"I really wanted to trust him, but he did some really annoying things to teach me how to trust him."
"What did Tajima do to make you so angry?"
"When I got home, I found Kuwabara at my house."
"Is Kuwahara the woman you mentioned last time? That woman must have come uninvited. When Tajima was about to drive her back, you just returned home. Don't you think so?"
"Yes."
Hong Limin said firmly. The sweet laughter she heard with her own ears was definitely not the laughter when she was expelled, but the laughter when she was sitting on a studio chair or lying on a bench showing her plump breasts.
"No matter what, I can't believe my husband." Hong Limin looked at Guan Lin with sad eyes.
The wine is so bitter. Hong Limen felt a little drunk and looked at Guan Lin with hazy eyes.
"No matter what, please trust Tajima."
Guan Lin repeated this sentence. He had said this sentence several times just now. Hong Limin felt that it seemed to say: "I am Tajima's friend."
"You must forgive him. It's really not worth it and so stupid to destroy the happy family you finally built for a boring woman, isn't it?"
"Maybe the reason is because of that boring woman, but I no longer believe that my husband's love is true."
"I understand how you feel, but what I want to say is that if you destroy the happy family that you finally built for that boring woman, it will suit that woman's heart, so--"
"So you want me to suck it up?"
"You can't say that, because there is something wrong with Tajima. I want to meet him again and advise him to break up with that woman. I also hope you can tolerate him. He is an honest man, and the bad thing is that He has a cowardly personality and is easily tempted, so it is not only unfair but also pitiful to place all the blame on him."
Guan Lin repeated these words, maybe he was also drunk. He struck a match on the wall to light a cigarette, but he never lit it, which was a waste of several matches.
"No matter what..." Guan Lin said repeatedly. "Please forgive Tajima, he is an honest man."
"Stop talking!" Hong Limin said, and Guan Lin looked a little surprised.
"Really? But-"
"Come on! Let's dance."
Hong Limin stood up holding Guan Lin's hand. She drank to avoid being sentimental just like the day before yesterday. Needless to say, she certainly knew that drinking would not solve anything. However, now she wanted to forget her husband, no, not just her husband, but also Sang Yuan. I also want to forget.
Guan Lin's arms hugged Hong Limin's body tightly, and Hong Limin closed his eyes and was intoxicated in the beautiful melody.
Three years disappeared in Hong Limin's mind. In her fantasy, she escaped from reality to three years ago, when she believed that love and happiness were connected.
At that time, she thought Hongxing's cheating and suspicion were just the plots of novels and movies. If possible, she hoped to go back to that time so that she could be with Guan Lin.
Escaping reality and being sentimental are habits that Hong Limin has developed since childhood. Even though she is now twenty-seven years old, she still has not changed this character. From this, it can be clearly seen that she is a person with very weak willpower.
The habit of writing a diary is not an introspection for her, but an act of masturbation.
Hong Limin closed her eyes tightly because she knew that once she opened her eyes, the terrifying real world would appear in front of her. After breaking up with Guan Lin and going home, she had to meet her husband.
"It's so scary..." Hong Limin was held in Guan Lin's arms and whispered as if mumbling to himself.
At around eleven o'clock that night, Hong Limin returned home. She hoped that her husband had gone to bed and entered the entrance hall because she hated seeing her husband's face.
Unfortunately, Tajima not only did not go to bed first, but was still waiting for her.
"There are some things I must tell you clearly."
Tajima said in a firm tone. Hong Limin's expression also became very stiff, and he suddenly woke up from the remaining drunkenness. It seemed that he could not escape the fate of face-to-face negotiations tonight.
"Anyway, please sit down." Tajima said in a dry voice.
Hong Limin sat down on the sofa in silence, wariness naturally welling up in his heart. "Don't be fooled," she told herself, for she could see that her husband was trying to justify what he had done.
"Um..." Tajima said in a low voice, rubbing his hands together as if he was worried. "I beg you to forgive me..."
"..."
"Needless to say, I love you deeply, even more than when I got married. It can be said that I was possessed this time..."
"I do not know what you're talking about."
"You really don't know?"
"What's the matter?" Hong Limin looked at Tajima with malicious eyes.
After Tajima coughed slightly, he looked at Hong Limin's face with suspicion.
"You really don't know?" Tajima said again. "Actually, it's Miss Kuwahara's business..."
"What happened to Miss Kuwahara?"
"That was...a month ago, she started to seduce me. Because I couldn't control myself, I was seduced by her and did something I regret deeply. What I want you to understand is that I love you deeply..." Tian Dao said with a blushing face.
The husband seemed flustered, but Hong Limin was very calm. The husband's flustered expression looked funny.
"Are you referring to the time when you and Kuwahara went to the hotel for a tryst?"
"How did you know that?"
A look of panic appeared on Tajima's face, and his expression also changed. His twisted face looked like a child playing pranks.
My husband is a bit childish, but I can't forgive him for that.
"Yes, how did you know?" Tajima said with a pale face. "I look funny, don't I? I'm afraid you'll be angry if you find out, so I feel frightened."
"I can't see that you are frightened. Didn't Sang Yuan and you have a happy chat in the studio today?"
"That was Sang Yuan coming uninvited, not me asking her to come..."
"She is your model. She comes to you at will. Don't you have no responsibility at all?"
"No, I'm not evading responsibility. I just hope you understand that it was just a temporary misunderstanding. Of course! I also have something wrong.
"It's all wrong. I can't change the facts even if I say more, but I don't want to lose you because of this mistake. If I lose you..."
"If your love for me hadn't changed, this shouldn't have happened."
"When you say that, I have nothing to say. Even I don't know why something like that happened. I think I must be possessed."
"So you want me to forget..."
"If possible, I hope you can forget."
"You said it quite easily!"
"It's natural for you to be so angry. I know I'm sorry for you, but I don't want to..."
"Don't want to lose me?"
