Lin Zhixia had been staying with Yang Ruo'an in the ward. Even when Yang's mother urged her to go home and rest at night, she refused.
Tan Jie outside the door seemed to have not returned all night. He was still wearing the same clothes as yesterday, and there was still a little blood on the sleeves of his coat.
When Yang Ruoan woke up the next day, he didn't say a word, his eyes were lost in focus.
No matter who came up to talk to her softly, she would remain silent or give any response.
Her state made Mother Yang and Lin Zhixia in the ward shed tears frequently, but there was nothing they could do.
It was like this until the third day, when Yang Ruoan, who had never spoken, asked to see Tan Jie.
She looked at Lin Zhixia and the others with somewhat empty eyes, and after a while she slowly said, "I want to see Tan Jie."
The voice was so dry and hoarse that it made people feel extremely distressed.
Hearing this, several people in the ward looked at each other immediately, and they all looked at Yang Ruo'an with some surprise, especially Lin Zhixia. She didn't expect that she would still want to see Tan Jie again.
For a moment, Lin Zhixia stepped forward uneasy and took Yang Ruoan's hand, calling softly with a questioning voice: "Ruoan?"
Yang Ruo'an met Lin Zhixia's slightly worried eyes, looked at them intently for a while, and then continued: "I know he is outside. Please help me call him in. We must make a break between us."
Lin Zhixia hesitated and looked at Yang Ruo'an for a long time, and finally obeyed her wishes and called Tan Jie in, who had been waiting outside the door for the past three days.
As soon as he heard that Yang Ruo'an wanted to see him, Tan Jie hurriedly stumbled into the ward. His hair was messy and messy, and the clothes he was wearing were also wrinkled badly. In addition, the newly sprouted stubble on his chin made him The whole person looked very embarrassed.
"Ruoan..."
Tan Jie slowly moved to the hospital bed and called softly.
Yang Ruo'an's eyes were as calm as a quiet lake, without a trace of ripples. She just raised her eyes slightly and looked at Tan Jie in front of the hospital bed.
Human beings are sometimes mean, and they may wake up when they know that they may really lose something.
Tan Jie's eyes were red, and his whole body was a little excited. He stretched out his hand to take Yang Ruo'an's hand, but she dodged it.
There was a very painful expression on his face, and he kept saying: "I'm sorry..."
Listening to his apology, Yang Ruo'an acted very calmly, with a faint smile on her lips. She had been chasing him for so many years, but she still had to end up a stranger.
There was sadness in her eyes when she looked at Tan Jie.
After a long time, Yang Ruo'an spoke calmly and said word for word: "Tan Jie, I'm very tired. Let's not get entangled anymore."
Hearing Yang Ruo'an's decisive words, Tan Jie shook his head violently. He leaned down, grabbed Yang Ruo'an's wrist tightly and said, "Honey, don't be so cruel. Give me another chance, just once, okay?"
Yang Ruo'an slowly withdrew her hand and shook her head, "It's too late."
The seemingly peaceful voice carries a sense of powerlessness and helplessness.
As soon as she finished speaking, she gently placed her hand on her flat belly. After a while, her dry and hoarse voice trembled slightly and said, "Tan Jie, don't you think it's too late? The child is already gone." there is none left!"
I don't know if it was because of the thought of the child he had never met, but Yang Ruo'an, who had been restraining his emotions, could no longer suppress the pain in his heart, and the tears in his eyes burst out like a rainstorm.
"Can we really never go back?"
At this time, Tan Jie was even more excited. He squatted half-crouched in front of Yang Ruo'an's hospital bed. Knowing that she was disgusted with his touch, the hand he stretched out to touch her face stopped in mid-air, and then slowly tightened his grip. Make a fist.
Yang Ruoan nodded lightly, turned his face to the side, and took several deep breaths, "I have made it very clear what I need to say. Please don't pester me anymore. I think you don't want me to hate you." Bar!"
Tan Jie grasped the corners of the hospital bed tightly with both hands. He was choked by Yang Ruo'an and didn't say a word for a long time. He just kept his head lowered and a silent tear fell from his eyes.
Finally, Tan Jie walked out of the ward with his body hunched over and looking very lonely.
Hearing the sound of the door closing, Yang Ruo'an, who had been suppressing her emotions, could no longer hold back. She turned sideways and hugged herself with her hands. Her whole body was trembling slightly because she was crying with excitement.
Lin Zhixia and Yang's mother hurried forward and squatted in front of Yang Ruo'an. They both held her hands tightly and comforted her silently.
For a moment, Mother Yang also began to sob in a low voice, and comforted her daughter very distressedly, "Crying like this is not good for the eyes. Let's take good care of our body first, okay?"
Lin Zhixia's eyes were also flashing with tears. The uncomfortable feeling was like being trapped in a dark abyss without a trace of light, which made people unable to extricate themselves.
Because she had to go to school the next day, Lin Zhixia had to go home at night.
Looking at the somewhat empty house, Lin Zhixia sat on the sofa in the living room without turning on the lights just like the night before, with a trace of confusion and loss slowly overflowing in her eyes.
I don’t know if it’s because of the late night, but this deep feeling of loneliness is getting stronger and stronger.
She slowly closed her eyes tiredly, and Yang Ruoan's pale and bloodless face appeared in her mind from time to time. Suddenly, her heart felt as if it had been torn into pieces, but she could not help but shed tears in her eyes. It flows all the way up your cheeks.
After school the next afternoon, Lin Zhixia hurried to the hospital, but she never thought that she would see Tan Jie again at the door of the ward.
In just over a day, he seemed to look a lot more haggard.
Lin Zhixia pretended not to see him for a moment, held the door handle, opened the door and walked in.
Yang Ruoan's complexion seemed to be better than yesterday. When he saw Lin Zhixia coming in, the corners of his mouth raised slightly, "Why are you here again? Don't you still have to go to work?"
Lin Zhixia put the fruit in her hand on the cabinet aside and said with a smile: "You are more important than work."
These words made Mother Yang laugh and say, "Ruoan is lucky to have a friend like you."
Lin Zhixia nodded in agreement, "It's also my blessing."
Yang Ruo'an, who was sitting on the hospital bed, listened to Lin Zhixia's bold words and rolled his eyes at her, "Lin Zhixia, you are becoming more and more shameless now."
"Have it?"
Lin Zhixia's eyes were filled with smiles, and she stared at Yang Ruo'an with very gentle eyes, and asked slowly.
This time, Yang Ruo'an remained silent. She thought that Lin Zhixia had accompanied her during this period, and perhaps even Tan Jie had never been able to do that to her. She slowly stretched out her hand and held hers, her eyes full of gratitude, " Zhixia, thank you!"
