How could it be that this happened after the incident in Lezhou? It was obvious that he had planned it earlier, so he failed the scientific examination, so the Bai people in Lezhou asked him about being in the pharmacy every day.
Bai Mingshao did not look at Bai Minghong, but looked at the three people present with a calm and nervous expression, and replied: "No, I go there because I want to do my best, and I also want to... give Supervisor Bai Be a helper.”
"How do you help her?" Ni Dairou's second question did not make Bai Mingshao retreat. He answered with a firm voice: "I have learned a lot of medical skills, which may be compared with other doctors. It’s insignificant, I may not even be as good as a random medicine boy next to them, but I am definitely one of the people who have the same thoughts as her.”
Bai Mingshao continued: "I don't want to think the worst about many things, but when it comes to life and death, she is still a woman no matter how much Supervisor Bai is. I can't guarantee that she will come out alive, but as an elder brother, what I can guarantee is that she will not suffer any harm." harm."
"She has the Bai family around her, as well as people from the common people and the army to protect her. She has everything you mentioned." Ni Dairou seemed to be a different person, not the same person as the person who was talking and laughing cordially just now.
Bai Mingshao pursed his lips and fought for himself again, "There is turmoil in the world today. What I have learned now may save dozens of people from surviving in the future. I am not going to Lezhou now for others, but for myself." , I have grown up, and I must have the ability to be close to you."
"Then have you ever thought about what if you can't come back? Don't your parents want people with white hair to give away people with black hair?" Ni Dairou said one sentence after another. Bai Mingshao answered quickly and she asked questions even faster. That's what He Mei did. The mother didn't even get a word in, she could only look at the old lady with her eyes, hoping that the old lady would come forward and suppress the matter.
But the old lady didn't know if she didn't see her eyes or something, she just listened to their answers and questions calmly.
"I do it for myself first, and then for my son. If I can do well for myself, how can I do it for my son?" Bai Mingshao looked at Ni Dairou, "I will definitely go on my own in the future, whether I will be an official or a doctor. It should also be my own decision. If you stop me just because you are worried about me, how many steps can I take?"
Ni Dairou shook his head, "What you said is not entirely right, but it is not entirely wrong either."
"You must learn for the sake of the Son of Man, and you must learn for yourself. Although you are an adult now, it is only a few years in your life. The decision you make may not be right."
Bai Mingshao couldn't help but feel disappointed after these words. Although this was right, but...
"It's just that I heard your words are clear, your thoughts are clear, and your tone is firm. This time, as an elder, I agree with you to go, but I want you to remember that this is the first time you have made a decision since you were born, and the first time you have left the Bai family. No matter you encounter anything or any unspeakable difficulties during this period, I hope you can remember that you are a member of the Bai family, and there are Bai family members around you, and you can safely and boldly ask them for help."
Ni Dairou looked at Bai Mingshao, "The opportunity for you to regret is right next to you. Even if you start to regret when you go back today, none of us will laugh at you. This is your decision and a part of your life. Maybe It may be of vital importance, but we are just participants, not decision-makers. You have to understand that asking for help is not an important matter, it is about you, me, and the Bai family."
It was rare for Bai Mingshao to be so dazed, but now he didn't know how to respond to Ni Dairou's remarks.
Never in his life had anyone explained it to him so clearly.
"Although my eyes are dim, my heart is not blind. My grandmother won't stop you from whatever you want to do. She won't stop you if you want to get in. But my grandmother's thoughts are the same as your aunt's. You If you are determined to go, you can go if you regret staying, but grandma hopes you will make arrangements for your own escape."
"You have to regret it after entering the city. You have to be brave enough to disregard the people in the world and risk everything. You have to prepare enough for your own safety. You have to persevere so that you can survive. You have to have the courage to risk your life." Be prepared to pay for every action.”
The old lady looked at Bai Mingshao, "You should know that the most difficult thing on this journey is not how to convince us, but whether you have the ability to bear it, the ability to save all sentient beings, the ability to make amends, or the ability to make amends when you face this alone. Are you truly ready to face any hardship, suffering, and the death of others and yourself calmly?"
Before this moment, Bai Mingshao had always felt that half of the success was achieved by convincing the person in front of him.
Back then, when Bai Guo wanted to go out to do something, he only got the consent of two of them.
But now Bai Mingshao no longer feels that way. The mountain pressing in front of him suddenly disappeared and was replaced by the entire Lezhou.
That's where he's about to go, where all the doctors have been helpless for months, where the seal may never see the light of day, where...
It may be full of blood and war.
This is the place he wants to go, so does he still want to go now?
He was not disobeying his family elders, proving himself, or any other illusory thing.
He has no shortage of food and clothing, and even if he is a playboy all his life, he has brothers who can protect him. He can think that there may be constant ups and downs in his life, but it will never shake his foundation.
And now——
Just make the exact opposite decision.
He Mei looked left and right, but she never expected that the two of them could say this. But if she objected now, she would obviously be at a disadvantage, but it was really difficult for her to say something nicer at this time. After thinking about it over and over, He Mei could only say dryly: "It's just the beginning of spring, bring more clothes with you on the road... I'll prepare some extra money for you, so you can take care of things if you encounter something inside."
Bai Mingshao was just thinking seriously when he heard what Mrs. Ni Dairou said before, but when he heard He Mei's words, he really felt what Ni Dairou said about "people with white hair give gifts to people with black hair".
"Mother...son is unfilial." Bai Mingshao knelt in the hall and kowtowed to his superior.
He Mei was moved and said, "Good boy, get up quickly."
The situation in this hall today has changed again and again. At this point, Yu Die has told Ni Dairou everything that the old lady wants to know. Yu Die thought about getting up and leaving after a while, but at this time, he listened to the old lady. Then he turned the conversation to her, "What about you? What are your plans?"
Yu Die was still in a state of congratulations to his sister and Bai Mingshao's loving mother and son. When he heard the old lady's words, he reacted for a while and then said: "After Leping, most of them will follow the route of the Seven Kingdoms. I will still stay in Chengdu." Zhou is in charge."
She needs to make decisions about whether goods from the seven countries should be shipped back and out, or which countries should route goods to each other.
"If that's the case, you don't have to stay in Fengzhou all the time. Have you ever thought about coming to Kyoto?"
The old lady's question was an ordinary elder's kindness to a junior, but in Bai Mingsong's case, it made him blush. He always felt that his grandmother had noticed something.
But few people were paying attention to Bai Mingsong at this time. Instead, Bai Mingsong, who discovered this, looked at Yu Die openly and waited for the answer.
"I don't know." Yu Die replied very honestly, "These things have not been decided yet. Whether I will return to Kyoto later..."
"There is a village in the south of the city. You can stay cool in the summer and keep warm in the winter." The old lady looked at Yu Die, "You are not young anymore. If Zhenzhen doesn't get married, you can't live your life with her."
If it were normal, Yu Die would definitely make a big blush, but at this time Yu Die fell silent and spoke after a long time, "Yu Die understands the old lady's concern, but... I want to wait. I'll be there when the third lady comes out." Decide."
The old lady couldn't help but touch Yu Die's hair, "I watched you grow up, forget about others, but you, I don't want you to waste yourself for Zhenzhen."
Yu Die lowered his eyebrows and said nothing. The old lady didn't say anything.
Pang Yang's injury was a serious matter, and a new candidate had already been announced in a matter of seconds. On the same day, people had already embarked on a fast horse to the border.
But no one expected that Xuan Xian would also order Ye Xiaohou Ye Mingjie to follow him to the battlefield. This made many people confused.
No one knows that the Ye family has not been on the battlefield for many years.
It can be said that if it weren't for the fact that the Ye family was the founding hero, this title would have been ruined by them countless times, and no one expected that the emperor would favor the Ye family again at this critical moment.
Everyone's suspicion did not affect these people going to the battlefield, nor did it affect those on the battlefield coming down.
"Will Governor Pang come back?" Bai Mingzhi lay on the table and looked at Ni Dairou, Bai Mingsong and others.
Mrs. Ni Dairou looked at Bai Mingzhi at the same time. Ni Dairou looked calm and said, "Probably not. The battle report has stated that Governor Pang had to withdraw from the battlefield because of serious injuries. Now the emperor has also ordered Governor Pang to take good care of his health. It is obviously I’m not going to ask questions at this time.”
If you don't ask questions, then there is no need for Pang Yang to have a long and bumpy journey back.
Bai Mingzhi nodded, "I also want Governor Pang to bring a letter to Sister A."
She missed her sister.
Ni Dairou held Bai Mingzhi in her arms and coaxed softly, "Your sister...will be back in a few months."
When Yu Die came out again, it was completely dark. The Bai family packed up the side room in the Ginkgo courtyard and gave it to Yu Die.
Gingguo's yard has never been empty since Lezhou's illness began. At this time, when Yu Die stepped into the yard, it was difficult to find a trace of sadness from the smell of herbs and the coming and going of people in the yard.
But when he was lying on the bed and smelling the smell of herbs in his nose, Yu Die felt that the tense emotions he had felt for decades had relaxed a little.
The smell of these herbs may be the hope for Lezhou to regain its new life.
When Bai Mingsong returned to the yard, the sky was dark again. The boy with the big lantern walked lightly in front. When he walked out of the backyard and saw the people waiting in front of him, the boy bowed and stepped aside. Waiting.
Bai Mingsong was a little surprised to see Bai Mingshao at this time, "Is something wrong?"
Bai Mingshao saluted, called 'cousin', and then said: "Is there any letter that I need to bring with me when I enter Lezhou this time?"
Bai Mingshao didn't give his final thoughts when he was in the hall, and no one asked him about it later.
