Nan Sheng waited for a long time before Yin Han responded.
But what she didn't know was how hard Yin Han used to push her away and quickly ran downstairs.
Yin Han didn't know what mood he was in when he returned home. The moment he returned home, he hid in his room and did not go to school in the afternoon.
He didn't dare to go or get close to the girl.
Because he was afraid that he could not bear it.
He had obviously tried his best to stay away from her, so why did she suddenly appear? He was afraid that he would lose control.
Yin Han sat in the corner of the room, hugging his knees. The only small window in the room let in a ray of light. He suddenly raised his head to look, and immediately stood up and pulled the curtain tightly.
How can a person like him deserve the shining of light? How could light favor him?
His luck in Yin Han's life stopped at the moment he met Nan Sheng.
Yin Han squatted in the corner and saw the shard of glass that he had accidentally knocked over. He picked it up and put it against his wrist, and then without blinking, he cut his wrist, and bright blood dripped out. The emerald green fragments were dyed red, dazzling and terrifying.
He looked at the blood that kept coming out and felt unusually excited.
In a middle school.
Nan Sheng looked at Yin Han's seat like a stone looking at his husband, and glanced at the door from time to time, hoping that he would show up.
Unfortunately, Yin Han didn't show up until school was over.
She couldn't sit still anymore, so as soon as school was over, she took out the address Su Chuanlin gave her last time and took a taxi.
Twenty minutes later, the car stopped on the side of the road. The driver turned his head slightly and said to Nan Sheng in the back seat: "Little girl, the car can't drive in. Your address is just ahead, about 800 meters away. You need to walk by yourself." Go, turn right here and go straight for about 500 meters, then turn left and you will see the community you are going to. In this way, I will save you 10 yuan from your fare."
Nan Sheng didn't say anything, and the driver's attitude was also very good. Because she was anxious to find Yin Han, she took out a red banknote from her wallet and said, "Uncle driver, thank you. No need to look for it. I'm in a hurry."
After Nan Sheng finished speaking, he ran in the direction the driver said.
Li Xiaomei had already cooked the meal and was about to take it to Yin Han's room and wait for him to come back from school.
As soon as he entered and turned on the light, his eyes were frightened, and he stepped forward slowly, "Xiaohan... Xiao..."
Suddenly, the person sitting on the ground raised his head and glanced over. Li Xiaomei paused, and the rest of her words were stuck in her throat.
The blood was still seeping out, and Li Xiaomei felt extremely distressed.
Li Xiaomei walked next to him. She couldn't move easily and squatted down slowly. She held a tissue with trembling hands to stop the bleeding. Then she rummaged through the box and found some gauze to bandage him.
Yin Han allowed Li Xiaomei to act like a puppet.
Seeing his appearance, Li Xiaomei asked cautiously: "Xiaohan, what's wrong?"
Li Xiaomei knew that Yin Han had many things hidden in his heart, she knew it from the first time she saw him.
The moment she first met him, he didn't speak at all. At that time, she thought he was mute, but then, he spoke, and when she heard his voice, her first reaction was that the child had suffered some injustice.
She didn't ask further questions. She believed that Yin Han was a good boy.
They are not related by blood and were strangers half a year ago.
That day she went to pick up bottles and saw a man sitting in an alley not far from the station. No matter how she asked, he didn't speak.
Seeing how pitiful he was, Li Xiaomei went nearby and bought some things for him. When he didn't want them, she put them aside.
She went there again the next day and was surprised to see Yin Han still sitting there. The same happened to him for several days in a row.
Li Xiaomei saw that he was pitiful and she was lonely, so she said: "I am a lonely old man. Are you willing to go back with me? I will send you to school."
Just when she thought Yin Han wouldn't answer, she heard an extremely hoarse sentence: "Grandma, she is here, but I can't get close to her."
Yin Han raised his head and looked at Li Xiaomei with aggrieved eyes, tears welling up in his eyes. Looking carefully, he seemed to be holding back.
When Li Xiaomei heard this, she suddenly thought of what Yin Han had been shouting when he was in a fever and coma that night: "Shengsheng."
"Is she a little girl from Nancheng?"
Yin Han told her that the girl he came from Nancheng who could make him like this was probably the girl he liked.
But for a boy who is clearly 18 years old, why do his eyes seem to be full of thorns?
Yin Han didn't answer, and Li Xiaomei didn't ask any further questions. She just kept sitting next to him.
"Xiaohan, grandma has no relatives in this life. She has spent most of her life alone. Maybe God took pity on me and allowed me to meet you in my last days. Although you don't like to talk, you express yourself in your behavior. In grandma's eyes, Xiaohan is the kindest, smartest, and most worthy of love. Grandma knows that you have been in prison, but this cannot deny everything. Grandma believes in you.
Don't doubt yourself because of someone or something. You can doubt yourself appropriately, but not too much. We must be brave, just like grandma bravely faced the disease. "
When Yin Han heard that he was worthy of being loved, he suddenly chuckled, laughing at himself.
"Grandma, go back and rest, I'll eat." Yin Han stood up expressionlessly, as if the humble person just now was not him.
He helped Li Xiaomei stand up.
Li Xiaomei sighed helplessly and looked at Yin Han. This child had too much self-esteem: "Then remember to apply medicine to the wound later."
Yin Han nodded.
Li Xiaomei slowly walked out after receiving his approval.
Until Li Xiaomei went out and closed the door, Yin Han stuffed food into his mouth one bite after another, tears streaming from the corners of his eyes.
After eating, he did not apply any medicine, but carried a black bag and walked out.
Nan Sheng followed the driver's directions and didn't see where Yin Han lived, so she had to ask passers-by for help.
Following the instructions from passers-by, she walked into a narrow alley. Looking at the dirty alley, she couldn't imagine that Yin Han lived here.
The pair of white shoes were incompatible with the place, but she didn't flinch, not caring that she was dirty, and walked straight in.
In the small alley next to it, Yin Han just walked out, and the two of them missed it.
Nan Sheng finally walked downstairs to the community and saw the moss-covered building. The originally white walls had turned black and yellow.
It doesn't take much to figure out that there is no elevator here.
Nan Sheng looked at the fifth floor on the message and walked up the stairs.
The stairs were extremely dirty, with rubbish everywhere, and cockroaches could clearly be seen crawling around. Nan Sheng was suddenly glad that there were no mice.
When he arrived at house number 503, Nan Sheng saw that the door was closed, so he knocked on the door. No one answered after knocking several times.
Nan Sheng subconsciously didn't want to speak, she was afraid that Yin Han would ignore her when he heard her voice.
But he didn't want to leave. He held his schoolbag and stood against the wall, waiting for Yin Han to open the door.
