I was looking at the sky on the balcony last night and felt that the moon was very round and bright that night. Today I was called out to pick up people or buy things. There was so much traffic on the road that I saw a rare traffic jam.
In a small place, although there is usually a lot of traffic, traffic jams are rare, especially when we see many new faces.
I suddenly had an idea when I was bored at noon. I opened my phone and looked at the calendar. It suddenly dawned on me that the Mid-Autumn Festival was coming soon. It was the weekend and it should be considered the beginning of the three-day holiday. Then I felt a little emotional that this year had passed again. And he seemed to be getting more and more haggard.
After graduation, I changed many jobs, and each time I was dissatisfied. It wasn’t that I couldn’t do it, but that I didn’t like it. Writing was always on my mind because I love writing. There are a lot of things I want to write and a lot of things I want to put my trust in. I hope to be able to write what I think and understand into my own books. I also hope that my books can be recognized by more and more readers. For me, that is my pursuit. .
I always want to leave something behind while I am alive. Surprisingly, I am such a stubborn person. In other words, it is quite romantic! !
So I resolutely quit my job and returned to my hometown. On the surface, I became a poor writer who kept trying to hone my writing skills. However, I was defeated by reality time and time again. The so-called "full-time writer" sounded pretty good. , in fact, it is not easy to do. I used to think that others were lucky, but now that I think about it, it is actually me who is naive.
The moon rises brightly in the east.
I think my wish is also so clear and clear. In fact, it is very simple, but just because it is simple, it is too difficult to realize it. I know there is still a long way to go.
The pressure in life is always getting heavier day by day, and the impact of quitting my job is getting deeper and deeper. During these days, because I am worried about the future, I have been slacking off on updating the novel. I obviously spend the whole day There is a lot of time to write a book, but I don’t know where the time has gone. There are so many hours every day. I just find that only when there is nothing to do, I feel that time passes very slowly, like The kind of people who have endless official and trivial matters to deal with every day, or even if they have nothing to do, have countless worries that they can't put aside every day, will feel that there is not enough time.
I recently started looking for a job, so I feel like I don’t have enough time. At the same time, I want to write two books with completely different writing styles. Of course, they are not under the same pen name. I only hope that one day, once, luck and strength can come to me at the same time. On one of my pen names, it doesn’t mean that I have fulfilled my dream, but at least I don’t have to worry about life or work, and I can devote more energy to the book I want to write.
The Mid-Autumn Festival is approaching, and I think of Chang'e flying to the moon, Wu Gang winning the laurel, the Jade Rabbit pounding medicine, and the moon-related story I have been imagining. That story may become the next book, or the next one. This book will be written under one of my pen names. It is a story that I have always wanted to tell. It contains my pursuit and ideas, but now I should finish writing the serialized version first.
As we approach the Mid-Autumn Festival, it’s inevitable to feel melancholy towards the moon. There are a lot more things I want to say and a lot of things I want to talk about. When the time comes that I can’t help but want to talk about it, I suddenly realize after finishing it that I’ve been distracted today and forgot to update. .
Thinking about it, I felt really ashamed. I quickly turned on the computer, but my mind was filled with all these thoughts I wanted to express, but I had no clue about the long novel.
I don’t want to be perfunctory, and I don’t want to fill in the words just to make up for the word count. My book must stick to the plot, and every chapter and paragraph must be meaningful. I have no idea and forced myself to write two chapters. It is really for those who are reading this book. It’s a huge disrespect from readers, and it’s also disrespectful to the novel that I wanted to complete with all my heart.
I feel ashamed to say it, but in fact, all I have said so much is just the word "break the update". This is the fact. If I say too much, it seems like I am making excuses. I am really not sincere, but I am still complaining to the extent that I can't express myself.
But I'm really sorry, today's update is slow, there will be three updates tomorrow, I still want to complain again, I wish everyone a happy Mid-Autumn Festival in advance! !
