"He'll get through it."
Xu Mushan murmured, hoping, and her tone was firm. Although she was still worried, she was full of confidence.
Ai Ling secretly shook her head.
She didn't know where Xu Mushan's confidence came from, but she was not optimistic about it.
The backlash of the Awakening Pill is not just painful, it is a kind of cannibalization of mental energy, eating up memory, thinking, etc., and will have a large or small impact on people's psyche and personality. Although it can It was said to be an ordeal, but it was more of a disaster.
She naturally hopes that Gu Chen will get better, but not because she is worried about Gu Chen, but because she is worried about Qingyangzi.
A hundred years ago, Qingyangzi suffered a big change, and her temperament changed drastically afterwards. Now she doesn't want to see anything happen to Qingyangzi because of Gu Chen. That's not what she wants to see.
At this moment, a sword script came quickly.
Ai Ling took it casually, swept her consciousness, and turned to look in the direction of the main peak.
"I will come as soon as I go to be my teacher."
Just leaving these words, Ai Ling turned into a stream of light and disappeared.
Xu Mushan watched Ai Ling go away, but she still said silently in her heart: "Gu Chen, you must get through it, I still want to see you."
Luo Lan found that Ai Ling had gone away and Xu Mushan was still standing there, looking a little distracted, so he walked over.
"Little junior sister, what are you still doing here?"
Xu Mushan looked at the people who were being carried down the mountain one after another and had been her disciples for a short time, with a look of reluctance in her eyes.
Seeing this, Luo Lan advised: "Everyone has his own destiny. They have no connection with our sect, so let them go."
Xu Mushan nodded and said, "I will send them off."
Luo Lan was silent for a while, then suddenly said: "Little junior sister, senior sister has something to say to you."
Xu Mushan turned around.
Luo Lan said: "Although Master is strict with us, he is not harsh. No matter what she does, it is for our good. Many of the fellow disciples on Yanlai Peak also know this, so everyone has always had reservations about Master. Gratitude."
Xu Mushan felt a little weird. She didn't understand what Luo Lan wanted to say, but when Luo Lan said this, she paused and just stared at Xu Mushan with her eyes.
Xu Mushan nodded and said, "Senior sister, I understand. I am very grateful to Master."
Luo Lan nodded with satisfaction, but his expression was slightly stern, and said: "Master taught us the skills and magical powers and led us on the path of cultivating immortals. She has been a great favor to us. She is strict with us and hopes that we will become talents. She He has high hopes for us, but of course, the master’s attitude is particularly different towards you, my junior sister. You should know that your status in the master’s mind is unique.”
Xu Mushan nodded. She understood this deeply, but her mood was a little complicated.
Don't talk about anything else, just talking about the Yanlai Peak, the brothers and sisters all respect and fear Ai Ling. Every time they see Ai Ling, they are respectful and trembling. This is different from Xu Mushan.
When she first came to Yanlai Peak, Xu Mushan was a little uneasy because of this, but soon she discovered that Ai Ling never put on airs or said harsh words in front of her, and her attitude was actually very kind.
In fact, Ai Ling treats everyone on Yanlai Peak the same, and there are naturally different attitudes. However, Xu Mushan feels that the reason for the difference is not because of Ai Ling, but the attitude of the people on the peak towards Ai Ling. .
It's not that there's anything wrong with that attitude, it's just that Xu Mushan thinks it's too much, and too much is not enough.
Because Luo Lan and many other senior sisters and brothers had an overly respectful attitude toward Ai Ling, they were unable to close the distance between master and disciple, which made Ai Ling feel lonely.
Xu Mushan grew up in the Xuanmu Sect since she was a child. Because her father, Qingyi Ke, is the master of the Xuanmu Sect, she is the little princess in the hearts of many brothers and sisters in the entire Xuanmu Sect. Everyone loves her. In addition, Xu Mushan treats her like a treasure, so Xu Mushan has never experienced some competition and strife in the sect.
Although she was not surrounded by intrigues like in the sect, Xu Mushan was not unfamiliar with the sect, but was very familiar with it. After all, she had grown up in such an environment since she was a child.
Therefore, when Xu Mushan first came to Yanlai Peak, although Xu Mushan felt the huge difference between Qingyang Gate and Xuanmu Gate, she was not as surprised, cautious and walking on thin ice as most people do when they first come to Qingyang Gate.
After becoming a disciple of Ai Ling, she naturally regarded Ai Ling as her own relative, just like her father Qing Yi Ke.
Even though Tsing Yi Ke intended to betroth her to his eldest disciple Zhu Shaoming, which made Xu Mushan reluctant and sad, she was still full of respect and love for Tsing Yi Ke.
Ai Ling was famous for being very strict with her subordinates, so from the very beginning she treated Xu Mushan with the same attitude as she treated other disciples, but Xu Mushan could also feel the love and care that Ai Ling had for all her disciples. That feeling is also extremely strong.
Everyone received the same treatment from Ai Ling, but because of their different responses, many senior sisters and brothers thought that Ai Ling's attitude towards them was different from others, which made Xu Mushan feel aggrieved for Ai Ling.
No wonder she has always felt that even though there are many senior sisters and brothers on Yanlai Peak, there is no such family affection and excitement on Yanlai Peak.
There are many people around Ai Ling who can control her, but she has always been lonely. No one has ever been willing to get into her heart, get close to her and understand her.
No one knew that this kind of awe and alienation was not what Ai Ling really wanted.
"Poor master..." Xu Mushan felt that Ai Ling was very pitiful.
"Junior sister, did you hear that?"
Xu Mushan was startled and came to her senses.
Luo Lan said earnestly: "Master has high hopes for us, especially for you. You must not let down Master's expectations. Only you can make Master happy."
Xu Mushan secretly said in her heart: "Senior sister, you are wrong. I am not the only one who can make the master happy. All senior brothers and sisters have the ability to make the master happy. It just depends on whether you are willing or not. Because making the master happy is actually very simple. As long as you It’s enough to change your attitude towards the master a little bit.”
I just knew that it would be useless to say this, and it would make Luo Lan disgusted.
Under Luo Lan's teaching and guidance, all the senior brothers and sisters respected Ai Ling like a god, and it was difficult for them to treat Ai Ling as their own relatives like Xu Mushan did.
Under Luo Lan's repeated warnings, Xu Mushan could only nod her head to show that she understood.
"Then why are you still standing there?"
Xu Mushan was stunned.
Luo Lan urged her: "Why don't you go practice quickly?"
Xu Mushan looked at the junior brothers and sisters who were being sent down the mountain.
Luo Lan pushed her and said: "The sect will take care of them. You don't have to worry about this. The master has high hopes for us. The only way to repay the master is for us to practice well and improve our cultivation. As long as we practice well, If it works, master, she will definitely be pleased."
"Sister, I..."
"Okay, okay, go practice quickly and leave the rest to me."
Xu Mushan had no choice but to return to her home.
Luo Lan watched Xu Mushan leave and found that Xu Mushan turned around frequently, and she kept waving her hands to urge him.
It wasn't until Xu Mushan returned to her residence that she slowly put down her waving hand and murmured: "Junior sister, you must practice well and don't live up to the master's expectations. Now, senior sister can't make it... The Taoist heart is broken, and the next practice The road will only become more difficult. Senior sister does not have such good qualifications as you and has already disappointed the master. Now I can only place my hope in you. I hope you will not disappoint the master and me."
Luo Lan turned around, commanded the slower-moving servants around him, and scolded: "Why are you still dragging your feet? Hurry up and carry them down!"
Xu Mushan returned to her residence, her thoughts still a little uneasy.
Can you repay your master by practicing seriously?
Is this what the master wants to see?
No need to be careful, no care, just practice your skills and show them to the master. Will she be happy?
"Sister, the relationship between people should not be such a simple one."
Xu Mushan murmured, but she was also troubled.
This is obviously a very simple truth, why can't Luo Lan and many other senior sisters and brothers just understand it?
