His mother continued: "It wasn't all your fault at the beginning... It was also my parents' fault... I just felt that you were older than your sister... Everything could be done by your sister... But I ignored it... You are also a Children...you also need the love of your parents..."
"Stop talking...I don't care about you...I blame myself instead...I didn't know about my sister's illness...If I knew...I..." He could not continue. .
After a while. . The mood of several people softened. . .
He took his mother's hand and said, "Mom... I have a lot to say... I have too many things to ask..."
Mother nodded and said: "You can ask... You have grown up... I won't hide things at home from you..."
His first question was directly to ask why his sister got this disease. . . When was it discovered? . . Why not continue treatment. . .
The mother sighed and took him by the hand. . He held his sister with one hand and said: "This matter... It's mainly my fault... Your sister actually discovered this disease when she was very young... She went to the hospital for examination at that time... Mainly because of genetic reasons. ...And your sister is born with a weak immunity...that's why she got sick..."
Mother recounted all the previous events. . . Only then did he know. . It turns out that my sister got sick when she was so young. . Almost cured though for a long time. . . But then it relapsed. . .
That's why my parents doted on my sister so much. . . Ignored myself. . It turns out a lot of it is about making up for it. . They felt that they had caused their sister to become like this. . .
"Mom...haven't we all said it before...this is my life...I don't blame you..." The younger sister shook her mother's hand. .
Originally when I was in the hospital. . She was informed of the situation. . I also feel that God is unfair. . Why do you do this? . I also complained about my parents. . But she didn't say it. . .
When the vice-dean asked her parents to go out to register and pay the money. . . He looked at the little girl's clasped hands. . . And a slightly frowned brow. . .
So he asked kindly: "What's wrong, little sister...are you feeling depressed because of this disease?"
She was also in adolescence at that time. . . Children at this stage will inevitably be a little rebellious, and she happened to be a little unhappy because of this disease. . . So she simply drew the most cheerful answer: "What do you think? Think about it if your child got this disease... How would you feel??"
"You!" One of the directors couldn't listen anymore. . . I just wanted to reprimand him verbally. . .
"Ahem, you all get out..." the vice-dean coughed. . . The director did not dare to continue talking. . The four people walked out directly. . .
He continued: "Little sister, you have to believe that this disease can be cured one day... including all diseases currently known to mankind... it will be cured one day... You are still so young... then Young...The future is promising..."
And she said at this time: "One day... the future... such a distant word... When should I wait?? One year? Two years? Several years? Ten years? Decades? Even I won’t be able to wait for that day until I die... I really don’t understand... Why did my parents give birth to me... Let me suffer this..."
The deputy dean told her what happened when she first came here. . . That was when she was held as a baby for the first time. . . Her mother was distraught. . . I didn't even wash my face. . He carried her to the hospital. . . And in a hurry. . . I also wore the wrong shoes. . Step on one of each pair of shoes. . . So the shoes on her feet. . . One is rose gold. . . The other one is burgundy. . . Although it looks funny. . . But this is all to allow his daughter to receive treatment earlier. .
Wait until the diagnosis is made. . . Her parents found it hard to accept. . . Her father's back was directly leaning against the wall, and his whole body was swaying a little. . . And her mother fainted directly. . . Because of sadness. . . When dizzy. . . There were tears falling from the corners of my eyes. . .
Since then. . . Her mother often suffered from dark circles under her eyes. . . There were big blisters on the mouth. . This is all because of sadness and worry. . . Because the little girl at that time was really too weak. . Plus this disease comes like a mountain. . . I feel itchy almost all night long. . . So her mother could only hold her in her arms. . Wait until she feels itchy and apply the medicine quickly. . . I often get less than 2 hours of sleep a night. . . And sometimes the condition becomes serious. . . She couldn't even let go. . . This hug lasted a night. . . Wait until morning. . Her mother's arms were numb. . Started shaking involuntarily. . .
And her father was not idle either. . . All the work of decoction and barley water belongs to him. . . And they also have an eldest son. . .
This father works at the company during the day. . . Take care of your family in the evening. . . It’s only been a month. . . I lost more than 10 pounds directly. . .
Every time I took her for an examination, the couple followed her throughout the process. . Afraid of something going wrong. . . The results of each time are recorded. . . See the amount of medicine you take getting smaller and smaller. . . Only then did I feel relieved. . . This persisted for 2 years. . . Neither of your parents gave up on you. . . Don't give up on yourself either. . . Don't even blame them. . . After all, they are suffering more than you are. . . if you can. . . Any one of them will bear the pain of this disease for you without hesitation. . . So you have to become stronger. . Trust your parents, trust our doctors. . . What's more important is that you believe you can do it. .
Words are a happy lock. . . I listened to the deputy dean’s words. . . Only then did she know. . My parents once blamed themselves for their illness. . At the same time, he worked hard to heal himself. . . Then what reason does she have to give up and blame her parents. . .
So from now on, she no longer bothered about why her parents had hidden it from her. . . Why let yourself get this disease. . .
Now, I am focused on thinking about how to cure my disease. . .
So now I see my mother starting to blame herself again. . So she felt and regretted it. . . He hurriedly began to persuade his mother. .
Mother nodded. .
Only then did he remember. . Just now my mother said that the three of us would have dinner together. . . Could it be that father is on a business trip? ? ? Then he should also call his father. . . Tell your father that you have been admitted to your ideal university. . Saying it made my father happy. .
So at this time, he asked his mother and sister if his father was on a business trip. . Why do we say three people have dinner together in the evening? . .
The mother and daughter were stunned for a moment. . . Since my son is already here now. . You can't hide something. . .
So the mother sighed and said: "Your dad is in the hospital now... He can't go home yet... Sigh..."
