Lin Zhixia couldn't hold back her tears in the end. She hurriedly turned sideways and covered her mouth tightly. Although she once hated him, she didn't want him to become like this one day. It was really hard for her to accept.
After she calmed down her emotions, she slowly turned back to her body, a difficult smile appeared on her lips, and said, "You, are you okay?"
After finishing speaking, before Zhang Fan could answer, her eyes turned red again.
Zhang Fan stared at the person in front of him, never thinking that he would see her again one day. He raised the corners of his mouth and said with a smile: "I'm fine."
As soon as he finished speaking, the smile on his face faded. When he thought of his current horrible appearance, he really didn't want Lin Zhixia to see him. He hurriedly sat up, pointed at the door anxiously, and said, "I'm fine now. You, you get out, get out.”
Seeing his reaction, Lin Zhixia was a little overwhelmed. She didn't know why it happened suddenly. She stood up and asked worriedly: "Zhang Fan, what's wrong with you?"
Zhang Fan leaned against the wall with his head lowered, his hands tightly pulling the quilt on the hospital bed, his expression was extremely painful, suddenly he clenched his fist and smashed the hospital bed hard, and said in a trembling voice: "I am no longer the same person. That Zhang Fan is gone, the previous Zhang Fan is gone... gone."
Lin Zhixia worriedly stepped forward to hold his hand, and said urgently in a crying voice: "Zhang Fan, don't be like this."
She didn't seem to know what else to say. The slight sourness in her heart made her very uncomfortable and made her want to cry.
Zhang Fan stared at Lin Zhixia almost greedily, recalling that in the past, he finally lost his most beloved girl and hurt her so deeply, and said painfully: "I'm sorry Zhixia, I'm sorry."
Lin Zhixia shook her head vigorously and sobbed softly: "I already know everything about your mother's illness. Why didn't you tell me then?"
Zhang Fan was suddenly stunned and smiled bitterly, "I don't want you to see my broken family. I want to put the best side in front of your eyes." Unexpectedly, after so many years, she still knew. , he would rather she hate him, at least this way he can still be remembered by her.
Lin Zhixia looked at him, shook her head and said, "But you know, I can endure hardships with you."
Hearing this, Zhang Fan's tears were like floods bursting from a dam, and he couldn't stop them. He just kept mumbling: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry..."
Lin Zhixia stretched out her hand to wipe away the tears that were streaming down her face. She sat on the chair again and looked at Zhang Fan. She said to him very seriously: "Stop talking about this. The most important thing now is to cure your illness."
"If I promise to cure the disease, will you come back to me?"
After hearing this, Lin Zhixia laughed out loud, and after a long time she slowly said: "You know, we can't go back to the past, and I'm already married."
The regret on Zhang Fan's face was obvious. He stared straight at Lin Zhixia and sneered at himself unwillingly, "If there is no you in the future, then I would rather die like this than live like a walking zombie for the rest of my life."
Hearing this, Lin Zhixia stood up suddenly and took a step closer, "Well, Wu Mengqing, have you ever thought about her?"
Zhang Fan closed his eyes in pain, raised his hands to hold his head, and murmured: "But I don't like her."
Haha, Lin Zhixia chuckled after hearing this, with obvious sarcasm, her eyes stared at him for a moment, "You make me feel really strange. You don't like her, but you know, she is here." When you are sick, I run around to take care of you. You can’t be like this as a human being.”
Just as Lin Zhixia finished speaking, the cell phone in her bag rang. She took it out and saw that it was Li Ci's phone number. She glanced at Zhang Fan, turned slightly sideways, took a deep breath, and calmed down. With mixed emotions, he picked up the phone and said, "Hello."
"doing what?"
Li Ci stood in the corridor of the hospital and asked gently.
"No, nothing to do, I'm at home."
Lin Zhixia turned her head and glanced at Zhang Fan sitting on the hospital bed, and said with some guilt.
Li Ci said softly "Oh" and then asked, "It's at my parents' house."
His question almost made Lin Zhixia laugh out loud, and said somewhat deliberately: "Yes, how many other families do you think I have?"
Li Ci on the other end of the phone coughed lightly, and a low-pitched voice sounded in her ears, "Of course I know, and there is my home."
The little anger she felt just now was choked in her throat. Her low mood was somewhat warmed, and she pretended not to care and said, "Glib tongue."
As soon as he finished speaking, several hearty and low laughter came from the phone, and then he replied seriously: "I always seek truth from facts."
Lin Zhixia's face began to turn red inexplicably, and she bit her lips tightly. She seemed to be eaten out by him every time.
At this moment, the ward door behind Li Ci opened from the inside. He raised his hand and glanced at his watch, and said to Lin Zhixia, who had been silent for a long time: "I have to be busy first. Stay at home and don't go out randomly in the afternoon." ," and then hung up the phone.
Lin Zhixia turned around with the phone that had been hung up, with a shy and faint smile on her face. When she raised her eyes, she saw Zhang Fan's eyes looking straight at her, and there was obvious hurt emotion in those eyes. .
Lin Zhixia avoided his eyes, lowered her head and put the phone back into her bag.
"you like him?"
Hearing this, Lin Zhixia put down the phone for a moment, then looked up at him, "This has nothing to do with you."
"hehe."
Zhang Fan suddenly laughed out loud, with an extremely painful expression on his face, and asked in a low voice, "Are we really unable to go back?"
Lin Zhixia kept looking at him for a long time before slowly speaking: "Some people just miss it if they miss it. No matter how you make up for it, there will always be cracks. No matter whether we will meet again in the future, those first good things will always be there. Let’s stay in that most beautiful moment.”
After speaking, he stood up and raised his hand to pick up the bag on the cabinet. Without waiting for Zhang Fan's reaction, he turned around and walked towards the door of the ward. As soon as he took a step, he seemed to remember something, turned his head and continued: "In my image, you are not You are not an irresponsible or cowardly person. I forgive you for what happened in the past. Wu Mengqing is really devoted to you. I hope you can take a good look at the people around you and don't let this kind of regret happen again. "
Zhang Fan looked at Lin Zhixia with tear-filled eyes, wanting to say something, but he didn't know what else he could say to her, so he could only watch her walk out of the ward.
Seeing that she was really gone, Zhang Fan jumped out of bed and ran after her out of the ward, murmuring: "Zhixia..."
