However, things from the past seem to have returned.
"Li Min, do you still write a diary now?" Guan Lin asked.
Hong Limin said "Oh" and then said: "Occasionally..."
As soon as the dance ended, the two of them returned to their seats.
As soon as the sweet memories ended, Hong Limin returned to the real world.
Hong Limin took a taxi and took Guan Lin back to the hotel before going home. It was already eleven o'clock when I got home, I was still a little drunk, and there was still a trace of excitement in my heart.
She was very excited to meet Guan Lin without telling her husband. Although it was just a conversation, she did not deny the pleasure of being mentally unchaste in reminiscing.
Tajima hadn't slept yet. When he saw Hong Limin coming back, he said, "Why are you coming back so late? I'm a little worried."
If she didn't know that her husband was having an affair with Kuwahara, she would definitely believe that this was a sign of love, but now she doesn't think so.
She once heard someone say that there must be something wrong with her husband's sudden change of attitude. It must be because of his affair with Kuwahara that Tajima behaves so gently. Hong Limin thought so.
Her husband planned to conceal his relationship with Sang Yuan. In Hong Limin's view, that was very funny because she was already fully aware of it.
As soon as Hong Limin fell silent, Tajima said again: "You'd better rest early, because you seem a little tired..."
"I'm not tired at all."
"But……"
"I'm just a little drunk."
"You drink?" Tajima had a look of surprise and confusion on his face.
"Can't you?"
"It's not impossible..." Tajima smiled bitterly.
Her husband will not be angry, Hong Limin thought. Her husband's condescending attitude made Hong Limin even more determined.
"It's not bad to drink occasionally." Tajima said generously: "But don't hurt your body."
She should sincerely thank her husband for his magnanimity, but now Hong Limin could not say a word of thanks because she believed that her husband's magnanimity was to cover up his abnormal relationship with Sang Yuan.
"I want to sleep." Hong Limin said looking at the clock in the living room.
As soon as you enter your room, close the door. After she learned that her husband was having an affair with Kuwahara, she slept in a separate room with her husband.
Tajima wanted to say something more, but when he saw her closing the door, he swallowed his words.
Hong Limin opened the diary placed on the coffee table next to the bed. After I got married to Tajima, I stopped writing a diary for a period of time due to my busy life. It was only recently that I started writing again.
The habit of writing a diary was developed during my literary girlhood. Hong Limin picked up the pen.
November 4th.
Meeting him after a long absence and immersing myself in memories.
Hong Limin was writing quickly while recalling Guan Lin's gentle face.
He really loved me so much that he suddenly disappeared from me three years ago. When I learned about this, my heart was filled with sweet sentimentality. At that moment, I no longer felt that I was a poor woman abandoned by her husband, but a beautiful woman deeply loved by the opposite sex——
Just as she was writing rapidly, she heard the sound of her husband closing the door. What on earth was her husband thinking when he went to bed?
Hong Limin stopped writing a diary. Does my husband still love me deeply? Or has his heart been stolen away by Kuwahara?
Hong Limin stared at the wall with sad eyes.
The next day, Guan Lin came to visit as scheduled. Tajima, who didn't know that Hong Limin had met Guan Lin, happily said to Hong Limin: "We have a rare visitor in our house." Hong Limin found her husband's cheerful attitude very funny.
Guan Lin greeted Hong Limin as if he were acting: "We haven't seen each other for a long time." Although their performances were not brilliant, Tajima did not see any flaws.
"Welcome," Tajima said, patting Guan Lin on the shoulder. "What time did you arrive?"
When Tajima asked, Hong Limin couldn't help but look at Guan Lin's face. After Guan Lin hesitated for a moment, he replied: "Arrived this morning."
Hong Limin went to the kitchen with confidence. While making black tea, he could hear the conversation between the two in the living room. Hong Limin listened naturally.
"You don't paint anymore?" the husband asked.
"Yes." Guan Lin's answer was brief.
"it is a pity."
"I don't feel it's a pity, because I don't have the talent for painting, so it's better to give up as soon as possible."
"No, you have talent. Do you want to try again?"
"Forget it." Guan Lin replied simply.
Hong Limin returned to the living room.
"Hong Limin hasn't changed at all." Guan Lin said. This kind of line is not considered good because it is unnatural.
"Brother Guan Lin, too." Hong Limin also said quickly.
Hong Limin left the living room with an excuse so that Guan Lin could spy on her husband's thoughts.
Hong Limin wore sandals and went to a nearby sushi restaurant to buy sushi. The boss said with fear: "You just need to call." Hong Limin couldn't help but smile bitterly.
Hong Limin spent some time before going back. As soon as she entered the living room, Guan Lin smiled at her.
That was a sign that he had found out what his husband was thinking.
After breakfast the next day, Hong Limin went out without telling her husband.
Guan Lin stayed at the Nanguang Hotel. Hong Limin came to the hotel to visit Guan Lin. After Guan Lin took her into the room, he said that he had just called Dongyang's home.
"I told my family that I have something to do in Nanguang and I won't be able to go back until a few days later."
"I'm sorry, for my sake..."
"Don't say that. I originally planned to stay a few more days. I haven't been to Nanguang for three years and I don't want to go back so soon."
"You and my husband..."
"While you were away, I talked to Tajima. I asked him if he was bothered by anything. He said that a woman was pestering him, which made him feel very distressed. According to him, it seemed that the woman was seducing him. , it’s not that he meant to flirt with women.”
"That's not a reason."
"Yes. I said that too, and Tajima said he regretted it."
"If that's the case, why did he hide it from me? Does he want to continue to maintain an abnormal relationship with Kuwahara?"
"no."
"If not, why?"
"That's because Tajima loves you deeply."
"You secretly date women because you love me?"
"No, he said that he didn't dare to tell you because he loved you deeply and was afraid that he would lose you if he told you."
"I really don't understand."
"Tajima has admitted his mistake and asks you to forgive him. Do you not forgive him?"
"Brother Guan Lin, can I forgive him?"
"I am an outsider and am not qualified to answer for you, but..." Guan Lin said thoughtfully. "I think Tajima has admitted his mistake. You can forgive him. He has also repeatedly said that he does not want this incident to affect the relationship between the couple. Because he is an artist and has a weak personality, he can easily be taken advantage of by women. Tajima said that he I plan to give a sum of money to that woman in order to break up with her, so..."
"Does my husband really regret it?"
"That's what he said. From the look on his face, it doesn't look like he was lying."
