In the silent corridor, Li Jinze sat on a chair, crying silently. He felt guilty that he had not spent time with his grandfather, and was even more worried about what was about to happen.
By then, grandpa is gone, and the person in his heart will completely leave him.
Song Youning didn't know how to comfort Li Jinze. She felt really uncomfortable watching him shed tears.
She wanted to persuade him but didn't know how, and she felt that he seemed very dissatisfied with her.
Where this dissatisfaction comes from, she actually doesn't know very well.
Song Youning sat aside and looked at him quietly. She really wanted to hug him, but she was afraid of being ridiculed by him.
After a while, he suddenly began to tremble.
Song Youning couldn't help but widen her eyes when she saw this: "What's wrong with you?"
Li Jinze closed his eyes and shook his head, then hugged himself tightly.
"I'm going to call the doctor." Song Youning was about to leave in a hurry, but at this moment, Li Jinze grabbed her.
Because he suffers from depression, he always has short-term heart palpitations, which will get better after a while. He didn't want her to go see a doctor because he didn't want his family to find out he was depressed.
Song Youning saw that his hand holding hers was trembling. She looked at him and hesitated for a moment, then suddenly leaned over and hugged him.
Li Jinze was stunned for a moment at first, and then took the initiative to deepen the hug.
There was a faint bath fragrance on her body, and he liked this smell so much. In order to deepen the hug, he simply hugged her and sat her on his lap.
Li Jinze put his head on her shoulder and put his hands around her waist, while Song Youning also held his body tightly.
In her embrace, his heart palpitations slowly passed, and at the same time, his whole body became warm.
During the long night, the two of them maintained this posture, and then Song Youning slowly fell asleep.
Li Jinze is becoming more and more sober, because he really cherishes the feeling of two people together.
At around four o'clock in the morning, a red light suddenly came on in the intensive care unit.
After a while, doctors and nurses rushed into the intensive care unit.
"Ning Ning, wake up, grandpa is afraid something is not right."
Song Youning woke up immediately after hearing this. She got up and got off him, and the two of them came to the door of the intensive care unit together.
"Hurry up and call your parents." At this moment, Li Jinze couldn't help but tremble all over again.
Song Youning could no longer care about him. She quickly picked up her mobile phone and called Father Li and Mother Li. At the same time, she also called her parents.
Mr. Song said that he must see Mr. Li one last time.
When everyone arrived, the doctor also came out.
"Doctor, how is my grandfather?"
Doctor: "The situation is very bad. Although I am somewhat conscious now, I may still be there at any time... You go in and see the old man!"
After everyone heard this, they hurried in together.
Everyone made way for Mr. Song to see his old friends first.
When Mr. Li saw Mr. Song, he couldn't help but reached out and took his hand.
"No, I have to leave first this time."
Mr. Song said with red eyes: "No, you can still persist."
Mr. Li waved his hand after hearing this: "I can't hold on anymore. Living is just suffering. It's better to die in peace."
This sentence reached Li Jinze's ears. After hearing this sentence, he felt relieved.
Mr. Li looked at Li Jinze. Li Jinze hurried over and took his hand. Father Li also walked over with red eyes.
Mr. Li glanced at the two of them, and then said in a trembling voice: "You all need to be well, do you hear me?"
Li Jinze couldn't help but choked up after hearing this: "Grandpa, you must persist, we can't live without you."
When Mr. Li heard this, he couldn't help but close his eyes and shed a tear: "Live well for grandpa." When everyone saw this, they couldn't help covering their faces and crying.
Mr. Li's grip on Li Jinze's hand became tighter and tighter, and suddenly the strength became looser and looser. Finally, the old man's hand suddenly dropped, and then various instruments began to alarm.
"Grandpa~"
"Dad~"
"Grandpa, you can't leave!"
"Dad~"
The doctor took a look and said regretfully: "The patient has no vital signs."
When everyone saw this, they all knelt in front of the old man's bed, and then burst into tears.
In the end, the old man was taken to the funeral parlor, and Li Jinze and Song Youning went together in the funeral parlor's car.
There, the old man will put on his shroud, tidy up his appearance, and then be cremated.
Mr. Li's funeral has been busy for three days. During these three days, everyone in the Li family was very sad.
Song Youning was running around, busy with Mr. Li's funeral.
Three days later, Mr. Li was finally laid to rest.
At night, Li Jinze lay on the bed early. He had not had a good sleep in the past few days, and now he was really tired.
Song Youning came in and took a look at him, then said with an unnatural expression: "You should have a good rest. I will go back to my house today."
Li Jinze felt a pang in his heart when he heard this: "Are you impatient to draw a clear line with me?"
Song Youning: "No, I think you have been too tired these days, and thinking that I am here will disturb your rest."
Li Jinze couldn't help but sneered when he heard this: "You know how to find reasons."
Song Youning didn't want to argue with him, she knew he was in a bad mood now.
So she glanced at him, then turned to leave.
"Song Youning~" Li Jinze suddenly sat up from the bed.
When Song Youning heard this, she turned back to look at him: "What's wrong?"
Li Jinze stared with red eyes and said, "Tell me clearly now, what are you going to do in the future?"
Song Youning couldn't help but frown when she heard this: "I respect all your decisions."
In her opinion, he was forcing her to leave, so she would just leave. Anyway, she didn't plan to... spend the rest of her life with him.
Li Jinze: "Let me ask you, what are you going to do?"
Song Youning couldn't help but get angry after hearing this: "Then we will follow the agreement, separate first, and then go through the divorce procedures two years later."
When Li Jinze heard this, he was so angry that he knocked the desk lamp to the ground, and the room instantly became dark.
Li Jinze stood up and walked to Song Youning, then held her chin and said, "Song Youning, let me ask you, do you have a heart?"
Song Youning looked at him with red eyes and said, "What do you mean?"
Li Jinze: "What do you mean? You obviously knew it. When you were in high school, you knew what I meant to you. But your reaction was that you wanted to never have anything to do with me. Now the two of us We are already married, and we are already a couple. You actually want to divorce me. Who do you think I am? Are you a human being?"
At the end of the roar, Li Jinze's tears fell.
Song Youning looked at him with red eyes and a shocked face. She didn't expect that he meant this, and she didn't expect that he still regretted those things until now.
She didn't know what she was feeling in her heart. She only knew that she felt very sad, just like a few years ago. She obviously wanted to be close to him, but because of her sister, she could only choose to stay away from him.
And now, although her sister is gone, he is the man her sister loves deeply. How can she have the nerve to admit this feeling? That would be tantamount to the two of them betraying Song Youjing.
So she really had no intention of being with him, and really couldn't be with him.
"Speak~" Li Jinze yelled at her with tears in his eyes.
Song Youning swallowed the sourness deeply into her stomach, then looked at him and said, "You know, my sister loves you very much. Although she is dead now, I can't betray him."
As soon as Li Jinze heard her mention Song Youjing, his heart suddenly twitched and he felt that his heart was about to stop beating.
"You're right. I can't be sorry to Youjing. I've already lost her. I can't be sorry to her anymore."
A deep feeling of guilt made him collapse helplessly on the ground. At the same time, his body began to tremble uncontrollably.
Seeing this, Song Youning couldn't help but kneel down and grab his hand: "What's wrong with you? Are you okay?"
Li Jinze glanced at her sideways, then suddenly pushed her away, and then he stood up and went out.
Seeing this, Song Youning hurriedly followed her. After Li Jinze noticed her, he turned around and cursed: "Go away, I don't need you to pity me." After that, he turned around and ran away quickly.
When Song Youning saw this, she couldn't help squatting on the ground and crying.
