignored me.
Maybe me rejecting her so directly would make her feel a little uncomfortable, but there's nothing I can do about it. I have to make my attitude clear at all times to prevent her from misunderstanding.
I don't want to make this kind of thing ambiguous. It's impossible in the first place, so why give her hope?
I smoked a cigarette, climbed into bed and went to sleep, turning off the lights in the room.
Although this situation is somewhat embarrassing, I am not so cautious this time, probably because I have become more accustomed to it after the previous two experiences.
In addition, it’s because I’ve said everything thoroughly just now and I feel more at ease inside.
"Li Shiyi, frankly speaking, don't you think randomly at times like this?"
Gu Xiaorou suddenly turned over, turned around and asked me very close to me.
"Surely? I am also a normal man, right?"
I was immediately speechless.
If I don't have any thoughts at this time, then I am really beyond human instinct, or there is a pig lying next to me.
"I thought you had lost everything. In fact, I also have random thoughts."
Gu Xiaorou smiled sweetly as she spoke, then suddenly came up to kiss me, and then laughed proudly.
"Hurry up and go to sleep. Stop tempting me. If you keep trying, be careful, I can't help but do it to you."
I said with a dark face.
"Tch, I don't believe it, unless you don't want to live anymore."
Gu Xiaorou said and turned around again, directly covering her head in the quilt.
Okay, now I can finally sleep peacefully.
I took a breath, but after lying there for a while, I still didn't feel sleepy at all.
Although I can restrain myself mentally, in this situation, my body is really uncomfortable. After all, some human instincts are beyond the control of reason.
Gu Xiaorou was obviously not asleep either, and she poked her head out from under the quilt again. I looked sideways and saw that her eyes were wide open in the dark. I don't know what she was thinking about?
"It feels a little uncomfortable."
Gu Xiaorou said suddenly.
"Are you...like this all night?"
I asked slightly embarrassed.
"No? I just feel a little bit when I sleep with you."
After saying that, Gu Xiaorou covered her head in the quilt again, and moved a little closer to me, sticking close to me.
Even though I was wearing clothes, the feeling was still quite strong.
"How about...you solve it yourself?"
I touched my forehead and said.
I was breaking out in a cold sweat.
"Then you want to solve it yourself?"
Gu Xiaorou suddenly raised her head and asked me.
"I do not need."
I shook my head quickly.
This is so embarrassing, I would rather stay awake all night than make such a joke.
"How about I help you solve it?"
Gu Xiaorou couldn't help laughing as she said that.
"You can pull it off. I think you want me to help you solve it?"
I said, reaching out and playing with her head.
"I do not want it."
Gu Xiaorou snorted softly, turned over and rolled away all the quilts.
Well, it seems I won’t be able to sleep well tonight.
