Fu Changxi nodded frantically, "I don't want to! I also want to follow Yi Dadong's family to see the Nine Kingdoms..."
Fu Changxi suddenly felt that the aura next to her was obviously different, and she looked at Pang Yang who was stunned.
Fu Changxi's eyes turned back and forth between Bai Guo and Pang Yang, who had a subtle expression, and she carefully stepped back to leave.
It's over.
She has never thought about seeking death.
Fu Changxi was shouting Twelve in her heart. She suddenly felt that Bai Guo must have expected today's situation when he put Twelve into the Dingxi Palace so that he could kill her directly and justifiably!
Helping Changxi to exit the hall safely with all sorts of things in her mind.
In the hall, Bai Guo just wanted to take a preemptive strike and Pang Yang already said, "Why didn't the third lady tell me?"
Bai Guo used a rhetorical question to cover up, "Didn't I say that?"
The hall was a little cold, and Pang Yang's aura affected everything around him. "Why didn't the third lady tell Pang Yang that she wanted to leave?"
For the first time, Bai Guo felt oppression on Pang Yang. Even though it was fleeting, the discomfort that made her instinctively resist was real at this moment.
Bai Guo suppressed this feeling and explained: "I just had an idea before, but now that there are things to do in Ruiyu Prefecture and Huiping Prefecture, it is even more necessary to delay this matter."
Pang Yang withdrew his eyes from Bai Guo and lowered his eyes, "Will the third lady regret the decision she made?"
At this moment, Bai Guo understood something.
Being able to remember a sentence and being able to do it are two different things.
At the same time, Bai Guo found the reason why everyone lost in the chess game.
"Brother Pang Yang will..."
"No, never." Pang Yang's answer was quick and true.
Bai Guo smiled helplessly, "Brother Pang Yang is so confident in himself, why do you think I won't like Brother Pang Yang?"
If Bai Guo said this in the past, Pang Yang would be unbearably red or his eyes would brighten up first, but today Pang Yang said: "Pang Yang thinks the third lady may be..."
Pang Yang's voice softened, "I don't like it that much..."
Bai Guo suddenly paused.
In some ways it is.
For example, she couldn't make Pang Yang like her as much as Pang Yang.
After the dinner, Ginguo played a game of chess. In that game, Gingo put herself in Pang Yang's position, but losing also meant that she would retreat if she was Pang Yang.
But...when Pang Yang knelt down that day, Bai Guo realized that she and Pang Yang were different.
She likes to be sober, but Pang Yang is not.
"My grandmother came to see me the day Brother Pang Yang came back. She asked me a lot and talked to me a lot, but my hesitation did not diminish at all." Bai Guo looked at Pang Yang, "Grandma told me that she couldn't answer me. She Let me give you a chance to take the initiative and give me the answer."
Pang Yang's eyelids trembled, he didn't know there was such a thing.
then……
How sad should she be?
"You are the same now as I was before, so my answer is..."
Pang Yang suddenly interrupted, "Miss Third, please stop talking."
Ging Guo looked at Pang Yang.
Pang Yang tightened his grip on the armrest, "Pang Yang... I'm satisfied. As long as the third lady... is by Pang Yang's side."
People's greed will encourage people, and Pang Yang realized that he is now.
But he has seen too many people who end up getting nothing because of greed and dissatisfaction. Pang Yang doesn't want this result, so he thinks the answer is that it doesn't matter.
Now he has something he never had before...
"Pang Yang is fine. Third lady, do you want to go back to the courtyard? Pang Yang will see you off."
Now that things in Fengzhou have just begun, what he said at this time will be annoying... He shouldn't say it...
Bai Guo's eyes paused on Pang Yang for a moment, then stood up.
Pang Yang wanted to get up at the same time, but heard Bai Guo say first: "Give Brother Pang Yang a cup of tea to think about. After a cup of tea, Brother Pang Yang will choose whether to listen or not."
Pang Yang was slightly stunned.
"There are some things that I don't want to take care of, but there are some things that I can feel at ease after dealing with them." Bai Guo looked at Pang Yang, "Grandma also said something at the time, 'We may not be able to be together in the end, but you have to know yourself. Will you regret your decision at a certain moment when you move forward? Brother Pang Yang, if you don’t ask now, are you sure you won’t regret it in the future?”
Bai Guo's eyes never left Pang Yang: "Can you confirm that your greed will not devour you?"
Pang Yang gripped the armrest of the chair tighter.
cannot.
It started when he wasn't satisfied and just followed.
Ever since he asked this question.
That's not what he wanted.
Ging Guo walked out of the hall. Pang Yang stood up and wanted to follow, but Ging Guo signaled him not to move.
"Brother Pang Yang will come to me after you think clearly. If you don't think clearly, you will only be following me for a short time."
Before Bai Guo stepped out of the hall, Pang Yang's voice sounded behind him, "Pang Yang, listen."
Bai Guo turned around and asked, "Why do you want to listen?"
Pang Yang followed Bai Guo for several steps, "I want to be with Third Miss forever. No matter how much time passes, Third Miss will still be by Pang Yang's side."
Bai Guo didn't know what she felt in her heart, but she said something she would never have said before, "Brother Pang Yang is afraid of these two words, greedy and dissatisfied, right?"
Pang Yang looked at Ging Guo, who was so close but unable to support him, and said, "Yes."
Bai Guo turned around and looked at Pang Yang, "Brother Pang Yang wants what everyone wants in this capacity. Why is it that only Brother Pang Yang thinks this is greed?"
"Because Brother Pang Yang knows how much he likes me, so after I gave him very little, Brother Pang Yang became uneasy and liked me very much. After he liked me very much, he told himself that it was because he was greedy, not because I didn't want to give."
Pang Yang had given Gingguo many things before, life, cherishment, protection...
But Ginkgo gave Pang Yang...
The words "don't want to" made Pang Yang's eyes tremble.
"Brother Pang Yang, it's not that I don't like you that much." Bai Guo understood himself, "I love you as much as..."
Ging Guo paused and changed his voice, "Yes..."
"Is it Yan Ren?"
Bai Guo's heart trembled.
"The first time the third lady asked Pang Yang to join the army was after Pang Yang took action against Ansuke and others. Immediately afterwards, the emperor asked Pang Yang and other guards to fight with the vicious dogs. I saw the third lady say this in the field that day. In one sentence, one sentence is: 'He was chosen by my daughter to suppress the Tiger Army. If I can't deal with a little dog here, then I don't need to keep anyone around.'"
Ginkgo's heart was trembling even more than before.
"Another sentence is, 'I have seen him become famous, so I naturally know what kind of person to choose.' After Pang Yang joined the army, the third lady pointed out that she wanted to find Yan Ren, who was a member of the Tiger Army. Before this, the third lady I have never met Yan Ren, let alone heard his name. That day, Third Miss asked him about his family and country, and talked about Mrs. Yan’s views, which all showed that Third Miss knew them very well. "
"On the Yifeng battlefield, Pang Yang asked, 'Miss San, are you still the Miss San from before?', Miss San herself said, 'Once you lose your mind and get caught up in emotions, you will regret it.' Based on this, Pang Yang can only guess. Some, until the third young lady from Saudi Arabia said to Yan Ren, 'I really put my heart and soul into it at that time, and I didn't like that the two of them were torn apart beyond recognition in the end, which insulted the innocence'."
"So what happened to Third Miss and him in the past that Pang Yang didn't know, and in the end... he disappointed Third Miss."
Pang Yang's eyes were calm, but Bai Guo could not calm down. If these had always been doubts in Pang Yang's heart, how could he choose her with such certainty in that choice?
Bai Guo didn't know which thing he should explain first, but he was hugged very gently by Pang Yang first, "Pang Yang said this because he wanted to tell the third lady. Pang Yang knew that the third lady didn't need to hide it from Pang Yang. Yang, Pang Yang chose the current third lady."
Pang Yang's body smelled of medicine as always, and the excess body temperature made Ging Guo feel warm when his hands and feet were cold. Ging Guo put his face close to Pang Yang's chest, listening to his chaotic heartbeat that was completely different from his movements.
"I thought I liked Yan Ren before, but I don't regret that we didn't get to the end with him, and I don't regret it. I don't even have any thoughts of fighting for it. You can completely deny that I like Yan Ren, because I really don't have the same feelings for him as I do now. Feeling. It’s just that the young man in my eyes was indeed him. He and I experienced the chaos on the battlefield, experienced Yifeng’s cavalry, and experienced the people around us leaving one by one... In the past two years, I heard it every day The most popular name is his."
Bai Guo could feel Pang Yang's arm tightening some strength, holding her tighter, "Did he destroy Yifeng?"
"No."
"Then why does it take two years?" Pang Yang asked this question obviously with his own thoughts. Ging Guo smiled sullenly in Pang Yang's arms. Pang Yang lowered his head and looked at Ging Guo, who was trembling and smiling, with soft eyes.
"Brother Pang Yang, he is different from you, and he is different in my heart." Bai Guo didn't know what he was thinking, but he took the initiative to crawl into Pang Yang's arms again, and Pang Yang cooperated and hugged her tighter. Some.
"It's not him that worries me all the time. It's the things I wanted to do but didn't finish in my last life." Bai Guo hugged Pang Yang as hard as Pang Yang hugged her. "I've seen too many things in my two lives. Robbery, I have seen too many wars, too many corpses of people, it seems to have no end, it seems to have no end."
"I just thought, can we let this world pause for a while? Let other countries be at peace for a while like Cheng Zhou before... just for a while. Let them also feel peace, feel well-being, and feel the prosperity. "These are unknown things that have always been pressing in her heart.
"It's like letting a woman become an official. If I step on the road, there will be people walking on it. Then the road will become wider and wider, and the time of peace will become longer and longer." Bai Guo's face has been buried in Pang Yang's In my arms, "I know this idea is silly and naive, so I don't want to say it to anyone. No matter if I don't step out or I kick it lightly, no one will laugh at me..." But if I succeed, the world will be prosperous, Brother Pang Yang, have you seen it?"
Pang Yang's throat rolled and he said, "No."
"Neither do I, but I want to see it. I also want my grandmother, mother, Mingzhi, and Ni Yu to see it." Bai Guo hugged Pang Yang tightly again, "For this reason, whether it is the money or power in my hand, Whether it's fame or fortune, I can give up. So, Brother Pang Yang, what I can give you now is all I can give. It's not because I have other people in my heart, nor is it because I can't let go of the past. I just want... too much, too much, and these things are pressing in my heart so that I don’t have time to pay attention to other things, making me instinctively ignore those things, so that I can’t give you everything.”
