Hong Limin pondered silently. Can you forgive your husband so easily? If a weak personality is the reason for a mistake, there is no guarantee that the same mistake will not be made again in the future.
"Please believe Tajima." Guan Lin said.
"I want to believe him if I can."
Hong Limin whispered. She also didn't want her three years of loving life to end tragically.
However, if the husband has an abnormal relationship with Kuwahara, won't it affect the husband's love? Hong Limin thought so. It is very simple to apologize verbally, and it is also easy to forgive him. However, once the love fades, what is the use of temporary reconciliation?
Don't compromise easily. Hong Limin said to himself.
On the way home from the hotel, Hong Limin repeatedly pondered what Guan Lin said. Guan Lin said, please forgive your husband! Because he is her husband’s friend, that’s why he said that, right?
Hong Limin also wanted to forgive her husband, because the three years of marriage were not without merit. However, Hong Limin couldn't believe that she could really forgive him. Maybe she could wait until the painful memory of the scene she saw in front of the hotel disappeared. Reconciliation is possible, and it will take a long time.
Hong Limin stopped at the door of his house.
Guan Lin said that her husband not only confessed his fault, but also said that he regretted it. If this was the case, he might confess his relationship with Sang Yuan to her today and ask for her forgiveness. Because her husband was not good at talking, he would probably end up getting married. Baba! What attitude will she take then? Ignore him, or listen to his confession silently?
Hong Limin thought this while opening the entrance door. At that moment, a burst of young woman's laughter penetrated Hong Limin's ears.
Hong Limin froze on the spot, feeling a heat on his face. It was Sang Yuan's laughter, and the phantom of reconciliation disappeared from Hong Limin's heart.
Hong Limin climbed up to the entrance with an unhappy expression.
Sang Yuan's laughter kept coming into his ears. They seemed to be in the studio. Sang Yuan was probably working as a model for her husband's paintings. Hong Limin thought of Sang Yuan's firm breasts and her devilish figure that confused men. Hong Li-Sen felt disgusted.
The husband confessed to Guan Lin that he had an affair with Kuwahara, which may be true. However, the husband said that he regretted it, which must be false, because if he really regretted it, wouldn't he fire Kuwahara and stop using her as a model?
If there is no mistake in judgment, the husband intends to continue to maintain an abnormal relationship with Kuwahara. Hong Limin thought so. Maybe the husband is afraid of being known by his wife, and he is obsessed with Kuwahara's beauty, and he may be reluctant to break off the relationship with her. But no matter what, Hong Limin can no longer forgive her husband's behavior. If the husband is either too selfish, or he doesn't put his wife at all In your eyes, will such a person regret it?
When the husband confessed his fault to Guan Lin, he must have wanted to win his wife's sympathy and forgiveness, because he knew that Guan Lin would definitely convey what he said to Hong Limin.
Hong Limin, who entered the living room, was no longer in the mood to stay where he could hear Sang Yuan's laughter.
Just when she was about to walk back to the entrance hall, the door opened and Tajima appeared. He looked at Hong Limin with a surprised expression.
"Are you back?" Tajima's voice was very vague, as if he was embarrassed.
Hong Limin looked at her husband silently, her eyes naturally becoming sharp.
"Miss Kuwahara just arrived..."
"I know, because I have heard her laughter." Hong Limin said coldly. "No one has that kind of laughter except Kuwabara."
"Yes. Just as you said." Tajima echoed.
Hong Limin turned around silently, and her husband quickly said behind her: "Li Min, I want to talk to you."
"What to talk about?"
"It's not convenient to talk here. Can you go to the second floor?"
"Let's talk about it another day! I'm not in the mood to talk to you today."
"But……"
"I want to go out."
"Get out? Where?"
"Go and breathe fresh air." Hong Limin said sarcastically and walked out of the living room.
Tajima shouted loudly, but Hong Limin walked out of the house without looking back.
Hong Limin went to Nanguang Hotel to find Guan Lin again, and Guan Lin looked surprised.
"What happened?" Guan Lin asked after taking Hong Limin into the room. Hong Limin did not answer his question, but asked: "Do you have any wine?"
"Not here. What's going on?"
"I want to drink. Please take me to the bar I went to last time."
"If you like, I can take you there, but why..."
"I don't want to talk about this."
"I understand." Guan Lin said with enlightenment. "Then let's go!"
They walked out of the hotel. The wind was very cold that day, the street was dark, and the blue-white moon had climbed into the still dim sky. Guan Lin, who was walking towards the bustling neon world, suddenly stopped and looked back.
"What's wrong?" Hong Limin also stopped and asked.
"I saw Tajima just now, I'm afraid he saw me too."
"Have you seen my husband?" Hong Limin quickly went to a dark place and looked around, but did not see her husband.
"I must have misjudged the person, because if that person is Tajima, he will definitely call me."
"Yeah?"
"It must be..." Guan Lin felt a little embarrassed.
"What on earth are you thinking about?"
"Maybe my husband is following me."
"Really? Why would he do that?"
"He must have something secret in his heart, is he afraid that I will cheat on him like him?"
"Tajima is not that kind of person."
"No..." Hong Limin said excitedly. "My husband is a very willful and jealous person. He is capable of such despicable things as stalking."
Hong Limin said as if he was speaking quickly.
Suspicion can be said to be a bottomless abyss. Once she becomes suspicious, she can't help but dislike everything about her husband and becomes the object of suspicion. In the past, she thought that her husband's willfulness was the temperament of an artist and jealousy was the expression of love. Now she is suspicious. All become shortcomings.
Hong Limin thought of Andre Kidd's "Robert's School for Girls", which is a satirical novel divided into two parts. The first part is about a woman who sees everything about her husband as beautiful, and the second part is about loyalty turning into suspicion. Tenderness becomes unreasonable. When there is love, everything is beautiful. When love fades, all the advantages that were previously considered become hopeless shortcomings.
Now Hong Limin is in the same mood as the heroine of this novel. The idol in her heart has been completely destroyed.
"It's really nerve-wracking." Guan Lin said with a confused expression. "It's better not to think about the bad side. The person Tajima loves is you. Please believe in his love for you. Otherwise, Tajima will be too pitiful."
