I don’t know how long it took, but I felt pain all over my body, and there was no place that didn’t hurt.
My consciousness has always been in darkness, and it seems that no matter how much I want to wake up, I can't really wake up.
Vaguely, in the endless darkness, a voice seemed to be calling me.
"Xiao Lin, Xiao Lin, wake up quickly."
This voice sounds so nice. The person who said this must be a beautiful woman.
"Who are you?"
In the space of consciousness, I cannot see the source of the sound, I can only look for it based on the direction.
Then I heard the woman's voice coming again: "You have grown up, Xiaolin."
A thought occurred in my mind: Have I grown up? Who is this woman? Why do you say I have grown up?
What does it have to do with her when I grow up? But no matter how you hear this sound, it is infinitely far away.
"you there?"
I didn't give up, and used my consciousness to shout into the endless darkness.
Then, a light suddenly appeared in the darkness, illuminating the entire darkness.
A graceful woman appeared in the dark mid-air, her expression was elegant and holy.
Wearing a white robe, her skin is like snow, and her hair is simply tied up, she looks like a fairy in a painting.
The moment I saw this woman, I almost burst into tears. I have seen this woman before.
I saw it in the photo Liu Che brought me. That was my mother's appearance.
"Who are you?"
My voice stuttered, and I could hardly believe everything, even that it was all an illusion.
When I wake up, nothing will be left, it will all be a dream.
The woman in mid-air smiled, her smile was so gentle and kind, the woman was very young.
This made me unable to believe that the woman who appeared here was my mother.
I have no memory of my mother since I was a child, and I don’t know if the photo Liu Che brought is of my mother.
So until now, I haven't dared to speak directly and shout to the woman in mid-air.
I swallowed, my throat rolled, and my heart almost jumped out of my chest.
He shouted in a dry voice: "Mom"
As if the woman had received the best gift, her beautiful face blossomed completely.
After shouting this, I felt like I was filled with endless courage.
Unable to suppress himself any longer, he shouted wildly: "Mom, is it you?"
When I shouted: "Mom", tears had already streaked down my face.
The drops fell on my two somewhat stiff beards, and I had long forgotten to wipe them.
He just looked at his mother blankly, and the mother in front of him also looked sad.
But no tears rolled down, but I could feel that my mother was very sad.
At this time, I felt that the reason why my mother was like this seemed to be a ray of thought.
It is just a soul, not a real body at all.
I had long forgotten whether I was still in fantasy, and almost became neurotic.
For a moment, I didn't know what to say, I just pursed my lips tightly and looked at my mother.
His eyes were still full of tears, swirling in his eyes, and there was still a trace of tears hanging from the corners of his eyes.
"Mom, I miss you so much. Where are you? Why did you abandon me and my father?"
"How did I get here over the past thirty years, do you know? My father is not doing well either."
"I wish you and my father, our family of three, could live happily together."
I almost yelled this paragraph, constantly venting the suppressed emotions in my heart.
After hearing what I said, my mother became a little sad and kept wiping her tears with her hands.
But her soul body is just a ray of thought, so there can be no tears.
But I can still feel the helplessness in her heart, hating myself for being powerless.
"Xiao Lin, I'm really sorry."
"I'm sorry for you and your father, for not being able to be with you and your son."
"This is just my last fragment of consciousness, and it will disappear soon."
"If possible, ask your father to come to me. Maybe there will be a chance."
After finishing speaking, the trace of mother's soul began to weaken a lot.
A white robe began to disappear from the feet, but it disappeared very slowly.
Seeing this situation was almost like a thunderbolt to me.
I was so stunned that I shouted loudly: "Mom, why are you doing this?"
"How can I save you? My father has disappeared and I am looking for him."
"Mom, tell me, what should I do? Where are you?"
My mother seemed to be attracted by my words, but then asked me: "Your father disappeared?"
"How long has it been since he disappeared? Didn't he leave you anything?"
"Mom, my father left me everything in Coffin Mountain Taibao."
"My father must have disappeared for something. It has been more than ten years."
"However, I believe that one day I will find my father. I believe he is still alive."
My voice was resounding and I was extremely firm in my beliefs without any wavering.
The mother thought for a moment, seemed to understand something, and had no choice but to shake her head.
"Xiao Lin, whatever your father is going to do, just let him do it."
"As for me, my soul has entered the underworld and will never appear again."
"This trace of soul consciousness only exists in you."
"This soul consciousness will only be triggered when you are on the verge of death."
"Let me see you. How old are you?"
I held back the tears that were falling, and my voice was choked with sobs.
"Mom, I will be almost thirty-three years old in a few months."
The mother is still disappearing, and the ankle part has completely disappeared.
He sighed: "I have missed so much, more than thirty years."
"I can never go back in my life, not even three years was given to me."
Immediately afterwards, the mother seemed to want to vent all the unwillingness in her heart.
"Why? Why? Dad, did you really do the right thing?"
My mother's words also confused me and I didn't understand what they meant.
"Xiao Lin, if you see your father in the future, tell him that I don't regret it."
"I have never regretted anything since I was with him."
The mother's body gradually floated upward, getting higher and higher off the ground.
And I suddenly reached out and wanted to reach out and grab my mother's hand.
"Mom, wait for me, wait for me."
"I will definitely save you, isn't it the underworld?"
"I'll try my best to try, but you have to wait for me."
My mother's figure floated higher and faster, and I couldn't catch it at all.
The mother, who was still in the air, continued to disappear, and her waist below the waist slowly became transparent.
I screamed at the top of my lungs, pointed at the darkness loudly, and shouted angrily: "Damn it, God, are you going to kill me?"
"Boom"
As if my words had offended the gods, there was a flash of lightning in the darkness.
It hit my mother, frightening me so much that I reached out and touched my arms.
I wanted to take out a piece of paper and throw it into the air to save my mother's only consciousness.
However, my hand was empty and there was nothing in my arms.
"ah"
"Mom, don't go, don't leave me."
I ran forward with all my strength, and my helpless hands grasped forward desperately.
"Please, don't leave!"
In the darkness, I suddenly fell forward, and in the heat of the moment, I fell into coma again.
