Lin Zhixia didn't know how she got back to the apartment. She was so groggy that she just lay down on the bed when she got back to the apartment.
The moment she lay on the bed, Lin Zhixia could no longer control her emotions. She wrapped her head in a quilt and burst into tears. The mentality and strength she had finally built up were shattered by him.
Lin Zhixia cried bitterly for a while and angrily wiped the tears on her face with both hands. She hated herself for being so useless and lost her mind when she met him.
Lin Zhixia did not turn on the lights when she returned home. The room was dark, but the lights outside were now bright.
She looked absently at the lights outside the window, thinking of her parents' old faces, and secretly made up her mind to think that she couldn't be disturbed so easily. The heart that she had built so hard was so stupid. She was already stupid six years ago. We cannot repeat the same mistakes in the future.
But now they can no longer return to the past, and she should look forward.
Just when she was thinking wildly, the cell phone she had thrown on the bed as soon as she walked in rang. It was probably Yang Ruo'an again. Usually no one called her at this time.
She sat up and half leaned on the headrest of the bed, picked up the phone, pressed answer, and said feebly: "Hello."
"Zhi Xia, I just saw it in the class group and saw..." Yang Ruoan said tentatively, without the usual carelessness.
"Well, what did you see?" Lin Zhixia was still in a fugue state, and for a moment she didn't hear Yang Ruo'an's cautiousness on the other side of the phone.
"I just saw..." Yang Ruo'an pondered over the words carefully, and finally made up his mind and said quickly: "I just saw Zhang Fan in the class group. He has returned to China."
This was the second time Lin Zhixia heard this person's name tonight. She remained silent, not knowing what to say to Yang Ruo'an across from her. Only by clenching the quilt's hand hard did she realize that she would never be so calm and calm.
Yang Ruo'an waited for a long time but did not hear Lin Zhixia's voice, and said with some worry: "Xia Xia, are you okay?" She regretted a little, wondering whether she should not tell Zhixia about Zhang Fan's return.
"Very good," Lin Zhixia replied with a smile, but her smile couldn't be more far-fetched, but she didn't realize it, "I've already seen him just now."
"What!" Yang Ruo'an yelled in shock, and then cursed: "How can such an ungrateful man have the nerve to see you."
Lin Zhixia smiled bitterly and said nothing. She went abroad as soon as she graduated without even mentioning it to her, and she knew it was because of another girl.
She came to her angrily and told herself that they were going abroad together and that she could bring Zhang Fan a wider world, but she, Lin Zhixia, had nothing and could give Zhang Fan nothing to help her see the reality clearly.
Furthermore, Zhang Fan already had a choice.
Looking at the girl's confidence, it seems that she is the third party.
Yang Ruo'an waited patiently for Lin Zhixia's voice, but never heard it. She didn't know how many times she cursed Zhang Fan, and finally asked worriedly: "Xia Xia, are you okay?"
"It's okay, what can happen to me," Lin Zhixia replied stubbornly.
"Xia Xia, how about we go to KTV tonight and I will drink and sing with you, stay up all night and forget about those unpleasant people and things," Yang Ruoan said grandly, as if he would risk his life to accompany a gentleman.
Yang Ruo'an was still worried about Lin Zhixia's overthinking. Zhixia had finally given up the past and wanted to move forward, but she didn't expect to meet Zhang Fan again today. She was still worried about Zhixia, fearing that she would be stuck in the entanglement she had been in before and couldn't get out of it.
Lin Zhixia smiled happily. She could hear Yang Ruoan's worry and concern. She was really happy to have such a friend in her life.
"Ruo'an, I'm really fine," she slowly adjusted and relaxed her emotions, and then said: "I still want to get drunk and never come back. Why should I take my children to play tomorrow? And you, no? They are all getting married, yet they still dare to stay up all night like this."
Yang Ruo'an returned to his usual cheerful mood, "It's good that you're fine, don't make me worry."
Lin Zhixia got up and got out of bed and stood by the window. The cold wind outside the window was biting, and the cold weather caused a thin layer of crystal clear ice to form on the window glass.
The street lights outside are already brightly lit, and pedestrians on the road are rushing home, as if they can escape the cold wind of winter and find the warmth when they return home.
She sighed sadly and said: "Ruo'an, I know it's impossible for us. When he went abroad with that girl, we couldn't go back to the past. I've been stuck in the past for the past six years. It's really me." Silly, that’s enough.”
"Lin Zhixia, you should have thought so a long time ago," Yang Ruo'an muttered back.
"Now I have figured it out. I will not let myself be stupid anymore. Even if I no longer think about myself, I still have to think about my parents. Their age can no longer bear the trouble."
Lin Zhixia said jokingly at the end: "Didn't you say you want to introduce me to someone? Take the time and put it on the agenda, you know."
Yang Ruo'an heard Lin Zhixia's joke and smiled knowingly. Zhixia really planned to move forward and no longer dwell on the past. "Okay, how about we meet you as soon as there is news."
"I'm serious."
"I know, I'm serious too."
After saying that, both of them laughed.
Lin Zhixia said with a somewhat sensational tone, "Ruoan, it's great to have you. You comfort me every time I'm sad. What if you say I can't live without you in the future?"
Yang Ruo'an felt goosebumps all over her body when she heard this, "Hey, don't say that. The only one who can't live without me is our family Tan Jie. Just wait for me to introduce you to a rich son-in-law!"
"You turned your back on him so quickly. Besides, is the golden turtle husband so easy to catch?"
"I don't want to think about how bad the people introduced by me, Yang Ruo'an, can be."
After this phone call, Lin Zhixia's mood suddenly improved a lot. She felt that she was very lucky to have such a good best friend. Damn Zhang Fan, she would never let him affect her this time.
So he also said flatteringly: "That's right, Miss Yang can know many bad people. They are all elite business people. Then I will wait for your golden turtle son-in-law."
"good."
After saying that, both of them laughed out loud. After talking on the phone, Yang Ruoan clearly felt that Lin Zhixia's mood had improved. He glanced at the time and saw that it was already very late, so he told Lin Zhixia to go to bed early and not to suffer from insomnia and stay up late. .
Looking at the hung up phone, Lin Zhixia suddenly felt hungry. Then she remembered that she hadn't eaten tonight. She smiled and shook her head. He was so stupid. He ruined himself for an unworthy man. body, she should have learned to be smart a long time ago.
