"Why."
When Li Daoqiang heard this, he did not refute, but instead let out a long sigh, showing his helplessness and apology.
"Bingyun, I know these words are not good for you, and this approach is hurting you, but even I, there are many things, I have no choice but to do."
Jin Bingyun's eyes were bright, as if he had thought of something. He looked at Li Daoqiang with a gentle and friendly expression, and his voice that was like water and easy to put down the guard slowly sounded: "Master, if you don't mind, Bingyun is willing to listen to you." What’s in my heart.”
"Goodbye, yours, we are husband and wife, how can we get so many polite words?" Li Daoqiang reached out and grabbed the weak and boneless hand on the side, looked at Jin Bingyun seriously, and said closely: "If you are willing to listen, of course I won't Mind, even be happy.
Nowadays, it is difficult for me to have a pleasant chat with anyone. "
The last sentence is full of helplessness and exclamation, and seems a bit lonely.
Jin Bingyun became even more concerned.
If we can understand Li Daoqiang more deeply, we will be more confident in influencing him to go on the right path.
In this way, even if she dies, she will die without regrets.
He said solemnly: "It's Bingyun's fault, please don't blame me, Master."
"Haha." Li Daoqiang smiled happily, showing a satisfied look.
After pausing and pondering for a moment, his steps slowed down, his eyes turned deep and he looked into the distance, and said calmly: "Bingyun, you should know that I was born a bandit.
In the den of robbers, I was forged into who I am today. At that time, I had an older brother who taught me many things.
Cruel, selfish, ruthless, male thieves and female prostitutes, etc. There are only unimaginable and unseen things.
It seems that all the evil things in the world can be found there. "
Jin Bingyun's delicate brows wrinkled unconsciously, feeling some empathy.
Another idea jumped out.
He must not have been happy at that time.
"I couldn't stand it at the time, but I had no choice. In order to survive, I had no choice but to blend in and do a lot of things against my will."
Li Daoqiang raised his face slightly, as if he had gone back in time, and sighed quietly.
"Today, the boss has found a way to change things, right?" Jin Bingyun couldn't help but say.
She was well aware of the power the man in front of her possessed.
As long as he wants to, he can change a lot of evil things in this world.
Li Daoqiang smiled at the corner of his mouth and did not refute. He squeezed the catkins in his hand and said slowly: "Bingyun, don't be anxious."
Jin Bingyun suppressed his emotions and nodded.
"Slowly, I began to understand many things clearly, and later, when I gained enough strength, I began to secretly change some things that I couldn't see.
However, due to the grace of my elder brother and sister-in-law for my survival and other things, even if my strength far exceeds theirs, I still endure it.
In fact, I know very well that in the robber den, all kindness is fake. As long as the elder brother and sister-in-law think that I am beyond their control, they will definitely attack me.
I have long been angry and murderous towards them.
Sure enough, they took action, and I killed them myself. "
Li Daoqiang said in a calm tone, as if these things were nothing to him, and then he let out another long sigh.
Jin Bingyun was shocked and instinctively felt that something really important was coming.
As for the elder brother and sister-in-law, he was an ordinary little robber. If it hadn't been for Li Daoqiang, few people would know about it, and she didn't take it to heart.
Even at this time, he was a little annoyed, because such a little robber had influenced a world-famous underworld powerhouse.
“After killing my eldest brother and sister-in-law, I felt very happy, but it immediately turned into loneliness and loneliness.
I have no relatives in this world, no friends, no enemies, not even hatred.
I don't even know the meaning of my life in this world.
The world is huge, but there is not a single thing or person that I care about.
Living is like a walking zombie, my heart is empty and it hurts from the cold.
Just two words, boring. "
The words in a quietly aggravated tone were accompanied by a palpitation in the heart, which easily made Jin Bingyun take in the words and made him feel cold all over.
With a gloomy look on his face, he couldn't help but whisper: "Although Bingyun has not had this kind of experience, if the master passes away and the sect is gone, the justice he insists on in his heart will also be gone.
That Bingyun probably has no reason to live anymore. "
As he spoke, he seemed to feel the feeling deeply, and his body shivered even colder.
At this time, a warmth came from the big hand, and a soft voice sounded: "No, and no matter what, you still have me, and I will always be by your side, believe me."
The voice was not loud, but it seemed to go straight into the depths of his heart. Jin Bingyun was startled and looked at Li Daoqiang in a daze.
Li Daoqiang responded with firm and warm eyes.
Jin Bingyun came to his senses and quickly looked away, slightly panicked.
After calming down, he took the initiative to ask: "What happens next?"
"After that, I want to go and die." Li Daoqiang continued, very seriously, which surprised Jin Bingyun.
People like Li Daoqiang actually want to die in the past!
I'm afraid no one would believe it.
"But when I really faced death, I found that I was afraid, I was afraid of death, and I didn't want to die."
Li Daoqiang frankly stated the fact that he was afraid of death, as if he didn't care at all how it would affect his image.
Without stopping, he said: "Since I am afraid of death, then I must live a meaningful life. What do I want most?
During that time, I asked myself deeply.
King Tu’s hegemony?
It's boring, I still have to be alone.
Supreme martial arts?
Same loneliness and no interest. "
"I have thought about it for a long, long time. All the talk about kingship and supremacy, and the supremacy of martial arts are all bullshit.
I just want to have a family.
A warm home that belongs to me. "
Li Daoqiang said in a strong and sonorous tone.
Jin Bingyun was a little confused, looking at Li Daoqiang in disbelief and shock.
Li Daoqiang ignored Jin Bingyun, speaking eloquently as if excited: "I hate coldness and coldness. I like liveliness and warmth.
Therefore, my home must be lively and warm.
I also know that if I want to have a happy home, I must have enough money and strong enough strength to make my home better and safer.
So I strengthened Heilongzhai and worked hard to earn more money.
At the same time, what I want is a family, so I never force women. What I want is for them to marry me willingly.
After marrying me, I sincerely treat each of them well and treat them as my family.
I hope that our family can live happily and safely in this cold world. "
“Of course, as my power and status become stronger and stronger, I will inevitably marry better and better women.
After all, if the gap between husband and wife is too big, there will be no common language and no relationship can be cultivated.
Bingyun, can you understand me? "
Li Daoqiang looked at Jin Bingyun sincerely, as if he was eager to gain her recognition and understanding.
Jin Bingyun couldn't calm down. He really felt like he was meeting the man in front of him for the first time.
He didn't have time to think too much, so he frowned and said, "If this is the case, you have already married enough wives, why do you want to marry again?"
“To be honest, I don’t know either.
Maybe it's lust, maybe it's men's bad nature.
Maybe it's because I want this home to be bigger and more lively, or maybe it's for other reasons. My instinct is still chasing a home in my heart. "Li Daoqiang's expression showed a hint of helplessness and a wry smile.
Jin Bingyun suddenly had an idea and asked, "Don't your current wives, the master, give you the feeling of a family?"
Li Daoqiang was silent and frowned, as if he didn't want to pursue the answer.
Sighing lightly: "I actually don't want to delve into this issue, and I don't want to blame anyone. After all, after all, the reason why I married them was more about transaction.
The current situation is also conceivable. "
"Furthermore, everyone in the world knows that I am lustful, and there is nothing wrong with that. I am indeed lustful, and I cannot deny this.
There must be this reason why I keep marrying wives.
Another point, maybe you will feel wrong if I tell Bingyun, but I don’t want to hide it from you. "
(sleep.)
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