Kuroki Ren has always felt that there is something special about this child Haihara Ai.
She is smart, but better at hiding than the flamboyant Conan. She stands aside indifferently, as if the excitement around her has nothing to do with her.
Yes, this is the feeling that Haibara Ai gave Kuroki Jin when the Young Detective Team came together.
She didn't feel like she was different, but she couldn't fit into the atmosphere of a child, and she didn't want to pretend to be stupid like Conan, so she could only stand upright indifferently, seemingly without any desire.
In fact...how could it not be possible?
Kuroki Jin still thinks he understands children. For children of this age, their lack of sociability does not mean that they cannot play together, but that they simply cannot shamelessly blend in.
So Kuroki Jin paid more attention to this child, but in the end he almost got himself imprisoned.
The first feeling is that whether it is the short brown hair or the mature conversation, he will immediately think of a person, a person he does not want to meet again.
Of course, it's not that Kuroki Ren hates this person, but simply that he doesn't want to see her as enemies anymore.
That person's name is Miyano Shiho, and he once had a codename called Shirley.
Haibara Ai is very similar to Shirley. Even though Kuroki Ren and Shirley only knew each other for a few months, they met countless times during that time; even if they only knew Haibara Ai, a transfer student, for about a month, and she Never get close to yourself.
But every time Kuroki Jin sees her, he will think of Shirley, especially after Hara Jiaming's words.
Kuroki Ren was annoying Yuan Jiaming to death. If he hadn't said that, he might not have thought about anything else. He would have simply regretted that a former good friend would gradually leave him, and then he would have been silently thinking about it in his heart. Bless her and hope she can live the life she wants away from the organization.
But it happens! Yuan Jiaming's last words before his death were what he told him! He likes people!
Kuroki Jin was so uncomfortable. Then Gin killed someone. He fell in the corner with his eyes wide open and blood flowed all over the floor. Kuro Mu Jin would still think of it when he dreamed about it at midnight, and then followed it with the sentence: "Don't lie. "Myself"
What was he lying to himself about? He always only deceived Gin... No, he only deceived the die-hards of those organizations, not his own people!
But... you can't think about this kind of thing. The more you think about it, the more you feel like it is like this!
Kuroki Jin lied to himself and said: He approached Shirley for a purpose, to get close to Miyano Akemi so that he could save her later; he helped Shirley to deal with Oka because Gin asked her to take care of her more; Kiichiro Fuchikachi pulled out of the organization because of his sense of justice and his dissatisfaction with the organization's practices; he facilitated the meeting between the sisters because he wanted to have closer contact with Miyano Akemi...
There is a reason for everything, but every reason is a bit blunt after using the phrase "lie to yourself".
So...why was it that everything I did in those few months was inseparable from Shirley?
Why does the organization have so many experimental products, but why does it want to save this one under Shirley?
Why are there so many people who want to see each other when their relatives are separated, but...ah, no, this is to save people!
But...why must we save Miyano Akemi?
Oh - Kuroki Jin thought in his heart - it's because that bastard Bourbon spoke first.
Then let’s put this aside. Why are there so many things in front of us?
So Kuroki Ren tossed and turned all day and night, and came to the conclusion that Yuan Jiaming's last words were to die in peace.
What was not even a thought at first was confirmed to be a fact in just a few words.
oh! I like Shirley!
So Kuroki Jin soon discovered that with such a reason, some of the things he did seemed to have more reasons.
For example, he felt guilty about the birthday gift Shirley gave him for his birthday. For example, he secretly drew a portrait of the person at home two or three days after the person escaped. For example, that time at the Abeido Hotel, he had to take the person away alive no matter what, such as Valentine's Day. Secretly made a chocolate that could not be given away and wished that the two would never meet again.
He has never liked anyone before, so he naturally feels that this is like him. Thinking about it again, it seems even more uncomfortable, it’s still unrequited love!
So he became depressed, and while he was depressed, another girl with short brown hair and the same personality fell into his eyes.
Because of their similar looks, Kuroki Ren often compared the differences between Haibara Ai and Shirley in his mind. The result is...it seems that apart from age, there really is no difference.
Although Haibara Ai was not close to him before, she was still close to those children. Usually when he was in the candy house, when Kuroki Ren didn't pay much attention to them, he would have a casual chat with a few children.
Kuroki Jin...his ears work great!
So he knew that Haibara Ai likes coffee just like Shirley. He also knew that she was very knowledgeable and could master all elementary school knowledge without reading. Like Conan, she was ranked first in the class in this aspect of learning. People; knowing that she is sensible, she usually helps Dr. A Li clean the house and supervises Dr. A Li's weight loss; knows that she likes small animals, and she will always feed the wild cats and dogs passing by...
Therefore, these images of Haibara Ai were supplemented by Kuroki Jin into Shirley's understanding of life, and then fed back. This caused Kuroki Ren to feel more and more that something was wrong with him.
When he thought about Shirley, he would sometimes think of Hui Yuan Ai; when he looked at Hui Yuan Ai, he would also sketch out Shirley's appearance from above.
Kuroki Jin:! ! !
If it is normal to like an adult woman who is one or two years younger than you, it is illegal to like a girl who is seven or eight years old! ! !
The first time Kuroki Jin came up with the idea of how great it would be if Haibara Ai was Shirley, he was shocked by himself.
Brainstorming is really life-threatening!
He silently thought to himself, "It's normal. It's normal. It's just a child, and it's not the way to be raised... Bah, bah, bah, what are you thinking? It's not cultivated. If you like Shirley, you can't ask for it, but you can't, for a little girl." It is not his code of conduct to have bad thoughts!
Parents are so confident that they can take care of their children, but they can't let such troubles happen!
So Kuroki Jin completely separated the two in his mind, sealed Shirley in his mind, and returned to the big brother mode to take care of the children normally.
But even if you take care of your children normally, at this dangerous moment, you should just grab the person and run away without saying a word, because the bomb will detonate without knowing when.
But...Kuroki Jin is not afraid of this alone!
He thought, no matter how beastly Belmode was, he couldn't go to such great lengths to kill a seven-year-old child. That would be too inhumane!
So... he and Haihara Ai started chatting between the two packages of bombs.
"What are you thinking about?" Heimuren squatted down and lowered his head to look at Haihara Ai's expression under the red hood.
