Afterwards, Li Jinze hugged her and lay in the bathtub together as usual.
Song Youning closed her eyes tiredly and let him hold her like this.
After a while, he took Song Youning out of the bathtub and helped her dry her body.
After the two of them lay down, Li Jinze hugged Song Youning and said softly, "Are you short of money?"
Song Youning couldn't help opening her eyes after hearing this: "Why do you ask this?"
Li Jinze: "If you are short of money, I can give you some."
Song Youning couldn't help but frown when she heard this. This man was good and bad at times. He was really a psychopath.
"No, I have enough money of my own." After saying that, she pushed him away and turned her back.
Li Jinze couldn't help but hug her tightly from behind again. She knew she couldn't push him away, so she let him hold her.
"when are you leaving?"
Song Youning: "Soon, I'll leave tomorrow and the day after tomorrow."
Li Jinze couldn't help but feel a sore nose when he heard this: "Remember to take good care of yourself."
Song Youning: "I'll leave it alone. It won't matter in the future anyway. You'd better think carefully about how to make your family accept your foreign girlfriend!"
Li Jinze took a deep breath after hearing this, then let go of her body, then sat up and touched a cigarette and lit it.
"Anyway, you have nothing to do with me in the future. Just leave my affairs alone. If...I die tomorrow, you won't have to worry about these things."
Song Youning couldn't help but turn over and look at him after hearing this: "Isn't it fun to just talk nonsense and curse yourself to death?"
Li Jinze glanced at her sideways, then took a puff of his cigarette and said, "If I die, won't you be at peace? You already hate me, so if I die, I won't have to bother you all the time."
Song Youning glanced at him sideways, couldn't help turning her back and said, "You love her to death, but I'm leaving anyway. I'll have a lot of quiet days in the future."
Hearing this, Li Jinze couldn't help but smile, and then took another long puff of cigarette.
Sure enough, she was really annoyed with herself, but she didn't know if she would shed tears if I really died...
Suddenly, he pressed the cigarette into the ashtray, then lay back and pressed against her body.
"Then cherish the last night!" He said and tightened his grip on her waist again.
"Li Jinze~ You're done, ah~ it hurts~"
"Ah~ No~ I hurt~"
"It hurts, it's okay, I can't be the only one who hurts."
"Ah~ it hurts~ it's crazy~" Song Youning couldn't help but started to struggle.
Li Jinze held her down and said in a mute voice, "Ning Ning, let me love you one last time." After that, he kissed the back of her neck deeply.
In the early morning, Li Jinze woke up leisurely. The bed next to him was already empty, and the woman was gone again.
Li Jinze picked up the cigarette case, took out a cigarette, lit it, and then took a long puff.
Under the smoke, the man leaned on the bed, his eyes gradually turning red.
After he got up, Li's mother had already prepared breakfast.
Seeing that he was a little haggard, Mother Li couldn't help walking up to him and touching his head: "Son, you look very uncomfortable. Are you sick?"
Li Jinze looked at Mother Li and shook his head, then hugged her directly.
Mother Li hugged Li Jinze and couldn't help but blushing: "Silly boy, your grandpa went to find your grandma. He went to enjoy his life."
Li Jinze couldn't help but choked up after hearing this: "Yes, grandpa is happy."
Father Li patted his shoulder with red eyes, and then whispered: "Grandpa has been tortured by the disease in the later stages, but he just didn't complain to us. It's a relief that he is gone."
Li Jinze hugged Mother Li, took a deep breath, and then let go of her body.
"Let's eat!"
Mother Li: "Okay, hurry up and eat." After saying that, she hurried to the kitchen.
Li Jinze and Li's father were at the dinner table. Li Jinze explained the recent work arrangements to Li's father in detail.
After eating, he hugged Mother Li again, then changed into a suit and went out.
This suit was the same one he wore on his wedding day, and he thought it was very handsome at that time.
He didn't know why, but he suddenly wanted to wear it today.
Li Jinze went back to the company and held a meeting to help them go through the next work process.
After explaining all this, he left the company.
He drove around City C three times and stopped in front of a five-star hotel.
This hotel is the hotel where they held their wedding. It is as high as fifty floors.
It is said on the Internet that jumping from a building is the least painful way to die, because when falling at a high speed, the person will fall into a coma and die unconsciously.
After Li Jinze checked in, he took the card and went straight to the roof.
Standing on the edge of the fifty-story building, it was really high. Li Jinze felt as if he was about to take off.
He seemed to see his grandfather and Youjing, and they came to pick him up.
It's good, so he won't have to see the woman who made him sad anymore, and he won't have to live with guilt every day.
He has been plagued by depression in the past few years, and he lives in pain every day. Except...except for those lingering nights with her when she was preparing for pregnancy, which moved him, the rest of the time was all painful.
He had had enough of this, and he didn't want to endure it anymore.
After three years of high school, I couldn't fall in love, I was lonely in college, and then I went to study abroad, and then later, Youjing died in a car accident.
He seemed to be completely pushed into the abyss. He struggled hard for a long time but could not get himself up.
He has never had any hope in this marriage, but he still wants to thank this marriage, because this relationship allowed him to have her for the first time, and also allowed him to experience the ultimate happiness after being with her.
It was worth it, it was really worth it, even if she had to leave, he felt it was worth it. His whole life could end here.
He has lived enough, really lived enough.
Li Jinze stood on the railing on the roof, quietly looking at the white clouds in the sky.
The weather is very good today, the blue sky and white clouds are beautiful, but it is a pity that he will not be able to see it in the future.
All are liberated, everything is coming to an end.
At the same time, Dr. Julie rushed over from the airport. She followed the address searched online and came to the front desk of Song Company.
She said in English that she was looking for Miss Song Youning and had something important to tell her about life and death.
When Li Jinze ran away from the hospital, she knew he was in danger.
She couldn't get through when she called his cell phone. She knew that the person who tied the bell had to be the one to untie it, so she had to find Song Youning and tell her all this.
Song Youning was in a meeting at the moment, and Dr. Julie was waiting anxiously outside the conference room.
Twenty minutes later, the meeting finally ended.
Song Youning walked out of the conference room, and Dr. Julie rushed up to her.
"Li JinZe iS gOing tO COmmit SUiCide."
Song Youning was stunned for a moment when she heard this, then turned around and looked at Dr. Julie with a shocked face: "What are you talking about?"
"He haS depreSSiOn and he is in danger now."
When Song Youning heard this, her heart felt as if she had been stabbed by a needle. She grabbed her arm and widened her eyes and said, "Where is he now?"
Dr. Julie was stunned for a moment, obviously not understanding.
"Where is he now?" Song Youning shouted almost in a roaring manner.
Dr. Julie: "I dOn't knOW. I Can't get in tOUCh With him."
She didn't know that she couldn't contact him.
When Song Youning heard this, her whole face turned red instantly, and the veins on her temples were exposed.
She touched her cell phone with trembling fingers, and then yelled to her subordinates: "Hurry up and call the rescue phone~"
As she spoke, she took out her phone with trembling fingers, but was so nervous that she accidentally dropped it on the ground.
"Damn~"
She picked up the phone and fell to her knees on the ground. Then while sobbing, she found Li Jinze's phone number and dialed it.
