But today Ansuke feels that such ginkgo is really subverting the past.
There was only sadness in her usually open eyes at this time. Her pain made people feel the same just by listening to it. All her emotions burst out at this moment, which was shocking.
But those who empathize with the identity and have never experienced it cannot truly understand the pain, so what Ansuke saw was the helmsman who was crying while Bai Guo was talking, and what he saw was the helmsman being pulled out of that A sad ginkgo.
But in this pain, Ansuke is also full of doubts.
Why do you want to curse General Chizhong to death?
Also... Mrs. Bai has two sons. When did she get another woman?
"She's stupid! She's stupid!" The helmsman's face was filled with tears. "She was so stupid that she didn't know right from wrong and was tricked into working in the salt mine. But she is so young, how strong can she be... She When her brother found her, she had been beaten so hard that she had already lost her breath, but the people there still refused to let him take the body out. How could her brother endure such a situation? One person... half-destroyed the salt mine. Bring people out!"
"But what if I take her out? I still don't have a daughter, and my daughter still hasn't come back!"
The unforgettable pain can never be forgotten. Even if it has not been mentioned for many years, even if many years have passed, these things can clearly appear in my mind without even thinking about it, and all the past events are vivid in my mind!
"I am incompetent! I can't save my daughter and I can't protect my son. I can only take the two of them by boat from Fengguo to this unfamiliar country of Saudi Arabia to make a living."
The helmsman lamented, "I can't kill my enemy with my bare hands! I can't take revenge!"
The daughter died in the salt mine, but the murderer was not punished.
The thoughts I have every day are accumulated hatred, and these hatreds corrode people day by day.
Bai Guo smiled with tears in her eyes as she said, "I can't kill my enemies with my bare hands..."
She knew that the person who killed Pang Yang was Liang Yuning, and the person who caused Liang Yuning to want to kill her was Yan Ren. The person who followed Yan Ren up the mountain was Qianjun of the Tiger Army.
If she is irrational, she can let the Liang family be buried with her. If she is irrational, she can let Yan Ren guard his tomb. If she is irrational, she can let everyone who participated in the war kneel in front of his tombstone.
But at that time, she still had sense. She also knew that the person Liang Yuning wanted to kill had always been her.
She didn't want to be like what the previous emperor had done to her. She didn't want him to live a clean life but leave unbearable words in the history books after his death.
"But I didn't make it easy for them either."
Bai Guo said: "When I reached a high position, everyone thought that I had forgotten the past and that person. I began to be moody and angry. I began to have them kneel in front of me every day to beg for mercy. I began to have them kneel in front of me every day to beg for mercy. Let them live in fear."
"They scolded me, they stabbed me, they wanted to drug me, they wanted to find the right person to take the position again, but I didn't make any mistakes."
"Under my governance, everyone except them is living very well, and their life is better than before, so they are hated by more people, they are reviled by more people, they are stabbed by more people, and finally I didn't take any action, but they have to bear the infamy for generations to come. I saw the painting, and every word was a criticism, but I was praised."
Ging Guo laughed until she burst into tears, "But I'm not happy."
There is no more Pang Yang left in the world.
"No one understands my sorrow, no one stores my thoughts, everyone laughs and laughs, everyone forgets the sleeping person, no one confesses to him, no one goes to ask for forgiveness, no one goes to his tombstone. .”
"I don't understand what I am living for, I don't understand what I am doing every day, I am thinking about problems every day."
There is no more Pang Yang left in the world, so what is the use of staying in this world.
"I didn't think about this answer, but when I woke up one day, I realized that I was planning and scheming against everyone."
Something is happening that will kill all the nine countries within ten years.
"I thought that was fine, but I heard someone calling me."
"One sound after another, several sounds, and they don't stop for a long time."
"They, they prayed for my peace and happiness, prayed for me, chanted sutras for me, prayed to heaven and knelt down for me. I heard the voices of my father and mother, I heard his voice, he was blaming himself, he said that he Fear."
"All this is a dream."
Ging Guo was smiling, "When I wake up from the dream, he is still there."
"But I'm also scared. I'm afraid that if he follows me, it will be like in the dream, so I want him to leave."
"But I overestimated myself. If you have a dream, you have to ask for something. How can I really let the person I ask for leave?"
Bai Guo turned to look at the helm, looking at him with tearful eyes, and asked: "What about you?"
The helmsman, whose face was full of tears, had already been stunned by Ging Guo's obviously different words.
What Bai Guo was talking about was not an ordinary person, let alone an ordinary woman.
At the helm, he couldn't help but think, where else could a woman dressed in such rich and luxurious clothes be not a wealthy businessman or one of the rich and powerful?
But at the helm, I thought, could such a person be raised by a powerful person...
"I……"
"The brother you are talking about is yourself." Bai Guo had the same tear stains on the helmsman's face. It seemed that he should be suffering from the same problem, but Bai Guo's words quickly distanced the relationship between the two.
The helmsman became alert at this moment, and his originally sad eyes turned full of anger, "Who are you?!"
Ansuke took a step forward to separate the helm and Ginkgo.
Ging Guo wiped away the tears, and the previous sadness disappeared in those eyes, and what remained was the original character, "Your father followed you to rescue your sister, but your father stayed in the salt mine. He The last thing I said was for you to take your sister and leave Fengguo."
"You brought your sister's bones from Fengguo to here and buried your sister here. You still fished every day, and you still gave her goat's milk every day."
"You said this channel is unsafe because you took this route when you came here. When you escaped, it was one night and the wind and waves were very strong. Your sister's bones were almost swallowed up by the wind and waves several times."
"You are here and still in the salt mine because you want to go back to Fengguo. You want to go back to Fengguo to take out your father's body. You also want to avenge your sister and your father."
"You know the loopholes in the salt mine and the similarities in the salt mine better than anyone else. If I am right, you will actually go to the salt mine in Fengguo once while you are at sea."
"The hatred in your heart is no worse than that of me in the dream. How could you have done nothing for so many years?"
Bai Guo asked: "Am I right?"
If other people had immediately taken precautions upon hearing such a precise thing, they would have immediately grabbed Bai Guo to confirm their own safety.
But the person at the helm was stunned at every word Bai Guo said. The abnormal behavior made Ansuke and others who were already on alert and ready to take action at any time were stunned for a moment.
"...you," the helmsman said, "the way you talk looks very much like her."
Ansuke frowned, feeling that these words were not good words.
That man is already dead, so to speak of his master...
"But I'm not her." Bai Guo was sober and unusual. "She is sleeping underground, but I still exist in this world."
The helmsman smiled and cried, "It's great, it's great..."
"You are so lucky. The person you lost is just a dream, a dream..."
"Yes, it's a dream." Bai Guo said: "A dream that I experience personally. When I wake up from the dream, we all exist. We..."
Ging Guo smiled at the helm, "Together."
The helmsman laughed along with Bai Guo's smile, and the tears of laughter couldn't stop flowing, "I heard that you have some scruples in your hearts, but no matter how many scruples you have, you don't let each other stop. You really love each other. , you know how to love each other better than anyone else.”
"But what's the use of telling me this? What I lost is a relative, what you lost is a lover, and you are just a dream. Do you want to use your current situation to comfort me?"
The helmsman said: "My hatred for that man is no weaker than yours. How are you going to persuade me?"
Ging Guo stood up from the splint, "I have no intention of persuading you."
The sun had just risen at this time, and the orange-yellow light on the boundary line of the sea was extremely dazzling. "I already know what I want to know. Telling you this is just a matter of finding someone who can tell it."
"Farewell."
The scenery was so beautiful that it was difficult to appreciate it because of the people around him. Ging Guo walked towards the bottom of the boat. Ansuke glanced at the people on the ground and followed behind Ging Guo. The remaining secret guards confirmed that Ging Guo had gotten off the boat. Then he got off the boat.
"Are you from the Chengzhou Kingdom?" came the voice at the helm, "You are speaking from the Sha Kingdom, but your words contain the Chengzhou Kingdom's habit of pausing. Those Chengzhou Kingdom businessmen who come here are all That’s how you talk.”
Bai Guo didn't stop, and just left a message as if he was asking casually, "Then who do you think I am from the Zhou Kingdom?"
The helmsman didn't know who the people were in the Chengzhou Kingdom, so he laughed at this question. The funny meaning was that the corners of his mouth suddenly froze, and at the same time he quickly turned his head and stared at Bai Guo, confirming in a loud voice: "Princess Chengzhou Kangle!"
Ging Guo's laughter came, "I didn't expect that I was actually recognized."
But Gingguo's steps didn't stop, as if he didn't care. In those few steps, it seemed like he was far away, so far away that his hope was about to be shattered!
"You know what I want! Help me!" The helmsman couldn't sit still anymore and jumped off the boat and wanted to catch up with Ging Guo, but saw that Ging Guo had stopped.
The helmsman felt that his heartbeat had never been so fast and his emotions had never been so excited in more than ten years!
"Help you?" Bai Guo seemed to be thinking.
The helmsman nodded vigorously and said in a more serious tone: "Help me! I'll give you whatever you want!"
